Hurting Heart 소설 & 이야기

Someone they say that drinking can passed away your pain. Mariin akong napapikit nang makaramdam ako nang hilo. Isinandal ko ang likod ko sa leather sofa nang club habang nakapikit pa rin. Wala akong ibang maramdaman ngayon kundi pagod, hilo at sakit. Napakuyom ako ng kamao ng maalala ko kung bakit ako nagla-lablab ngayon sa loob ng club. It's never wrong to fall for someone even when you know they will only break your heart. It's hurts like even the pain reliever can never take away my broken heart cause it's not just physically hurt, I'm also hurt emotionally.

"Halika na. Umuwi na tayo." Parang may sumasakal sa puso niya at para iyong pinipipit sa sobrang sakit. Gusto niyang magwala, gusto niyang sumigaw nang malakas pero wala siyang ginawa ni isa. It fucking hurt like hell. He felt like his heart was being cut into tiny pieces and it was fucking bleeding to death.

Sinuot ko muna ang earpods ko bago nagpasyang pumikit habang hinihintay na mapuno ang bus. Bumuga ako ng hangin nang pumailanlang sa tenga ko ang isa sa mga kanta ni Olivia Rodrigo na nasa playlist ko. Hindi naman ako brokenhearted pero ganito ang mga tugtugan ko. Sadyang gusto ko lang ang mga kanta niya. How can I be heartbroken if I don't even know when I truly did love and when to get hurt from heartaches? I failed to recognize those.

ani niya sa akin at hinila ako sa aking kaliwang kamay at tumakbo sa pasilyo. Hindi naman takbo niyong ginawa namin, lakad mabilis ang ginawa namin pero and ending hiningal pa rin ako. "Hala! May sakit ka ba sa puso? O, hika?" Bakas sa mukha niya ang pagpapanic dahil sa pagtaas-baba ko ng aking balikat. Umiling ako sa kanya. "W-wala naman..." ani ko sa kanya.

ang malamyos nitong salita na para bang hinaplos bigla ang aking puso dahilan upang iangat ko ang aking mukha para makita siya. Napahinto ako ng hinalikan ako ni Ken sa aking noo at muli niya akong niyakap ng sobrang higpit. He comfort me so warm and full of worries that i cant resist to accept it. His hug warms my heart and returns it to a normal beat.

A girl who gave. A Touch on my Heart.

They are too young to experience this kind of heartbreak. Sinubukan kong magpaliwanag. I know it's hard for him to accept my explanations, but deep inside his heart. I could feel it, he's believing my words. It's just he's scared. Don't be, baby. I won't leave anymore. Pagbabayarin ko lahat ng mga taong nagdulot ng matinding sakit sa inyo katulad ng ginawa ko sa babaeng sumubok saktan ang Mommy niyo. Drea that fvcking bitch. I am kind, but I know how to be ruthless when my love ones got hurt. Walang makakapigil sa akin.

"Dahil kung hindi, hinding hindi mo na ako makikitang humihinga pa pag-gising mo—" "Mahal na mahal kita." Napapikit ako ng hawakan niya ang likod ng ulo ko at hilahin papalapit sa kaniya upang mayakap. Bigla ay mas naramdaman ko ang sakit, sakit na pinanghihina ako. It was emotional pain, but why am I feeling pain in my heart physically?

mapaklang kong saad at naupo sa gilid ng kama niya. "Pakawalan mo 'ko dito at tumakas tayo. Doon tayo maguusap!" galit niyang sigaw kaya pinilit kong maging matapang para ngumisi. What the f-ck, the two important woman in my life chose to hurt me d-mn much. My baby Atarah and now my beastriend. Am I really deserve to be hurt? It is a cruelty of life that a heart can keep on beating even after it has been broken in two. It can feel as though it is being gripped in an ice-cold vice and ache as if it will implode in your chest, but still the boom-boom continues. "Bakit ko palakawalan ang bihag ko? Do you think I'm stupid like you?" I tried to smirked at her even if its's hurt.

Ruan's heart belonged to someone else, a ghost from his past, a woman who had captured his heart and left an indelible mark on his soul. As I reached out and gently squeezed his hand, offering him a silent promise of comfort, I felt my own heart shatter into a million pieces. The dream I had dared to dream, the hope that had flickered within me, was extinguished, leaving behind a void that threatened to consume me.