Novel & Cerita I Killed Him Because I Love Him

Nakalamukot na mukhang tanong niya at puno ng confusion ang hitsura. “I know everything! I know that after I gave you an heir you’ll kill me! Bata lang ang habol mo sa akin, you don't love me! You never love me! I expect that you will be the best man in my life, Adrious. Tinanggap kita ng buong-buo at minahal kita ng kusa pero hindi ko hinangad na mawala sa mundo. I just want to be loved and live, Adri…bakit mo pinagkakait ‘yun sa akin?” nababara ng pag-iyak ko ang lalamunan ko at hirap na hirap pang magsalita dahil sinasabayan ng paghagulgol ko ang pagsasalita.

Nakapuwesto iyon sa leeg ko, malamig ang dulo laban sa balat ko. “Yes. I killed him because he raped my mom! But it never changed my mind about marrying you.” Parang bumigat ang hangin sa kwarto. Tahimik at Nakakabingi. Alam kong hindi ako karapat-dapat mahalin nang sobra. I’ve hurt her countless times, pero seryoso ako ngayon. Seryoso ako sa kanya. Noon pa. “So you think, papakasalan kita?” malamig, walang bakas ng emosyon ang boses niya.

Huh, hindi na takot sa kanya. He can kill me here, and I don't bloody care. "Don't fucking tell me you have grown to love a De Luna, Cariena!? I will kill you!" "Eh 'di patayin niyo na ako! Oo! I have grown to love a De Luna. I hate to tell you this but I love Diego!"

Love or revenge? I blinked my eyes. Thinking of what this man is telling me. Pero tama naman siya eh. Iyon naman talaga ang reason bakit hesitant ako dati pa. I am not hundred percent sure to execute my revenge before because I love Trace. Minahal ko ang taong dapat ay kaaway ko. Isn’t it Ironic? I sighed. Gusto ko si Trace pero hindi naman ako tanga.

Now he's still here despite knowing how broken I am. "Why do you even care for me? You see, my own family even hates me. Bakit ikaw? Hindi mo ako iniiwan?" Iyak ko. He smiled sadly. Hinaplos niya ang pisngi ko. "Because I love you.." "How can you love someone like me? I'm dirty, I'm broke, I'm just a baggage--" "Sshh.." he stopped me by pressing his thumb a bit on my lips. He shifted on his position so our face would level.

“From the moment I comforted you during his wedding… I know I’m putting my life at stake, Paris.” W-What? “Your father hated us. He loathed us that if he had the chance to kill us, he would,” he said. “I was ready for that the moment I realized I was in love with you.” He hugged my waist tightly as I stood there, frozen and shocked.” “I guess you didn’t know that,” aniya. “You should’ve known that the moment you wanted to be my girlfriend. But there’s no turning back now, Darling. You’re not leaving me, and I am not leaving you. Let him kill me. The hell I care.”

Mas lalo akong nanghina at nagalit sa sarili ko dahil sa ginawa ko. Ashton Kiel Alvarez. 19 years old, a heir of Alvarez Company.I killed the woman I love, with my son she was carrying. I raped her while his husband was watching us. I really enjoyed the bed but when we finished, I was upset. I told her everything about the pain she gave me. But only, "Mahal kita ginoo!" What she said to me and by that moment she already passed away. I'm Ashton Kiel Alvarez, I raped the woman I love and killed my son. —Ashton

I just want to go somewhere and not inhale the same air with such people, pero sa galit ay nadamay ang pinakamamahal ko. I love her so much, and it will never change. Pero sa lahat ng nararamdaman ko ngayon, hindi ko na alam ang uunahin. My heart is shut and hardened. The anger and pain is stronger than anything I've felt before. The more I listened to her excuses, the more I hated myself and those people... And I don't want to hate her, too. So, I decided to disappear from there. But then... "She's dead... She died because of you! Don't ever appear in front of us again. You killed my only daughter!" her dad shouted with tears and anger dripping on his eyes.

"You deserve all the love, Kim. I can't measure kung gaano kita kamahal at gustong alagaan. I just want you to be happy and have all the love." Hinawakan niya ang mukha ko gamit ang dalawang kamay niya. Marahan niyang pinunasan gamit ang mga hinlalaki niya ang mga luhang patuloy na dumadaloy sa pisngi ko. Napakalambing ng paghawak niya, napakaingat, na para bang isa akong bagay na napakahalaga sa kaniya. "I love you because of who you are," malumanay niyang sabi. "I love you because you're kind and strong and brave. I love you because you've been through so much and you still keep fighting. I love you because you make me want to be a better person."

"They killed me multiple times, Dev. They killed me." He smiled. "And you fought. That's how brave and strong you are." "You made me like this, I don't want to be like this." I said and started pushing him. "My brave half, we both need to prepare for the future. That is how all choice have reasons." I looked at him. "Tell me the reason." "I love you, that is my reason." I shook my head. "How could you love me?" He touched my cheeks, wipe the tears away.