Kwento Ng Buhay Ko Novels & Stories

At kahit papaano ay ipinagpapasalamat ko na naiintindihan nila kung gaano iyon kahalaga sa akin. Pero kung sakali mang hindi na nga iyon mahanap pa, tanggapin ko nalang. May mga bagay talaga na mawawala sa atin kahit pa gaano ito kahalaga. Ganoon talaga ang buhay. May mga nawawala, pero meron din namang dumarating. Still, it would be great if I can find it again. "Iuwi mo na. Baka gusto mong mag stress eating." abot ni Kuya Leo ng isang paper bag na naglalaman ng maliit na cake at milktea.

I only calmed down when I boarded the plane. Whomever Leo liked, it was none of my business. After all, he and I were never going to get back together. With my mind at ease, I embarked on my journey. Within three months, I visited many countries and enjoyed various sights that I'd never seen before, despite suffering from cancer. Throughout my journey, I got to know many like-minded friends. I couldn't overcome my illness, but those were the best days I'd ever had. After the trip, I was admitted to the hospital the moment I returned. My body couldn't take it anymore. I asked someone to help me purchase a burial spot and waited for death.

Some had great lives, treated like actual kids, but others were treated like trash, like slaves. The day I was born, my mom had just worked 5 days straight to pay off the last of her debt so that she could spend all her money on whatever I would need. I don't know how I was born, or what happened to my mom, because my dad was gambling the day of my birth. All I know is what he told me. My mom had me with no complications. She was able to hold me, but something went wrong. She died with me in her arms. The nurses say I was quiet till she passed, then began welling out loud. They also said that my mom named me Asoka because she hoped I would be without sorrow. These were her last words, and my

"Pero sinukuan mo Siya. Nagawa mong kitilin ang sarili mong buhay." "Wala na po akong makitang ibang paraan para matigil na ang pagdurusa ko," naiiyak na ani niya. "Hirap na hirap na po ako. Kung ganoon pa lang na hamon sa buhay ay hindi ko na kinaya, paano pa kaya ang darating pa?"

Nakatutok lang ang mata ko sa kanya, nakukulangan pa rin ako sa kanyang paliwanag. Hindi siya makapaniwala na tumingin sa akin, na para bang sinasabi niya na mali ang ideyang kwestyunin ko siya. "Iyon ang nararapat, gusto ko nang maayos na buhay niyong dalawa ng ate mo." "Maayos ba ang buhay natin, mama? Ito po ba ang definition mo ng maayos na buhay?" Hindi ko gawain na manumbat, pero tila sa sinabi niyang iyon hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili ko.

Kung mayroon talagang bagay na ayaw kong balikan, yun ay yung katotohanan na may binalewala ako sa kan’ya. Okay lang kaya siya? Ano kaya ang course na kinuha niya? May boyfriend na ba siya? Asawa? Kung hindi naman . . . anak? Buhay pa kaya siya? Muntik ko nang sampalin ang sarili ko nang pumasok sa isip ko ang tanong na ‘yon. ‘Tang ina, siyempre, buhay! Bakit naman mamamatay ‘yon?!

He didn't have time for my calls. "I'll do it myself," I whispered, forcing out the words. Using every ounce of strength left in me, I gripped the pen and scrawled my name. The pain was overwhelming, threatening to pull me under. As my consciousness blurred, I overheard the nurses murmuring in the background. "Marriage really is a gamble. That pregnant woman we brought in earlier had a husband who treated her like she was the most precious thing in the world." "In contrast, this one is on the verge of death, yet no one is here for her."

Ang tubig ay hanggang dibdib na niya kasi nakalubog ang paa niya sa kung saan ako naka stuck. "I can't Kuya. What would I do without you?" I whispered. I have nothing. I got no one. Hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang beses tumulo ang nga luha ko. Kasabay dito ang pagbiyak ng puso ko. "The Uno Dare, that's the last card I had right? Now I dare you to save yourself Dwyn, please." nahihirapan na sabi niya. Ngayon ko lang nakita si Kuya na ganito. He looked like he wanted me to stay and be with him yet he wanted me to go and save myself but mas nangingibabaw ang second option.

kwento niya. Napalunok ako. "There's no need to necessarily capture it. You can still remember it with your heart," sabi ko na lang din. "Huh? 'Di ba dapat sa utak?" Ngumiti ako nang matipid. "Oo, pero tumatatak iyan sa puso," sagot ko naman.

Kaya lang naisip ko rin na bigyang pagkakataon ang aking sarili na maranasan ang ganitong uri ng buhay. Iyong hindi lamang puro sa aking kinabukasan ang iniisip kung hindi ay ang tungkol sa mga bagay na pino-problema rin ng karamihan na kagaya nito. I wanted to experience on how to be a normal person. Normal in terms of different aspects including the lifestyle. Like experiencing on going to a club or bar hopping, partying and such. I wanted to experience those. The things I haven't done before.