Novel & Cerita I Couldn't Ask For More Meaning

“What do you want, Ai?” Pero hindi ko pa rin alam kung paano sabihin. “I…” I want you. But with no strings attached. How can I ever say that? “Ai?” Am I being crazy? “Like what I told you, you can use me all you want, Ai,” he whispered. Damn it.

Hindi ko na naman alam ang sasabihin sa puntong yun, tumpak naman kasi ang sinabi niya. "It could have been so easy, all you had to do was ask me." Dugtong pa nito. "Pero wala naman po akong karapatan na tanungin kayo. Saka pwede niyo namang sabihin kahit hindi ako magtanong." "No, you need to ask me." Aba, pati ba naman sa ganitong bagay ay uutusan niya ako? "Ayoko po." Pagmamatigas ko.

iniisip ko palang mahihimatay na ako. "Paano kapag sinabi ko na kapag sinubukan mong sumakay, pwede kang magrequest sa akin ng isang beses? You can request anything that I can do." Nalusaw ang takot ko pansamantala. "Talaga?" "Yes but I will consider a request that I can only do. Kung magrerequest ka about sa mahalin ka—" "Clear!" Kaagad kong putol sa kaniyang masakit na salita.

“I know I don't deserve to ask for anything after what I did... But I'm begging you... Don't push me this far. Don't close the door on us just yet.” *******

Natatakot akong baka itulak niya lang ako palayo. “And of all people, ikaw yung inaasahan kong maging karamay ko Ma but you just let me walk alone. I was expecting you to ask me if I would love to sleep beside to at least comfort me but you did not… you never asked because you are busy worrying about someone’s kid.”

Nanggigigil na ako nang kaunti na medyo marami. Lord, kung may hihilingin man po ako sa'yo ngayon, kahit hindi na muna lovelife. Kahit pasensya na lang. 'Yung mahabang pasensya po sana para sa kaibigan kong shunga. "Alam mo, Ivy? Hindi lahat ng literal na tanong, kailangan ng literal na sagot." Bumaling na lang ulit ako sa laptop para ilipat 'yon sa next slide.

"Can I ask you something?" Hindi ko alam kung tama ba na itanong ko sa kanya ang bagay na ito pero kasi kapag nagtanong ako ng personal kay Atlas bibigyan niya lang iyon ng ibang meaning. Ganun siya kasiraulo!

"I'm sorry! But don't worry, I'll give back everything you supposed to have. Lahat ng para sa iyo at ang buhay na deserve mo." "Hindi ko kailangan ng mga bagay na iyon, Grayson dahil sapat na sa akin kung anong mayroon ako, sapat na sa akin ang pagmamahal na nakukuha ko mula sa mga taong totoong nagmamahal sa akin and that's enough for me. I didn't ask anything more."

Wari bang walang ibang tao sa kanilang paligid at sila lamang ang naroon sa loob ng simbahan na iyon. “When loving you keeps me living... It’s the reason why I’m breathing. Baby, couldn’t ask for more. All I want is to love you... forevermore...I can do anything with you by my side... conquer all obstacles as long as we’re fine. Baby, loving you is the only thing that keeps me living... and I couldn’t ask for more... cause all I want is to love you... forevermore...”

Hindi ko maisatinig ang pag papasalamat dito dahil ngayon lamang ako tinablan ng hiya. Isa pa mahirap para saaking sabihin iyon. I've never beg for something like this before. Ayoko rin yung ideyang obligado akong gawin iyon sa taong hindi ko naman gusto. And I hate the fact when I had to eat my precious pride para lang sa isang ito. "It's nothing.." He cuts me off. He knows what I mean.. thats good! "And your father still in comma?" he asked In lower voice.