I Feel That My Father Seldom Novels & Stories

Pati tuloy ako nahawa. "Mukhang matigas ang ulo kaya nasabi n'ya 'yon," "I'm not! He's just too old and expecting me to settle down while he's still around. Alam mo naman ang mga matatanda, pangarap din nilang maalagaan mga apo nila, to spoiled them. My father is a sentimental and loving person, he likes kids pero tinatago niya sa pagiging istrikto niya at pasigaw-sigaw lang kahit nag-aalala,"

"I am Zik Ford , 22 Years old and my father? He is Zayn Ford a businessman, rich and greedy, selfish, and a heartless father. He wants to have an arrange marriage using his elder son to one of his target investor, He is worst." Money? Yeah, I have much but there is one thing I don't have. A father, Yeah you heard it right? Wondering why? Though he is my biological father, he didn't treat me right. He never did. I wonder if I am made out of love or just lust? F*ck! Yeah, I have every material things that the world could offer but there is one thing I don't have and that is a father's love for his son. I drink the remaining wine in my glass thinking what life really is, because for me it's wor

Nahanap at nakita ko talaga sa kanya ang father figure na matagal kong hiniling sa panginoon. Ilang buwan nga rin kaming ganon, hindi nakita ni Rail ang Papa niya kaya sobrang miss na daw niya iyon. Wala akong nagawa kundi sabihin sa kanya na busy pa rin ang ama niya sa trabaho. Wala rin akong balita tungkol sa kanya dahil mas pinili kong ganon dahil ayokong madagdagan pa lalo ang bigat na nararamdaman ko. Kahit si Dad ay hindi na rin binubuksan ang usapang iyon. Sa totoo nga lang ay nahihiya na ako sa kanya dahil limang buwan na kaming nakatira dito sa bahay niya at hindi niya pa kami pinapabayaan kahit hindi naman maganda ang relasyon namin ng anak niya.

The CEO looked at me, he's smiling teasingly. Tumango ang kapatid ko. "Yeah, if only I can meet my father too. I miss him." Natigilan ako sa biglaang sinabi ng kapatid ko. Hindi ako makapagsalita kaagad. I was curious too since he didn't talk like that to me.

I bent my one brow and he chuckled. "I miss you, you're always outside after your studies or training here, you know that I am a busy person kaya naman wala akong time minsan sa'yo, but you are also now a busy student hah? Who forgotten his Dad already," paglalambing ni Dad. "You're acting like a kid Dad, where is that coming from?" I giggled. "Of course, I'm not. Nevermind Jack, so should we eat out side?" Yaya ni Dad sa akin at pumayag naman ako.

Hinintay namin silang magsalita, kahit na alam naman naming aabutin ‘yon nang ilang minuto. “It all started when I was still young,” my father said, which made me glance at his way. Napansin ko kung gaano siya kaseryoso, ibang-iba sa lalaking nakilala ko noon. Alam ko naman na kasing seryoso siya, pero hindi ko alam na may iseseryoso pa pala siya.

I had tried my best to sound normal and unbothered though my heart was already beating abnormally. My father's smile grew wider. "You can not forever hide your child from me, my beloved daughter. Wala kang pwede itago sa akin, Avery. Lahat ay malalaman at malalaman ko rin," he mocked me. I burst out in anger and so much frustration. Damn. He shouldn't know. He shouldn't. "D-Don't you dare..." my voice cracked. "Huwag mo sabukuan lumapit sa anak ko, daddy..."

I said with my cold tone. "Of course I know, I know why your here. So, no need to ask that, right? You just miss your daddy. That's the reason why you're here. I appreciate you my son." Hindi ko alam. Mukhang lumala na si Dad. Walang ganang tinapunan ko lamang siya ng tingin ko. Hindi bagay sa kaniya ang mga salitang binibitawan niya sa akin ngayon.

"Wow. You know how to bragged now." "Just be here, okay? Nakalimutan mo na bang death anniversary ngayon ng Papa mo? I don't want to be alone kapag pumunta sila rito." "Who?" "Ang pamilya mo." "Well that would be enough reason for me not to come there. Seeing the half-breeds gives cringe to my body." "How about me?" "Go for a trip. Maiintindihan ka niyan ni Papa.'' "Hindi na ako puwedeng bumiyahe."

My precious gift. “Let’s not talk about that anymore.” I firmly said. Sana, sana lang ay mawawala ang nararamdaman niya sa tinatawag niyang Daddy, my baby will eventually forget about that guy. “Fine! Pero matanong ko lang, who’s little munde’s biological father by the way?” Sabi niya habang binuksan niya ang kotse niya. “Practically no one.” Sagot ko.