Novel & Cerita I'm Not Okay Song

feel. This is my fight song Take back my life song Prove I'm alright song My power's turned on Starting right now I'll be strong I'll play my fight song And I don't really care if nobody else believes 'Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me And then the most amazing thing happened. Mommy turned her head to Yanessa and smiled. Yanna looked at me. "Hey! Did you see that?! She smiled! She likes my voice!" I nodded. I like her - Yanessa. I like her...

[Oh, I'm sure, you don't need me anymore So I'll go on, try my best to just move on Now that it's over, I have to get over]

Sabi niya kaya napatango lang ako habang lumuluha. "I won't say that I'm okay," Tanging sabi ko. Hindi naman talaga ako okay ngayon. Ramdam ko ang sakit, lungkot at pagiging mag-isa ko. My mental health is on the edge of the cliff again. "It's okay not to be fine, anak. Nawalan ka at nasaktan ka. Do you want to end your marriage?" Seryosong tanong niya sa akin.

The next song was played,I know that raquel and Prince are watching us but I don't care. I want this day to be special.. The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting Could it be that we have been this way before? I know you don't think that I am trying I know you're wearing thin down to the core But hold your breath Because tonight will be the night That I will fall for you over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find You're impossible to find..

Ang dami kong gusto pero tanging siya lang ang sagot. I hate the way you let us go like it was all just nothing I hate the way you hit the notes but not the words I'm saying I hate the little things like when I'm unaware I still remember how we broke so perfectly Though sometimes when life brings me down Time can heal my heart Through the bad rainy days I know that I will be okay I loved you every minute, every second Loved you even if it was for a moment Always and forever can wait for the time because You were not the one, I know that now

It's no secret that the both of us are running out of time So hello from the other side (Other side) I must've called a thousand times (Thousand times) To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done But when I call, you never seem to be home Hello from the outside (Outside) At least I can say that I've tried (I've tried) To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart But it don't matter, it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore Ooh-ooh, anymore Ooh-ooh-ooh, anymore

Nakakaramdam siya ng lungkot na hindi niya mapigilan kahit wala namang dahilan. Biglang tumigil ang masigla at maingay na tugtog. Napalitan ito ng awitin ni Pink na "Just Give Me a Reason", kaagad na nag alisan ang mga taong kanina lamang ay tumatalon at nagwawala sa pag-indak. Isang pamilyar na kirot ang naramdaman ng binata sa dibdib niya.

Tanong ko sa kanya. “Okay? What does it mean? Pwede ba paki-explain naman, hindi tungkol sa ulam ang sinabi ko na okay okay-hin mo lang diyan.” Buwelta niya. Tinaasan ko siya ng kilay. “Oh, ba’t galit?” Tanong ko. “Okay na nga, payag na ako sa offer mo. As long as you are normal, then we are good.” Paliwanag ko.

Her heart beat rapidly and it's so awkward para sakanya but for him parang wala lang She was curious but she didn't want to open any conversation with him, tahimik lang din ito nang una but he suddenly turned on his speaker at nagsimula itong magpatugtog. But to her surprised the song is one of her favorite. 'Baby it's you ni JoJo' 'Ice is cool but I'm looking for more, Simple things is what my heart beats for (Cause that's me) I don't ask for much (Baby) Havin' you is enough You ain't got to buy nothing It's not what I want Baby it's you, We don't have to go nowhere It's not what I want Baby it's you, It's not for what you got

Aware akong malapit ko na ma reach ang aking alcohol limitation kaya hindi na muli ako umorder. Tiningnan ko agad ang caller ID nang mag ring ang aking cellphone. Ate Hannah. I took a deep breath and accept the call kahit alam kong hindi kami magkakarinigan. Hindi ko pa man naririnig ang kaniyang boses ay kusang naputol ang linya. Maybe it is really time for me to go home kaya tumayo na ako at nagsumikap magpakad ng maayos palabas ng club.