I Lost Myself In Loving You Novels & Stories

"Ya sudah, Bapak tinggal dulu. Bergabunglah sana sama teman-temanmu." Aku hanya mengangguk seraya tersenyum yang dipaksakan, kemudian Pak Yuda pun pergi meninggalkanku sendirian lagi di kelas ini. Mengingat kejadian penolakan dari Pak Yuda tadi, hatiku hancur, sakit sekali. Selama ini aku jatuh cinta dalam diam, memendam sendiri tanpa dia mengetahui. Namun, disisi lain, sesuatu yang mengganjal di hati sudah kuungkapkan. Walaupun ahirnya aku yang harus terluka. Bulir bening pun kembali mengalir deras di pipi mewakili semua perasaanku.

This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time 'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do, nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right I'm tripping on words You got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here 'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do, nothing to prove And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you Something about you now I can't quite figure out Everything she does is beautiful Everything she d

It my seem you wanna be in love I don’t care it taking me apart But I just couldn’t save you tonight Falling in love is a new world for me Do you wanna be my company? From thousands of miles you will like getting’ here No need, no anniversary And maybe you wanna be a star? It may seem you wanna be in love I don[-‘t care it taking me apart But I just couldn’t save you tonight

High dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life Fight fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it every time Hold still right before we crash 'cause we both know how this ends A clock ticks 'till it breaks your glass and I drown in you again 'Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy? If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

Aku tahu bermusuhan dengan diri sendiri adalah hal yang sangat menyiksa. Aku sudah mencoba keluar dari lobang kekosongan hati, rasa hampa dengan menikmati lagu BTS. Aku belajar dari boyband tersebut hingga ada sebuah lagu seakan tercipta khusus untukku yang berjudul, answer, love myself. Makna lagu itu menyuruhku untuk mencintai diriku sendiri dan lagu epiphany dari Kim Seok Jin, benar-benar mereka mengajarkan bagaimana cara untuk mencintai diri sendiri.

Ucap Rachel dengan semangat, Rama pun hanya mengangguk sambil tersenyum Dan Rachel pun mulai memetik gitarnya Loving can hurts Loving can hurts sometimes But it's the only thing that i know When it gets hard You know it can get hurts sometimes It's the only thing That makes us feel alive We keep this love in a photograph We made these memories for ourselves When our eyes are never closing Our hearts were never broken Time's forever frozen, still So you can keep me inside the pocket of your ripped jeans Holding me close untill our eyes meet You won't ever be alone Wait for me to come home Loving can heal Loving can mend your soul And it's the only thing that i know I sweat it will get easier

Kemudian, akhirnya dengan memberanikan diri, Camelia mulai menyanyikan sebuah lagu ‘To Love You More. I'll be waiting for you Here inside my heart I'm the one who wants to love you more You will see I can give you Everything you need Let me be the one to love you more See me as if you never knew Hold me so you can't let go Just believe in me I will make you see All the things that your heart needs to know

I found a love for me Darling, just dive right in And follow my lead Well, I found a girl, beautiful and sweet I never knew you were the someone waiting for me 'Cause we were just kids when we fell in love Not knowing what it was I will not give you up this time Darling, just kiss me slow, your heart is all I own And in your eyes, you're holding mine Baby, I'm dancing in the dark with you between my arms Barefoot on the grass, we're listenin' to our favorite song When you said you looked a mess, I whispered underneath my breath But you heard it, darling, you look perfect tonight

Akau menambah kecepatan dan kali ini lari. And I know we weren't perfect But I've never felt this way for no one, oh And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay, now that I'm gone I guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me 'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street Red lights, stop signs I still see your face in the white cars, front yards Can't drive past the places we used to go to 'Cause I still fuckin' love you, babe (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)

Please tell me Why do birds Sing when you're near me Sing when you're close to me They say that I'm a fool For loving you deeply Loving you secretly But I crash in my mind Whenever you are near Getting deaf, dumb and blind Just drowning in despair I am lost in your flame It's burning like the sun And I call out your name The moment you are gone Please tell me Why can't I Breathe when you're near me Breathe when you're close to me I know you know I'm lost