Novel & Cerita Faded In My Last Song

[Im Aerum’s POV] “When she was a little girl You'll never want to know The places she liked The things she enjoyed Never ask the girl what she liked About her childhood You'll never know What she's trying to hide from you so” Saat aku mulai bernyanyi, aku langsung merasa seperti beban yang berat sedang terangkat dari pundakku. Padahal tadi aku sangat gugup. Lagu ini, tepatnya lagu Vineyard adalah my comfort song. Rasanya setiap kali aku mendengarkan lagu ini aku menjadi lebih damai dan tenang. Karena itu lah aku memilih lagu ini untuk kubawakan.

Tak pernah terpikir olehku Tak sedikit pun kubayangkan Kau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri Begitu pahit kenyataan Begitu sakit kurasakan Kau telah pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri Inilah saat terakhirku melihat kamu Jatuh air mataku menangis pilu Hanya mampu ucapkan Selamat jalan kasih Itu, lagu so sweet dan super duper mellow ST 12, mengiang-ngiang di bilik pendengaranku dengan sempurna. Seolah-olah soundtrack dalam sebuah film. Begitu juga dengan lagu Seventeen, Kemarin. Oooh, ooohhh, my God! Banjir bandang hatiku, oleh karena teringat segala kenangan bersama Sophia. Kini sendiri di sini Mencarimu tak tahu di mana

Lirik sendiri: When you're gone In the twilight as the sun begins to fade With every step, I still feel your warm embrace Echoes of laughter, cherished moments we've made Now they're just gone, since you walked away As the night sets in, my heart starts to ache Hoping to see your face, for heaven's sake After you've gone, the stars don't shine so bright An empty space in my heart, can't deny it, it's right Searching for answers, in the cold and the night Oh, life's not the same, since that fateful goodbye.

Tidak ada balasan. Malam yang semakin larut tak pernah benar-benar pekat. Cahaya rembulan selalu setia menemani malam. Alunan lagu Fragile Heart milik Westlife menemaniku. Aku pun bersenandung mengikuti alunannya. ”A fragile heart was broken before. I don't think it could endure another pain. But there's a voice from deep inside of you. That's calling out to make you realise... ”

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I didn't care that much But I realize when you hang up, I messed this up I spend my weekends tryna get you off My mind again, but I can't make it stop I'm tryna pretend I'm good, but you can tell (uh) 'Cause you know me too, you know me too well Ah-ah-ah-ah You know me too well Ah-ah-ah-ah Lo puedo dejar para mí, jamás volverte a llamar But baby no puedo engañarme a mí misma, no Porque cada vez que me oyes, yo sé que tú me lees Lo mejor será dejarte ir, y olvidarte Try to hit you up, but he had enough Just screaming down the phone "You don't know what you lost" I say, "I'm fine, " I didn't care that much

I wish you’d hold me in your arms All night long, all night long, all night long, all night long I’d be your song, I’d be your song Steal my heart with every note you play I pray you’ll look my way And hold me to your heart someday I long to be the one that you caress with tenderness And you don’t know You don’t even know that I exist ‘Till the dawn, ‘Till the dawn I’d be your song?your song ur song I’d be your song, yeah I’d be your song ***

I'm gonna live my life Like everyday's the last Without a simple goodbye It all goes by so fast And now that you're gone I can't cry hard enough No, I can't cry hard enough For you to hear me now Can I open my eyes And see for the first time I've let go of you like A child letting go of his kite There it goes Up in the sky There it goes Beyond the clouds For no reason why I can't cry hard enough No, I can't cry hard enough For you to hear me now Can I look back in vain

Drink my troubles away, one more glass of champagne And you know I'm the first to say that I'm not perfect And you're the first to say you want the best thing But now I know a perfect way to let you go Give my last hello, hope it's worth it Here's your perfect My best was just fine How I tried, how I tried to be great for you I'm flawed by design and you love to remind me No matter what I do But you won't see me break, call you up in three days Or send you a bouquet, saying, "It's a mistake" Drink my troubles away, one more glass of champagne And you know I'm the first to say that I'm not perfect And you're the first to say you want the best thing But now I know a perfect way to let you go G

Namun kali ini rasa canggung itu telah mematahkan segalanya. Aras pun akhirnya yang membukakan musik. Alunan musik mengiringi perjalanan mereka. “Selera musik loh oke juga,” puji Aras, Entahlah itu pujian ataukah sindiran. “Gue suka aja sama lagu slow,” balas Binar. “Sama gue juga, ”Aras menyetujuinya. Ada sebuah lagu judulnya Nothings gonna change my life. Mereka berdua tahu lagu itu, dan mereka pun menyanyikannya bersama.