Fearful の小説・ストーリー

pagtatama ko. Ang mga taong meron no'n ay takot o iwas na maging masaya kasi sa paniniwala nila ay may kapalit 'yong masamang pangyayari na nakaatang sa kasalukuyan o labis na kalungkutan. Galing 'yon sa greek words na 'chairo,' na ang ibig sabihin ay 'magsaya,' at 'phobia,' na ang kahulugan naman ay 'takot.’

“You think mercy works in my world? No. Fear does. Violence does.” Parang may malamig na humawak sa dibdib ko. “You scare me.” mahina kong sabi. Nanahimik siya. Then, with a low voice, “I’d rather you fear me… than watch you die in someone else’s hands.”

Histeric na sabi niya. I caught Uno intensely looking at me while his forehead was slightly creased. I automatically averted my eyes when I remembered what happened in the test. It's still vivid. Sa dinami-dami ba naman ng lalaking makikita doon—bakit si Uno pa? Pwede naman si tres nalang! I am more comfortable with tres! What was that fear called? Intimacy? A fear of intimacy? I never imagined myself doing that to someone, especially Uno!

Nagpalitan naman ng tingin yung dalawa at kahit hindi nila bigkasin ang mga salitang nais nilang sabihin sa isa't-isa ay parang nagkakaunawaan naman sila sa pamamagitan ng pagtitig sa kanilang mga mata. Napangisi tuloy si Kath at umiiling sa kaniyang ulo. Napansin iyon ni Sasha, kaya umangat ang tingin niya kay Hendrix at pinanlakihan niya ng mata ang binata, dahilan para matahimik ito at umiwas ng tingin sa kaniya.

The real deal. "How are you?" She asked under her breath. I gasped for air. The cold breeze brushed into my skin. Nilipad ng hangin ang buhok namin ngunit walang pumuputol sa labanan ng aming mga mata. Namumuo na ang pawis ko kahit na malamig sa lugar. Nangangatog ang aking mga tuhod. Hindi ako umaarte. Takot na takot ako. This is the fear I'm fearing to be faced. The fear of her awakening. The fear of her comeback. The kind of fear I never felt before. It's killing me inside. I'm scared. Frightened.

Napapikit ako. Naramdaman kong kinakain nya Yung distansyang namamagitan saamin.... Damn this!!!!! "Can you please tell me the truth hmmm...." Wtffffffff....... "You can tell me what you're been afraid off...para maisan ko....and if you are afraid about heights...I won't bring you to the high places like this... please baby....just tell me...ayokong may nakikita akong takot dyan sa mga mata mo..."

mapangahas na sambit ni Cinderella. Nag-init ang tenga ni Ashley. “You don’t even understand this world.” “No,” sagot ni Cinderella, nakataas ang kilay. "You do not know me, Ashley. I see it all... fear and helplessness. A room full of men too afraid to speak up... and one desperate woman willing to destroy everything to feel relevant again."

Isa lang ang makikita doon, ang matinding galit. Naramdaman ni Gigi ang pagtayo ng balahibo niya nang tumayo ito at unti-unting lumapit sa kan’ya. Walang imik itong lumapit sa kaniya pero kakaiba at alam ni Gigi na may mali. Her mind screamed run, but her heart wanted her to stay. Fear. His aura screams death and that made Gigi tremble in fear. Iba ang Fabian na nakikita niya ngayon. He’s not the Fabian she knew, he’s a different person. His teeth gritted as he made his way towards her.

Hinila ni Chaerin ang hem ng damit ni Chase kaya nag tatanong ang kanyang mga matang tumingin sa anak. "Why don't we try Ferris wheel, daddy. That ride is good and also... roller coaster for more intense."Natulala ako sa sinabi ni Chaerin. Sinasabi niya palang sa daddy niya ang gusto niya nasusuka na ako. "I agree."Masayang sabi ni Blake. Tumingin ako kay Chase na hindi pa naka imik sa sinabi ng anak. His afraid of that. A gangster is afraid of Ferris Wheel and roller coaster, more on afraid of heights.

Dumaloy aa pisngi niya ang luhang hindi ko alam kung ano ang dahilan. "Mommy, why are you so fearless, ha?" His hands were shaking while holding my palm. "You don't know how nervous I am when you weren't here beside us. We're so worried about you, because I thought people around tend to hurt my mommy," he said, his voice was soft, yet, the pain is invisible through every words.