Depression Emoji

Laluna Indhira, gadis berusia 18 tahun mempunyai masa kecil yang tidak menyenangkan. Ia merupakan korban kekerasan yang dilakukan oleh ayah kandungnya sendiri. Kemudian ia tumbuh menjadi gadis yang mempunyai trauma, akibat dari masa lalulnya tersebut. Hingga suatu hari ia bertemu dengan Bryan Naradhipta, sosok misterius yang mengetahui segala hal tentang dirinya. Bahkan ia mengetahui bagaimana Luna sejak kecil. Bagaimana kelanjutan kisah mereka? Apakah Bryan merupakan sosok yang akan membuat Luna bahagia?

Book #1 Marked by the bully Book #2 Protected by the bully ________ Having fallen for his best friend's mate, Zander's finding it difficult to keep up with his promises as a best friend. It is hard to draw her out of his head. Everything about her has attracted him. And watching her around him all the time with his best friend is having an adverse effect on him. He hates it when they kiss, when his friend touches her, and when she lingers around him to make her boyfriend feel jealous. Zander's trying hard to keep it easy between them but in vain— until a mysterious message pops up in his messenger. ***"Hii!" "Who's this?" "You guess *winking emoji*" "Fuc** you" "I asked you to guess, not to swear on me." "I'm asking you for the last time.. Tell me WHO ARE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU!" "I wish that was 'I LOVE' than 'WHO ARE' before that YOUUUUUUUUU. *monkey hides face emoji*" "Go to hell..." "Hey, wait! I'll tell you who I am *sighing emoji*" "Bark" "I am," "You are???" "I am... Your mate!" "Wait, what? Hey, where are you going come back online and talk to me. At least tell me your name!" //Protected by the bully//**Book #2 for Bully Series. Can't be read as a stand alone, so it's recommended that you read book #1 first.**

หญิงสาวคนหนึ่งที่เติบโตมาในครอบครัว “ ท็อคซิก ” ( toxic ) เก็บกด มีปมในใจขนาดใหญ่ จนทำให้ป่วยเป็น “ โรคซึมเศร้า ระดับรุนแรง (severe depression) + แพนนิค” แล้วมีเหตุการณ์ต่างๆที่ผ่านเข้ามาในชีวิตของเข้าเสมอทั้งเรื่องดี และไม่ดี และ แน่นอนว่าส่วนมากเป็นเรื่องที่ไม่ดี เป็นเรื่องที่บั่นทอนจิตใจของเด็กสาวคนนึงเสมอมา ตั้งแต่ คำพูดของคนรอบข้างรวมถึงคนในครอบครัว เขาใช้ชีวิตด้วยความระมัดระวังทั้งคำพูด ทั้งกิริยา ทั้งสายตา เพื่อให้ถูกใจคนรอบข้างเสมอ เพราะเขารู้ตัวว่าตัวเขาเองไม่ดีพอสำหรับใคร เขามักคิดว่าโลกใบนี้มักโหดร้ายกับเขาตลอด และใช่มันเป็นแบบนี้เสมอ

Two months after I died, it finally occurred to my parents that they'd forgotten to bring me back from their trip. My father scowled in frustration. "She was supposed to walk back herself. Does she really need to make such a big deal out of it?" My brother, ever smug, opened our chat and sent an emoji, along with a message. [You'd better die out there. That way, Scarlett and I will split Grandma's inheritance.] He received no reply. With a frosty expression, my mother said, "Tell her if she shows up for her grandmother's birthday on time, I'll let the whole pushing-Scarlett-into-the-water thing go." They never believed I hadn't made it out of those woods. After digging six feet into the ground, they finally found my bones deep in the forest.

Três meses antes do casamento, meu namorado postou no Instagram a certidão de casamento dele com minha irmã adotiva, junto com fotos da barriga de grávida dela. A legenda dizia: [Finalmente demos as boas-vindas ao nosso pequeno, dentro da lei.] Minha irmã comentou com um emoji de vergonha. Minha mãe até curtiu e escreveu: [Quando o bebê nascer, eu cuido dele para vocês aproveitarem o romance de vocês.] Não aguentei e comentei um ponto de interrogação. No mesmo instante, fui bombardeada com mensagens furiosas dele: [É só um casamento de um ano pra ajudar ela! Depois que o bebê nascer, eu volto pra você, pra que tanta pressa?]

Di tahun ketujuh pernikahan kami, Jefry Marson tampak kembali jatuh cinta. Dia daftar di tempat gym dan sangat memperhatikan bentuk tubuhnya. Saat aku sedang mengikat dasinya, Jefry tiba-tiba ingin mengganti dasi berwarna kotak merah. Dia bilang, "Aku tiba-tiba mulai menyukai warna yang lebih cerah." Saat membalas pesanku, Jefry yang serius tembek mengirimiku emoji yang imut, lalu segera dihapus. Namun, dia tetap pulang tepat waktu, membawakanku bunga dan memasak untukku setiap hari. Aku mencela diri sendiri karena pikiran konyolku. Jefry sangat mencintaiku, mana mungkin dia selingkuh? Kebetulan suatu hari, aku menemukan kamera dashboard. Jefry dan muridnya sedang berpelukan dan saling bermesraan di dalam mobil. Aku pernah bertemu gadis itu, dia pernah makan di rumah dan memanggilku Bu Melda.

Dalawang buwan ng mamatay ako, napagtanto ng mga magulang ko na nakalimutan nila akong iuwi mula sa lakad nila. Naiinis na sumimangot at sumigaw ang ama ko. “Dapat siyang maglakad mag-isa mismo. Kailangan ba niya talaga itong palakihin?” Ang kapatid ko, na mayabang, ay binuksan ang chat namin at nagpadala ng emoji, kasama ng message. [Mamatay ka na dyan. Sa ganitong paraan. Kami ni Scarlet ang maghahati sa pamana ni Lola.] Wala siyang natanggap na sagot. Habang malamig ang ekspresyon, nagsalita ang nanay ko, “Sabihin mo sa kanya na kapag nagpakita siya sa kaarawan ng lola niya sa tamang oras, hahayaan ko na ang pagtulak niya kay Scarlet sa tubig.” Hindi sila naniniwala na hindi ako nakaalis ng gubat. Matapos maghukay ng malalim, nakita nila sawakas ang mga buto ko.

My younger brother told me he was overwhelmed by school stress and had developed depression. I tried to help by encouraging him to seek treatment, drawing from my own experience with the illness. However, my mother blamed me, accusing me of passing the depression onto him. She took me to a witch, who locked me in the house. Every day, the witch used willow branches to drive away evil spirits, beating me until my skin was raw, forcing me to drink filthy water, and making me bleed. "This is the only way to banish the evil and bless your little brother." After enduring days of torment, my depression worsened, and I chose to end my life. However, when I opened my eyes again, I was back to the day my brother first confessed his depression. I looked at my body—whole and unharmed. This time, I will make them pay for everything I endured.

After one year of fighting heartbreak, failure, depression and pain, Tory finally trys to put her life back together to prove to the world and herself that no matter what happens she will never break but life has other plans for her, as she has a lot to learn, as she becomes the best and better version of herself.

When I finally mustered the courage to confess my feelings to him, he just turned and walked away. When I finally emerged from the shadows and began a new chapter in my life, he was gone. Was it depression? I couldn’t believe it. I had to find out the truth about how he died.