As Far As I Can Remember Novels & Stories

Hindi ko lang talaga maamin sa kaniya na nag-usap talaga kami ng ganoong bagay. "Nga pala, ano ba ang sasabihin mo sa akin kanina?" "I don't remember at all," I respond with a casual shrug, though the gesture feels forced and unnatural. "Hindi naman iyon gaano kaimportante kaya nakalimutan ko na rin."

“I think I do remember you.” Umupo ito sa kama at hinawakan ang kanyang kamay. “I heard everything from Rhett. How are you feeling now? How far can you remember?” Kumunot ang kanyang noo. “I… I don’t know. Fragments of memories would come to me and my head felt like it would crack any moment by now every time I get triggered over something.”

Ano bang feeling to. and the a flash back comes to my mind. -------------------To be continued 🤣

"Bakit wala kang pangil? Nasan ang pangil mo?" Inalis nito ang kamay ko saka lumayo sa akin. "What the hell?!" he exclaimed. "Hindi mo mabubura ang memorya ko, Asmodeus." "H-how is that even possible? I did it right! Why you can still remember everything?" naguguluhang tanong niya. "Ewan ko, pero sigurado akong hindi mo mabubura ang memorya ko." nakangiti kong saad.

'Cause there we are again, when I loved you so Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well Wind in my hair, you were there, you remember it all Down the stairs, you were there, you remember it all It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well And here I am again, making myself a fool. How can I love him and how can we be happy if I remember all the bad things that happened in the best. I remember it all too well that is and that is what blocking me from wanting to be with him aside from that I am not sure he really wants me if I still see that Daniella around him.

Sa wakas, huminga siya nang malalim bago nagsalita. “I wish I could, Everisha,” sabi niya habang mahina ang boses. “But I can’t. I don’t remember the way down anymore.” Nanlaki ang mata ko sa narinig. “What do you mean you don’t remember? You’ve been here for years. Surely, you know the way back.”

naiinis na saad ko sa kaniya. Hindi ko alam pero mas nako-curious ako sa sinabi niya. Bakit kailangang kong kalimutan kung ano ang ginawa ko na pilit ko ngang inaalala? Isa pa pwede naman niyang sabhin na sa akin kung may ginawa pa akong ibang kahihiyan para isang bagsakan na lang ng hiya hindi iyong pag-iisipin pa niya ako. "Like what I have said, don't force yourself to remember it. Maybe it's not necessary; that's why you forgot it. Just don't drink again, Kiddo."

wika ko sa kaniya. Buong gabi kong iniisip kung nakilala ko na ba dati si sir Conor. Parang pamilyar talaga siya sa akin. Hindi ko alam kung saan ko siya nakita o nakasama. Pero yung nakasama ko siya kahapon dama ko naman ang kagaanan ng loob ko sa mga oras na iyon. They said, nagkaroon daw ako ng amnesia. Meron akong bagay na hindi matandaan, isang bagay ba iyon? Kilala ko ba talaga siya dati, pero… hindi ko lang siya matandaan?

Tila'y natakot na rin ito sa aking nakita at piniling manahimik na lamang. A memory suddenly flashed in my mind. I remember those eyes... Hindi ko alam kung tama ang hinala ko. Pero lumakas ang kabog ng dibdib ko. This can't be... ##

“Don't force yourself to think about the things you can't remember, you will hurt even more" “Sa totoo niyan Farrah, nanaginip ako nung mga nakaraan na mayroon daw akong bestfriend. Hindi ko maalala ang mukha at pangalan niya pero bata palang kami ay magkasama na kami. Tapos merun pa, parang nasa bahay ampunan kami kasi may nakita akong mga madre. Para siyang totoo pero panaginip lang iyon. ”Ilang beses mo napanaginipan ang mga iyon?"