I Couldn't Ask For More Meaning นิยาย & เรื่องราว

There is nothing that I can ask basta siya ang kasama ko. He is enough! Our love is enough!

“I don’t know why I do what I do…” Tumingin siya sa malayo. “I’m desperate for love,” bulong niya sa hangin. “I need a lot of things. I want a lot of things. I’m so broken I want others to fix me. I’m incapable of asking for help because I don’t want others to pity me. I didn’t grow up like that. Asking for help is a weakness. Ilang beses ko na kayong inabala, nanghingi ng pabor. Hindi na kaya ng kahihiyan ko.”

“Pambili ng personal kong gamit.” “I’m giving you your allowance.” “Hindi na kailangan. May nirequest ako sayo kaya iyon sana ang gusto kong compensation mo para sa aki. Kung sakaling higit pa sa ibibigay mo sa akin ang magagastos mo ay sabihin mo lang at sisikapin kong bayaran.” “What can you do?” tanong ko na lang dahil mukhang desidido din siya. Walang kangiti-ngiti sa kanyang mga labi.

“Why?” Agad siyang nagkibit balikat. “I just want to.” Napatango ito. “I know I am asking for too much, but Nica… can you stay over the night?”

EVERYONE LOVES ME, adores me, and willing to give everything to me, except for that one person, who I can't say "NO" with. Kapag sinabi niya ay ginagawa ko ito kaagad. I always follow his commands. Willing to run errands for him, getting all the things done for him. And always present and involved in his every events to support him. But then, when I am the one asking for it, just something very simple to do. He is usually reluctant or worse -BUSY.

He likes to ask questions no one would expect from him. “Uhm, masaya naman po,” I didn’t want to make it sound like I had too much fun dahil trabaho ang ipinunta ko. Pero syempre, ayaw ko namang isipin niyang hindi ako grateful lalo na’t isinama niya ako sa party ng paborito kong banda.

All I ask is if…this is my last night with you. Hold me like I’m more than just a friend. Give me a memory I can use. Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do. It matters how this ends. ‘Cause what if I never love again. - All I ask, Adele ***

Hindi niya tinanong kung nami-miss ko siya. Hindi niya tinanong kung may chance pa. Mas matured na ang tanong. Huminga ako nang mahinahon. “I’m at peace.” At iyon ang totoo. Hindi araw-araw masaya. Hindi laging madali. Pero may kapayapaan. At ang kapayapaan ay mas mahalaga kaysa passion na nakakasunog. Tumango siya. Mabagal.

Nag suntukan lang naman kami! Ano ang kahalik-halik doon? Lumayo sa akin ang bahagya si Javi at kunot-noo akong tinitigan. “What?” tanong niya. Bumaba ang tingin sa labi ko. "I want.. more,” bulong niya. More? More?! Kulang na lang ay kainin niya ang bibig ko! Umalis ako sa kandungan niya at tumayo. Pakiramdam ko ay kinalabutan ako sa sinabi nyang iyon.

Wala akong problema doon. It's just that kahit na sa akin na ang lahat-lahat, I just can't stop my self from wanting more and that thing is my freedom. I'm maybe wealthy rich but I have no freedom. Iyon ang natatanging bagay na wala sa akin.