Faded In My Last Song Mga Nobela at Kwento

But all I really know You're where I wanna go The part of me that's you will never die So when I'm all choked up And I can't find the words Every time we say goodbye Baby, it hurts When the sun goes down And the band won't play I'll always remember us this way Oh, yeah I don't wanna be just a memory, baby, yeah Hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo Hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo Hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo So when I'm all choked up And I can't find the words Every time we say goodbye Baby, it hurts When the sun goes down And the band won't play I'll always remember us this way, way, yeah When you look at me And the whole world fades I'll always remember us this way

I can feel the pain, can you? You had to be the one to let me down, to color me blue Hate to see you with someone new I'll put a curse on her and you Ain't no looking back, now you're dead and gone All my love is gone too All my love is gone (Go-o-o-o-o-o-one) All my love is gone, gone, gone, gone (Go-o-o-o-o-o-one) All my love is gone (Go-o-o-o-o-o-one) All my love is gone

Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down 'Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name It all just sounds like ooh, ooh, ooh, hoo Mm, too young, too dumb to realize That I should have bought you flowers And held your hand Should have gave you all my hours When I had the chance Take you to every party 'cause all you wanted to do was dance Now my baby's dancing But she's dancing with another man My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways

Drink my troubles away, one more glass of champagne And you know I'm the first to say that I'm not perfect And you're the first to say you want the best thing But now I know a perfect way to let you go Give my last hello, hope it's worth it Here's your perfect My best was just fine How I tried, how I tried to be great for you I'm flawed by design and you love to remind me No matter what I do But you won't see me break, call you up in three days Or send you a bouquet, saying, "It's a mistake" Drink my troubles away, one more glass of champagne And you know I'm the first to say that I'm not perfect And you're the first to say you want the best thing But now I know a perfect way to let you go G

Pejaman mata, juga suaranya yang tak terlalu merdu membuat semua orang bisa menikmati lagunya. I was June and you were my Johnny Cash Never one without the other, we made a pact Sometimes when I miss you I put those records on (whoa) Someone said you had your tattoo removed Saw you downtown singing the blues It's time to face the music, I'm no longer your muse But in another life I would be your girl We'd keep all our promises Be us against the world In another life I would make you stay So I don't have to say you were The one that got away

Sesekali Pak Satya terlihat ikut bernyanyi meski lirih terdengar sambil fokus menyetir. 'Kerjain ah,' batinku berkata. Entahlah, jiwa usilku lagi ingin mencuat. Dengan cepat, jemariku mengganti musik pada dasboard mobil. Tentu Pak Satya melihatku heran. "Kenapa diganti musiknya?" tanyanya. Aku belum menjawab. Lantas memutar lagu Alan Walker berjudul faded dengan bas tinggi memenuhi rongga mobil ini.

Seusai itu senja jadi sendu awan pun mengabu Kepergianmu menyisakan duka dalam hidupku 'Ku memintal rindu menyesali waktu mengapa dahulu Tak kuucapkan aku mencintaimu sejuta kali sehari Walau masih bisa senyum Namun tak selepas dulu Kini aku kesepian Kamu dan segala kenangan Menyatu dalam waktu yang berjalan Dan aku kini sendirian

setiap katanya seperti pisau kecil. "Jika aku hanyalah suara dalam gema yang kau kendalikan, maka biarkan gema itu memekakkan telingamu." Aku menyanyikannya tanpa ragu. Suaraku tidak bergetar, tidak gugup. Setiap bait kutekan dengan emosi yang kupendam selama ini. Rasa frustrasi, luka, kehilangan kendali, semuanya tercurah dalam lagu itu. Selesai take pertama, tidak ada yang bicara. Nathan hanya menatapku dengan ekspresi yang sulit dibaca. Kemudian dia menekan tombol mic-nya.

Semua itu membuatnya terengah-engah, tapi tak sedetik pun Nina berpikir untuk menghentikan tariannya. Dua jam lebih, Nina menyetel musik untuk terputar secara otomatis. Setiap lagu berganti maka tarian pun akan ikut berganti. Napas Nina terputus-putus pada lagu terakhirnya. Nina menjatuhkan tubuhnya ke atas lantai yang dingin. Menatap sejenak bayangannya pada cermin. Nina terpekik keras.

Semakin pikirannya dipenuhi kenangan-kenangan indah bersama laki-laki yang dicintainya itu. You used to captivate me by your resonating light Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts my one pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase (My Immortal, by Evanescence) Dulu kau memikatku dengan gema cahayamu Sekarang, aku terikat oleh kehidupan yang kau tinggalkan