Novel & Cerita I Couldn't Ask For More Meaning

Maybe he wanted to really know if I don't like it. "What do you like as a gift then?"he ask.My head tilted at his question. Ansel Millano ,hindi ako sigurado kung gaano kalaking halaga ang kailangan ko para magkaroon ng panibagong buhay.Unti-unti lumakas ang tibok ng puso ko sa nakikita kong paghihintay niya.I wonder if he's the last person who's going to ask me what I want.Bukod kay Ada, wala naman na akong iba pang napagsabihan.Hindi ko tuloy alam kung dapat ko na bang sabihin sa kanya ang balak ko dahil sa mga nakikita kong posibilidad. Huminga ako ng malalim.Mabilis parin ang tibok ng puso ko.Posibilidad....Mas maraming magandang idudulot kaysa pangit...

I found myself speechless. I don't know what to answer Cora. Pero mas hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi ako mapakali nang umalis ang tatay niya. I couldn't deny the fact that I want more. I need more. And I think no one can't stop me from getting what I want.

Hindi ko nakuha ang ibig niyang sabihin dahil napako ang isip ko sa halik niya. I think I want more.

madiin niyang saad. "I know, it's just that..." "Is the money I'm giving to you every day not enough? Just tell me―you know I can give you more." "No, no. It's not like that, okay? You gave me more than everything―that's why sometimes I just don't want to accept the money because it's too much."

sabi naman ni Jen. "Wala kang kasalanan dun Jen. At gusto ko lang sabihin sayo na lahat ng nangyari kagabi ay kasalanan ko dahil hinayaan ko mangyari iyun. Isa lang ang hinihiling ko sayo, pag mag tanong ulit si Paul about sa akin, wala kang sasabihin." "Eh paano iyan day, pupunta at pupunta pa rin yun dito at alam na niya dito eh?" ani Jen

"And you want me to ask a favor to you, right? This is it." I sighed heavily. I guess, I don't have choice.

People always ask me what I want out of life like it’s a simple question with a simple answer. It isn’t. Or at least it doesn’t feel like it is. Because I just want too many things that contradict each other. I want so much that my real answer would overwhelm them. I guess that I just want so badly to be happy.I want to smile to myself. I want to smile at myself. I want to be somebody that is worth loving. I want to love myself.

Niyakap naman nila ako dahilan para mas lumakas ang hikbi ko. Do I really deserve this? If so, wala ka naman balak bawiin saakin, Lord, no? Gusto ko nalang maging masaya. 'Yung totoong masaya, Lord. Wala naman akong ibang hinihingi, e. Hindi naman ako maging masamang anak, kaibigan at kapatid. Ginawa ko naman lahat, kaya please, pwede bang maging masaya nalang?

Bakas sa mga ito ang labis na pagnanasa. " I want more , Love...please..."

Huminga sya nang malalim, iniisip ang pinakamalinaw na salitang maaari nyang sabihin dito, iniisip kung paano ipapaliwanag at kung kailangan pa ba talaga niyang ipaliwanag iyon. "Actually, I am not asking for a bad thing po. Gusto ko lang... humingi ng pabor na hindi na kayo magpapaasa ng tao." Nagbago ang expression ng mukha nito at bakas roon ang kalituhan. "What do you mean?" "I am asking you, Mister, to stop giving false hopes. Wag na kayon nagpaasa ng ibang tao. Wag kayong magpaasa ng mga babae."