Romans & histoires Faded In My Last Song

Tak lupa ia mengacungkan jari tengah sebelum menghilang di telan jarak. Apa aku akan mati di tanganmu, Davee?

ucap Ara “Hehehe, ngomong-ngomong kemarin kemana nggak masuk kuliah sampai dosen kesayangan loe nyariin, mentang-mentang lo murid kesayangannya nggak ada di cariin giliran yang lain di cuekin,” ucap Syafa “Kemarin gue sakit jadi nggak bisa masuk kuliah,” ucap Ara “Hah seriusan Ra, lo sakit apa kok nggak bilang sama kita,” ucap Nabila

Drink my troubles away, one more glass of champagne And you know I'm the first to say that I'm not perfect And you're the first to say you want the best thing But now I know a perfect way to let you go Give my last hello, hope it's worth it Here's your perfect My best was just fine How I tried, how I tried to be great for you I'm flawed by design and you love to remind me No matter what I do But you won't see me break, call you up in three days Or send you a bouquet, saying, "It's a mistake"

Aku menatapnya dengan sangat serius. "Yes!" "Baiklah. Aku akan ikut kemanapun kau membawaku..." jawabku dan tersenyum padanya. Mobil Lee Sin melaju lebih cepat dari yang ku kira. Sin memutar musik di dalam mobil dan mengikuti dentakannya. Lagu "You" dari SNine membuat suasana malam yang dingin ini terasa hangat. Aku mulai menghayati setiap liriknya, terasa seperti suasana hati yang sedang ku alami saat ini.

But all I really know You're where I wanna go The part of me that's you will never die So when I'm all choked up And I can't find the words Every time we say goodbye Baby, it hurts When the sun goes down And the band won't play I'll always remember us this way Oh, yeah I don't wanna be just a memory, baby, yeah Hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo Hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo Hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo So when I'm all choked up And I can't find the words Every time we say goodbye Baby, it hurts When the sun goes down And the band won't play I'll always remember us this way, way, yeah When you look at me And the whole world fades I'll always remember us this way

I can feel the pain, can you? You had to be the one to let me down, to color me blue Hate to see you with someone new I'll put a curse on her and you Ain't no looking back, now you're dead and gone All my love is gone too All my love is gone (Go-o-o-o-o-o-one) All my love is gone, gone, gone, gone (Go-o-o-o-o-o-one) All my love is gone (Go-o-o-o-o-o-one) All my love is gone

Drink my troubles away, one more glass of champagne And you know I'm the first to say that I'm not perfect And you're the first to say you want the best thing But now I know a perfect way to let you go Give my last hello, hope it's worth it Here's your perfect My best was just fine How I tried, how I tried to be great for you I'm flawed by design and you love to remind me No matter what I do But you won't see me break, call you up in three days Or send you a bouquet, saying, "It's a mistake" Drink my troubles away, one more glass of champagne And you know I'm the first to say that I'm not perfect And you're the first to say you want the best thing But now I know a perfect way to let you go G

Pejaman mata, juga suaranya yang tak terlalu merdu membuat semua orang bisa menikmati lagunya. I was June and you were my Johnny Cash Never one without the other, we made a pact Sometimes when I miss you I put those records on (whoa) Someone said you had your tattoo removed Saw you downtown singing the blues It's time to face the music, I'm no longer your muse But in another life I would be your girl We'd keep all our promises Be us against the world In another life I would make you stay So I don't have to say you were The one that got away

The ache I feel inside Is where the life has left your eyes I'm alone for our last goodbye But you're free I remember you like yesterday, yesterday I still can't believe you're gone Ran, Kinan, Sunny dan keluarganya pun masuk ke dalam ruangan khusus untuk keluarga. Disana terdapat kaca ukuran 3x2 meter yang tembus pandang langsung ke ruangan kremasi. I remember you like yesterday, yesterday I still can't believe you're gone

Sesekali Pak Satya terlihat ikut bernyanyi meski lirih terdengar sambil fokus menyetir. 'Kerjain ah,' batinku berkata. Entahlah, jiwa usilku lagi ingin mencuat. Dengan cepat, jemariku mengganti musik pada dasboard mobil. Tentu Pak Satya melihatku heran. "Kenapa diganti musiknya?" tanyanya. Aku belum menjawab. Lantas memutar lagu Alan Walker berjudul faded dengan bas tinggi memenuhi rongga mobil ini.