Is Lusting A Sin Novels & Stories

Sa unang pagkakataon, nakita ni Layla ang isang Felix na hindi lang basta determinadong makuha ang gusto niya—kundi isang lalaking totoo sa nararamdaman niya. At sa kauna-unahang pagkakataon, tinanong ni Layla ang sarili. Handa ba siyang bigyan ng pangalawang pagkakataon si Felix? At sa pagkakataong ‘yon hindi na dahil sa pera at kasunduan, kundi sa tunay na nilang nararamdaman…

Na aking walang pag-aatubiling tinugunan. “What we've done is a sin. What you want to do is a sin.” I said catching my breath from our intense kissing. His hands now roaming all over my body. “Then let us sin again.” Sa isang iglap ay naiangat niya ako. I wrapped my legs around his waist. He then skillfully pulled my wet shirt off my body. His body pinned me further into the door. His lustful gaze on my body fueled the fire in me. I recalled everything that has happened between us that night. All of it. Even the emotions. The pleasure. It made me sensitive down there.

I won’t be a sinner just to be called pure as a white satin. Wala akong pakialam kung makasalanan ako sa mga mata ng mga tao, ang mas mahalaga ay hindi ako magiging makasalanan sa mata ng Diyos. They can say whatever they want to say. They can mock at me, curse me or laugh at me, but I will remain scared to him so, I can’t broke his commandments. Naging makasalanan na nga ako ng isang beses tapos dadagdagan ko pa? I’m a sinner because I did something nasty. Sex before marriage is a sin but I eat the forbidden apple. Nagpatukso ako sa ahas.

“But they are part of La Commissione. Kapag nalaman ng organisasyon na may ginawang paglabag ang kahit sinong miyembro ay binibigyan nila ng hatol... kahit ako na siyang boss ng Blackstone. That is the rule, Catalina, and no one is exempted. Blackstone is very particular when it comes to loyalty. Break the trust and you are out. Even just one lie, Catalina.” Hindi niya magawang sumagot dito. Parang may mga naghahabulan nang daga sa dibdib niya dahil sa itinatakbo ng usapan nilang dalawa. Kung sakaling may alam na nga sina Francesco at ang mga kasama nito ay maaaring magkagulo. Ano na lang ang gagawin nila ni Apollo?

Obsession with an object, or anything that embodies power, is considered a sin. A madness that would never be satiated with simple things. Tulad ng mga taong gahaman sa kapangyarihan na hindi natutuwa sa kakarampot na baryang kayamanan na para sa mga mahihirap. Wealth and fortune might be the most coveted possessions, but they also fuel greed and self-indulgence.

I'll just be disappointed with myself. Ano ba talaga ang plano ko? Ano nga ba ang unang kasalanan ginawa ng tao? I strongly believe that the best weapon to take advantage on men, is seduction. What do men cannnot resist? Lust, pleasure. Men cannot resist their lust even if they'll make a sin. And I remember some said to me, that I am really good at flirting, seeking for attention, and best in acting. Baka naman tama talaga siya.

Hindi ko narin halos mabitawan ang platong hawak ko dahil sa kaba na baka merong dumating ang maabutang kaming ganito. Napanganga ako ng sapilita niyang hinuhubad ang panty na suot ko. Inipit ko ang kamay niya sa pagitan ng dalawang hita ko bago mabilis ngunit maingat na inilapag ang platong hawak. "Why are you doing this to me? Aren't you ashamed that you were dating another woman while fucking me? Tangina, umayos ka nga, Liam."

Marahas akong napalunok. “I can fuck you that night, Janella. And I want to taste how sweet your first time is. However, I didn't expect someone to want to steal it from me. I didn’t fuck you right away dahil gusto kong mahinog ka ng husto, kaya ito ang tandaan mo, kaya kung durugin ang kahit na sinong magtatangkang kunin ka sa akin, that night when I saw you playing with you own, naipangako ko na ipaparamdam ko sayo ang naiimagine mo ng gabing iyon.”

I couldn't deny the fact that I also missed him, everything about him. Whenever we're sharing this passionate and steamy situation ay nakakalimutan ko ang takot at lahat ng pag-aalala ko. I'm being blind to see our dead end. His kiss makes me forget this moral sin we're doing. His touch is making me to stop thinking of the people who'll get hurt once they'll find out our illicit relationship. His love for me is the the sweetest sin I'd love to hold on to everlastingly. Stupidity is just an understatement of our feeling's conditions but what can we do? Our hearts always telling us to treasure every moment that we have.

Lust is a weapon and I choose to master it, not be consumed by it. Yes, I pleasure myself when necessary because I’m no saint. Some nights I wrestle the monster inside me to keep it caged. I’d rather fight my demons alone in the dark kaysa sayangin ang sarili ko sa isang tao na hinding-hindi ako deserve. My body count is zero yet it doesn’t mean I’m gay. Ayaw ko lang magpatalo sa aking libido dahil baka iyon pa ang maging dahilan para masayang ang aking dedikasyon bilang susunod na Mafia King.