And Every Now And Then I Fall Apart นิยาย & เรื่องราว

LEVI’S POV Before You Go by Lewis Capaldi “I fell by the wayside like everyone else. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, but I was just kidding myself. Our every moment, I start to replace. ‘Cause now that they’re gone, all I hear are the words that I needed to say.” I was singing while I was breaking the shell of an egg. I was cooking some sunny-side up egg, fried rice, and hotdog for breakfast.

--- I remembered when I sing that song, I was totally broken. I felt so...numb, empty, shallow. And I wish my heart would be unbroken by now. Cause I am still BROKEN inside. Not in a romantic relationship, but I'm broken. Broken because of what people are doing with me. I said in that song, that they would never let me down cause I'm titanium. And I did that. Everyone who tried to messed up with me didn't succeed.

Hoping in the end that we will prevail and save everyone. I Try so hard to be strong sometimes I do feel strong but other times I just feel like I'm falling apart. I do not allow people to see that side that side that is crying for help. I feel that I have to be strong no matter what that I can't disappoint anyone. That if any kind of weakness the show that they will take advantage.

Hey guys, I want to thank everyone that was with me throughout the journey of this book and i appreciation you guys for supporting me even in my inconsistency. I want to use this medium to announce that Fallen Apart has finally come to an end. Yeah, it’s a bit heartbreaking to close the Chapter of Aria and Dave forever.

And everything I was holding together Fell apart.

I fall apart from the inside out—ruined once again by the only person I’ve ever truly loved. The end

but I'm only human and I bleed when I fall down I'm only human and I crash and break down your words in my head knives in my heart you pull me up and I fall apart cos I'm only human.)

Though as I sat there and stared at a picture of Rose, my bestfriend, I could feel the it being chipped away and it was on a matter of time. I was lost and falling apart. I wasn’t fine and I was beginning to think I never would be again. I was lost and falling apart. I wasn’t fine and I was beginning to think I never would be again. I was lost and falling apart. I wasn’t fine and I was beginning to think I never would be again.

And suddenly- Everything felt like it was about to fall apart.

Please… “I’m sorry I didn’t call you sooner,” I whispered into the clear stone. “I thought I could carry it all. But I can’t. Everything’s falling apart… I’m falling apart, I am broken Mira.” I need you, please, tears dropped down my eyes as I couldn't bear the burden alone anymore..