Hurting Heart Novels & Stories

Bumuntong-hininga si Hera saka pinisil ang kamay niya. "Maxine, ang ganiyang klaseng sakit sa puso, hindi naman yan basta-basta nawawala. The heart always needs time to heal the wound. Hindi mo puwedeng pwersahin ang sarili mong burahin ang sakit kung hindi pa 'yon ang tamang panahon para mawala siya. You can't force your heart to forget the pain because it's still bleeding." Tinuyo niya ang basang pisngi dahil sa mga luha niya. "I want to be with Law, Hera."

Mariin niyang tinuro ang kaniyang dibdib, ang puso niyang walang kapagurang naghihingalo. "Yung invisible wound ang pinaka-masakit sa lahat. 'Yung sugat na hindi nawala gaya ng pagmamahal ko sa'yo, that's why I've never told anyone about what Ruth has admitted to me, kahit pa noong kasagsagan ng investigation. Kahit gustong-gusto kong managot lahat ng involved sa accident because it caused us so much pain. Namatay. . .namatay si Daddy due to heart attack. My life turns into hell, alam mo ba? "

I don't want to be a comforting zone anymore. Siguro malakas ang loob niya na saktan ako dahil alam niyang kahit anong sakit ang idulot niya dito sa puso ko ay siya parin ang mamahalin ko. Ang taong pipiliin ko na mahalin. He destroyed me too! He destroyed my heart! He destroyed my safety zone! He destroyed everything about me! but... why he can't destroy this damn feelings?! He sniffed, calmly. "Happy Birthday, Heart." he uttered softly.

puno ng pag-aalala ang boses nito kaya alam ko ang dahilan kung bakit nito sinasabi iyon. "Kakayanin ko pa ba, Sab? Sa tingin mo?" Kasi ngayon parang mauunang sumuko ang puso ko kaysa sa utak ko. "Kinaya mo nga noong iniwan ka ni Greel, 'diba? Alam mo naman kasing may broken heart syndrome ka pero hindi mo iniingatan 'yang puso mo." Yes, I have Takotsubo Cardiomyopathy, also known as "broken heart syndrome." This condition is triggered by severe emotional or physical stress and can mimic the symptoms of a heart attack.

Kaya niya akong buohin, kasabay ng kaya niya rin akong durugin gamit lamang ang salita. Words can hurt us more than physical intention right? That physical pain,heal at a right time, but the pain inside our heart last.we can say that we already heal by the wounds, but we can cover up the scars because it remain! There still have a phantom of pain that were trying to ignore.. Do it ever happen to you? Have you ever heard someone say that they can't love you anymore?

How could he hurt me like this, when I’ve given him everything I am? The words left my lips before I could stop them, sharp and poisonous, and yet they weren’t enough to silence the chaos clawing inside my chest. My heart was pounding so hard it hurt, every beat echoing the betrayal I felt. I hated myself for still searching his eyes, for still hoping to see proof that I was wrong, that what I heard wasn’t real. But all I saw was his confusion, his pain, and somehow that twisted the knife even deeper. I felt like I was breaking apart—part of me furious enough to destroy everything around me, and part of me aching, desperate, wishing none of this had ever been true.

Someone they say that drinking can passed away your pain. Mariin akong napapikit nang makaramdam ako nang hilo. Isinandal ko ang likod ko sa leather sofa nang club habang nakapikit pa rin. Wala akong ibang maramdaman ngayon kundi pagod, hilo at sakit. Napakuyom ako ng kamao ng maalala ko kung bakit ako nagla-lablab ngayon sa loob ng club. It's never wrong to fall for someone even when you know they will only break your heart. It's hurts like even the pain reliever can never take away my broken heart cause it's not just physically hurt, I'm also hurt emotionally.

"Halika na. Umuwi na tayo." Parang may sumasakal sa puso niya at para iyong pinipipit sa sobrang sakit. Gusto niyang magwala, gusto niyang sumigaw nang malakas pero wala siyang ginawa ni isa. It fucking hurt like hell. He felt like his heart was being cut into tiny pieces and it was fucking bleeding to death.

Sinuot ko muna ang earpods ko bago nagpasyang pumikit habang hinihintay na mapuno ang bus. Bumuga ako ng hangin nang pumailanlang sa tenga ko ang isa sa mga kanta ni Olivia Rodrigo na nasa playlist ko. Hindi naman ako brokenhearted pero ganito ang mga tugtugan ko. Sadyang gusto ko lang ang mga kanta niya. How can I be heartbroken if I don't even know when I truly did love and when to get hurt from heartaches? I failed to recognize those.

ani niya sa akin at hinila ako sa aking kaliwang kamay at tumakbo sa pasilyo. Hindi naman takbo niyong ginawa namin, lakad mabilis ang ginawa namin pero and ending hiningal pa rin ako. "Hala! May sakit ka ba sa puso? O, hika?" Bakas sa mukha niya ang pagpapanic dahil sa pagtaas-baba ko ng aking balikat. Umiling ako sa kanya. "W-wala naman..." ani ko sa kanya.