Abandon All Hope Ye Who Enter Here Novels & Stories

Kabanata 46 Hope Lahat tayo takot sa kamatayan. Takot na iwan ang mga mahal natin sa buhay. Takot na masaktan sila. I was too, afraid of death. Hindi pa ako handa, dahil alam ko sa sarili ko na marami akong iiwan. Marami akong masasaktan. And it will leave marks on their hearts, lalo na kay Kuya at Anzo.

The flower of sorrow or a hope I’m looking forward. @DeathWish

Panibagong hikbi ang kumawala sa mga labi ko. “I can’t do this anymore...” I buried my face in my hands. “Ayoko na...” My voice dissolved into desperate, broken cries. “Please...” I pressed both hands against my chest as though trying to hold myself together. “Please make the pain go away.” Bumuhos lahat ng mga emosyong kinimkim ko. The loneliness, the rejection, the heartbreak, the endless waiting, the desperate hope. Every single emotion shattered inside me until I could no longer tell where one pain ended and another began.

The blood trickled… and it was as if it was inviting me… I feel like wanting for more… I want blood to trickle more… I have lost everything. People… they have judge me, already. I will lose my job. I will lose my license. I will lose Psalm… I will lose… my hope, and comes that is my everything… I am lost now. I don't have anything to hold on to now… What's the purpose of breathing now? “The people was never kind… I should have known it…” napapaos ang boses ko. I am starting to get weak.

I feel hope—sharp, steady, real. And I know, somehow, we have to hold together. Or we die. Or worse… we lose ourselves. Gold and black swirl, my heartbeat pounding against their rhythm. I close my eyes. I will fight. I will not be taken. I will not be broken. And I will not leave him.

Leave some morphine at my door 'Cause it would take a whole lot of medication To realize what we used to have We don't have it anymore There's no religion that could save me No matter how long my knees are on the floor, oh So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm makin' To keep you by my side To keep you from walkin' out the door [Chorus] 'Cause there'll be no sunlight, if I lose you, baby There'll be no clear skies, if I lose you, baby Just like the clouds, my eyes will do the same If you walk away, every day, it'll rain, rain, rain Binuhos ko lahat ng emosyon ko sa kantang ito kaya sana maappreciate lahat.

Napatingin ako sa kanila, kita sa kanilang mga mukha ang kalungkutan at sakit sa pagkawala ni Thaddeus. I closed my eyes, trying to block out the image of Thaddeus lost in the cold and dark ocean. I clung to the hope that somehow, Thaddeus would find his way back to me. I took a deep breath, trying to calm myself despite the overwhelming sadness. “Please,” I whispered, “keep searching. Don’t give up on him. I can’t. I won’t.” As I lay back down, tears finally flowed freely. I felt utterly defeated, yet a small flicker of hope within me kept me going. I needed to believe that Thaddeus would come back, that our dreams and future wouldn’t be taken away so suddenly.

This place becomes alive because of their hopes and smiles "Disappointed ako dahil nandito padin tayo"I said as I looked every person passing by "Matapos yun, wala namang nangyari. We're still here. Nandito padin tayo sa lugar na toh. Nothing changed.."napayuko ako at unti unting kinakain ng takot, frustration at galit sa sarili "Walang nagbago. Kailangan parin nating pumatay. Kailangan paring may mamatay bago maging malaya"

Nagmamadaling sambit ko ng maramdaman kong tila hindi niya ako papatakasin sa mga nag-aabang na tanong niya. Balisa akong pumasok sa loob ng bahay at saka sumandal sa hamba ng pinto. Umiling ako at hinawakan ang labi, kapagkuwan ay may isang ngiti ang sumilay sa aking mukha. I bit my lowered lip. Okay, Zhanea. Pabigyan mo siya sa gusto niya at pagbibigyan ka rin niya sa gusto mo. Oh! XAHEL! Humanda ka lang talaga sa akin. The one thing you can never give up on is the hope that there is light at the end of the tunnel because once the light is gone, finding your way out of the darkness could be never-ending.

Magsasalita na sana ako when darkness consumed my whole being. ********************** Hit it dudes -MissteriousGuile