As Far As I Can Remember Novels & Stories

��𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳— 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘪𝘯 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘵 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘩. 𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 �

Why are those memories keep flashing in my mind? "Don't tell me na nakalimutan mo na siya? Oh my gosh, Nelle! Hindi kami makapaniwala sa nangyayari ngayon. That's really unacceptable to believe you na nakalimutan mo na siya. Unless..." pabitin na ani Arthur kaya mas nakatutok ang atensiyon namin sa kanya. "Do you have an amnesia?" Mabilis naman akong umiling dahil doon. Paano naman ako magkakaroon no'n gayong palagi lang naman aking nasa bahay at nag-aaral?

Kinagat ko rin ang pang-ibaba kong labi bago ko muling ipinikit ang aking mga mata. Naging mabilis ang pangyayari no'ng araw na 'yon. All I can remember was Daddy's terrified voice. He was shouting, he was calling my name. Nilingon ko siya, and I saw him running towards me. I stopped on the middle of my track, then suddenly nakaramdam ako ng malakas na pwersang tumulak sa akin palayo sa kalsada. Matapos n'yan ay wala na akong maalala, maliban sa sigawan ng mga tao at magulong paligid.

I planned on making one for Femella. Dahan-dahan akong tumayo sapo ang sumasakit na ulo. The return of the memories is overwhelming me. Hindi ko alam ang mararamdaman. I'm torn between being happy because my heart remembers what my brain has forgotten or blame myself for not trying hard enough to remember all these before. Bumalik ako sa kotse at nagpatuloy sa pagmamaneho. I'm looking at every house, tree, and even the dogs in the streets that will trigger more memories to materialize.

nakita ko ang sakit na dumaan sa mga mata niya pero hindi ko ito pinansin. " I'm not blaming anyone, but right now, I'm in my most vulnerable state. I don't remember anything. I don't even remember my name. I don't remember where I've been and what I am in the past and that includes you. I don't remember you or anything about you." diretso kong sabi sa kanya. Hindi ko na rin inalintana ang mga tingin at bulung-bulungan ng mga kaibigan niya.

Palabas na ako ng HQ nang marinig ko siyang mahinang bumulong. "You were forgetting me while I'm trying to remember you."

Parang hindi ko pa kasi kaya. What he did to me years ago, were still fresh and deep.

Was there a reason they kept referencing it? The truth is, I have no clear memory of what I did or what I experienced back then. My short-term memory loss makes it hard to recall anything recent, let alone events from five years ago. I only know that I was only fifteen when those years slipped past me. That age alone feels like a foggy window because there's a lot of things that was happening, but I can’t see through it clearly. As I looked at Liam now, I could see that he was serious.

Flashback. I was so drunk that I can't remember what happened ang natatandaan ko lang ay pinindot ko ang doorbell ng isang unit at may bumungad sa akin na babae na sa tingin ko ay nakainom din kagaya ko dahil sa malakas na amoy ng brandy dito. "M...Makikituloy sana ako sa'inyo." I know it's dumb but I can't drive "Roberto?" bulalas nito at nanlaki ang mga mata

Halos limang minuto ba naman nya akong hinalikan ako! “ Once i tasted, i always remember it! Don’t denied it ”