Drowning In My Own Tears นิยาย & เรื่องราว

"I am and in due time, you will too. I know that you're going to regret it so, stop wasting your time on this fruitless nonsense." "But I-" I chocked on my words and dropped my gaze as angry tears stung my eyes. "Get out." She stared at me for a moment before leaving. I sat on my bed once again and buried my face in my hands. Why did things have to turn out like this? It wasn't fair. We didn't do anything wrong. Tears wet my palms as I cried silently. It was like my heart was being ripped out and the pain was numbing. I didn't know what to think anymore.

I don’t know how much time had passed. I was still holding Dad’s drained body in a pool of rose-colored water. My eyes were swollen from crying. Two figures appear in front of me. They were speaking, but words, sounds, nothing was coming through. One of them knelt in front of me. He took my face in both his hands. His lips were moving but it seems like I am listening to them from underwater. Maybe I died too. Drowned in my tears and joined Dad and Mom. Can you die from crying too much? Dehydrate yourself to the point of no return? I think that’s what happened to me.

I took a few moments to ensure I was truly alone before the floodgates opened. Heart-wrenching sobs consumed me as I sank to the floor, unable to hold myself together any longer. Tears streamed down my face uncontrollably, as if they were an endless river. Every painful moment, from my fight with Lucian to the overwhelming emotions I felt now, played on repeat in my mind like a broken record. My chest felt like it would burst from the weight of it all. I cried for what felt like hours, losing track of time in the midst of my anguish. The tears kept flowing, my eyes damp and swollen as I released the pain etched deep within my heart.

A tearing pain throbbed beneath her, where streaks of dark blood stained her pale thighs. Phoebe stumbled into the rain, her heart sinking slowly into an abyss. She stood alone in the downpour, the heavy rain soaking her frail body. Covering her face, she gradually sank to the ground, tears streaming down in desperate despair. Her body ached, her heart ached, and she cried helplessly, a wretched mess. This was the saddest she had ever felt, fighting back tears that threatened to spill.

The turmoil within my mind was palpable, a storm of thoughts and emotions clashing in a chaotic dance. With an almost mechanical motion, I turned on the shower, the sound of the water cascading serving as a backdrop to the cacophony within my mind. It was then that I made the decision to immerse myself in the bathing pool. The water enveloped me, its cool embrace mingling with the heat of my tears that flowed unchecked down my cheeks, their saltiness adding to the sensation of the water against my skin. I let myself sink into the pool, my eyes squeezed shut, as if shutting out the world could somehow dull the ache that consumed me.

The wind swallowed his words, but the anguish remained, festering in his chest like an open wound. He felt like he was drowning in his own tears, suffocating under the weight of his sorrow. The sea seemed to laugh at him, its waves crashing against the shore with a rhythm that felt like mockery. Lewis collapsed to his knees, his body wracked with sobs, as he whispered, "Why can't anyone see me? Why can't anyone love me for who I am?" The only response was the relentless pounding of the waves, a reminder that some wounds might never heal.

Nothing. I quickly wiped my tears that is starting to fall. I didn't realize that I was crying with too much thought, I drowned myself in things that would only hurt me. It's good and I can get up with every time I drown, he won't even wait to save me from drowning. it would be good for me to save myself from my own sea, because I like it. My heart beats faster when I felt the warm embrace behind my back. I cried even more there and just pretended to feel nothing.

The tears in my eyes made everything blurry, and I felt like I was drowning in grief. I turned to Kael, who lay unmoving on the floor, blood still trickling out of the wound in his chest. "Kael, please... Don't do this to me. I'm begging you," I sobbed, my tears spilling onto his body. My own body was racked with anguish, and I felt like I was being torn apart. Somebody help me. Somebody, help us!" I cried out, unable to move away from him. Overwhelmed with hurt, I collapsed on top of him, sobbing my heart out, feeling a sense of doom encroach me.

The pain, the disappointment, the shattered hopes, and dreams—all of it surged to the surface, overwhelming my fragile composure. My footsteps faltered, my legs growing weak beneath me. A sob escaped my lips, a raw and guttural sound that echoed through the emptiness. I could no longer hold back. Everything crashed into me as I sank to my knees, the ground beneath me cold and unforgiving. tears flowed freely now, mingling with the dust and staining my cheeks.

The moment it does, I fall apart. The sob hits before I can stop it. My hands tremble as I clutch my arms, as if I can hold myself together with sheer force. But I can’t. The tears come fast, carving down my cheeks, every sound that rips from my throat breaking me further. Every breath feels like drowning. *** No one’s outside my door when I step out—and thank the stars for that.