Novel & Cerita Catching Feelings

Nang maramdaman ng balat ko ang init ng mga palad niya ay naghatid iyon ng kakaibang emosyon sa akin. Pigil ang hininga habang nanonood ako sa bawat pagkilos ng mga kamay niya. Bakit parang biglang nag-slowmo ang mga galaw niya? Wala pa ring tigil ang puso ko sa mabilis nitong pagtibok. Ano itong nararamdaman ko? Posible bang magkaroon ng feelings pagkatapos ng isang gabi? Namura ko ang sarili sa isipan. Hind iyon ganoon! Takot at kaba lang ito! Imposible talaga!

He's like locking me in his arms. He's not talking, so am I. Walang gustong magsalita sa amin, hindi ko man makita pero alam kong nakatitig siya sa akin. I sense that he's analyzing my face na para bang blanko akong papel na hinahanapan niya ng dumi. But it feels sincere, it feels passionate. It gives affectionate stares and it's giving me chills. It is making me feel safe between these arms that felt like a long time home that was long forgotten. He feels like searching that he can only find within me.

Tinaas pa ng babae ang kamay niya para ipakita ang singsing na suot nito. Sa pagakakataong ito pakiramdam ko namanhid na ang utak ko. Pakiramdam ko nanghihina ang katawan ko sa magkahalong emosyon. I feel like I want to cry my heart out. I want to run to him and beg for him to choose me. But when I looked into his eyes, Hunter's eyes shows no emotions but they never left me. I can feel my heart in now clenching in pain.

“I like it when I caught you staring at me like that.” Kaagad siyang umiwas ng tingin. “Ang feeling nito.” He chuckled. “Come on, stare at me. Hahayaan na kitang titigan ako.” She glared at him. Bumalik na naman ang pakiramdam na parang kakapusin siya ng hininga sa sobrang bilis ng tibok ng kanyang puso. Bakit ko ba kasi siya pinagmamasdan? Ayan tuloy nahuli pa ako! asik niya sa isip.

Sa totoo lang ay kumakabog ng malakas ang d****b ko kung kaya't naubos ko ang isang baso ng juice at isang baso ng tubig ng wala sa oras. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit pero pakiramdam ko'y kinakapos ako ng hininga, at sumasakit ang lalamunan. Tila ba gusto kong maiyak na hindi ko mawari. I felt like I was longing for this. Like as if I know him already, even if I just met him last night. "Alam ko ang lahat Jewel. I can feel your emotions. I can feel your heart beating. I can feel your nervousness. I know that you have too many questions on your mind. You want to know why?"

It’s strangely comforting. “I thought,” I say quietly, “that if I stayed busy enough, strong enough, I wouldn’t feel things anymore.” Umangat ang dibdib niya sa ilalim ng pisngi ko. “And?” “And I was wrong.” Huminto ang kanyang kamay. “Feelings don’t disappear,” he says after a moment. “They wait.” I close my eyes. The cold seeps back into the edges of my body, but now it’s manageable. Cairo notices immediately, shifting again, angling us so his back blocks the wind entirely.

Parang ang tagal na simula nang huli ko siyang maramdaman. She kissed my collarbone, then to my shoulder. Napadaing ako nang kagatin niya at s******n ang balat nito. Bumaba ang kamay ko sa likuran niya at hinapit siya palapit. I can feel her deep breaths and it tickles me. Even my breaths are laboured because of how arouse I am and how much I want to be with this woman. I just don't wanna feel her physically, I want to touch her emotions. I'm craving her whole.

I am at the page of the book of my life whereas there is a lot of unexpected things that can surprise me but, falling for the unexpected someone in the unexpected time and unexpected world is probably the best unexpected thing ever. I knew very well that this caged feeling will burst out any time soon. I am unsure about it but I want to clarify all of it with her. Susugal na ako nang malala kahit pa hindi ko alam kung pareho kami ng nararamdaman. Hindi ba ganito naman talaga ang pag-ibig? Matatapang lamang na sumugal ang pwedeng makatagal. Is it even love if you're not feeling any fear and uneasiness?

She bit her lower lip to suppress a smile. Ano ba itong puso niya. Ang bilis kiligin. Nakakainis tuloy. Feeling niya sobrang easy to get niya. Ganito ba talaga kapag mayroon kang nararamdaman para sa isang tao? You tend to feel this kilig even with small gestures? This is the first time she ever fell in love with someone. Kaya lahat ng nararamdaman niya ay purong kaba. “Mommy?”

Yet it's about to be ruined by the sight of a handsome man in front of me. My bacon almost got burned just because I was staring at Chester as he tried to make the table look perfect. He looks so perfect, and it's too good to be true. Tinititigan ko pa lang siya, I already feel the different sensations that I’ve never felt before. I’m not sure, though if it is dangerous to feel. I’m not sure if I am supposed to feel something like this in a short span of time. And most of all, I’m not sure how to name what I am feeling right now since it all seems new.