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Sedangkan Alby tidur di sofa dekat ranjangnya. "Tuhan, aku udah kehilangan ayah dan ibuku. Aku juga udah kehilangan sahabat dan anakku. Aku enggak mau kalau harus kehilangan suamiku juga. Alby adalah suami terbaikku." ***

Fix You Coldplay When you try your best but you don’t succeed When you get what you want but not what you need When you feel so tired but you can not sleep Stuck in reverse When the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can’t replace When you love someone but it goes to waste Could it be worse? Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones I will try to fix you High up above or down below When you’re too in love to let it go But if you never try you’ll never know

Ketika aku terbangun, hanya ada air mata yang membasahi bantalku. [Aku merindukanmu setiap saat. Performaku pun jadi buruk, tapi malah Nona Gevinda Arista yang dipecat. Kakak, ini pasti karena kamu diam-diam bantu aku, ‘kan? Aku merasa bersalah dan senang di saat bersamaan. Aku jadi nggak enak.] Di bawah baris ini, ada jawaban mengharukan dari Hendra:

sudah aku coba untuk menelponnya, tapi tidak diangkat. Sore ini aku masih tertahan sendirian di dalam kelas karena diminta guru untuk merangkum sebuah catatan, kenapa disaat seperti ini sekertaris kelas malah tidak masuk… Anton juga sudah pergi pulang lebih awal karena ada urusan. Karena merasa sepi dengan keheningan di dalam kelas, aku pun mengambil sebuah headset hitam dari dalam tasku, dan mulai memutar lantunan lagu-lagu Jepang tahun sembilan puluhan. Begitu selesai menulis aku merasa nyaman dengan suasana kelas, dan lantunan lembut dari musik yang aku dengarkan. Aku memejamkan mataku, menghayati setiap lirik lagu yang aku dengarkan.

Hendrick baru kembali dari toilet dan sudah disuguhi penampilan yang menyejukkan seperti ini. "Suaranya lumayan juga," gumam Hendrick lagi, "Tapi lebih bagus suaraku," percaya dirinya. How manny times do i have to tell you Even when you're crying you're beautiful too The world is beating you down, i'm around through every move you're my downfall, you're my muse my worst distraction, my rhythm and blues i can't stop singing, it's ringing, my head for you

I can see the pain living in your eyes And I know how hard you try You deserve to have so much more I can feel your heart and I sympathize And I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life I don't want to let you down I don't want to lead you on I don't want to hold you back From where you might belong You would never ask me why My heart is so disguised I just can't live a lie anymore I would rather hurt myself Than to ever make you cry There's nothing left to say but good-bye You deserve the chance at the kind of love I'm not sure I'm worthy of Losing you is painful to me You would never ask me why My heart is so disguised I just can't live a lie anymore I would rather hurt myself T

cibir Litta, tak sanggup lagi melihat kebodohan temannya itu. "Biar entar kalau gue nulis scene patah hati, gue bisa menjabarkan dengan baik dan sampai ke hati pembaca." "Ampun, deh. Emang dasar, ada-ada aja lo!" Litta merebahkan tubuhnya di kasur. Pandangannya lurus-lurus ke arah plafon putih kamar Yuca. "Mau sampai kapan lo kayak gini, Na?" "Hari ini, Ta. Terakhir malam ini gue nangisin Naja." Yuca menarik napas dalam-dalam agar lebih tenang. "Gue udah ikhlasin dia."

Memecah sunyi, Min Joon kembali menyalakan audio. Lagu At My Worst milik Pink Sweats mengalun lembut. Min Joon turut menyanyi dengan suaranya yang merdu. I need somebody who can love me at my worst No, I'm not perfect, but I hope you see my worth 'Cause it's only you, nobody new, I put you first And for you, girl, I swear I'll do the worst

I wish I could pretend I didn't need ya But every touch is ooh-la-la-la It's true la-la-la Ooh I should be running Ooh you know I love it When you call me "señorita" I wish it wasn't so damn hard to leave ya But every touch is ooh-la-la-la It's true la-la-la Ooh I should be running Ooh you keep me coming For ya Aku kembali memutar lagu favoritku. Meliuk-liukkan badan sembari mengikuti alunan musik yang benar-benar membuatku hatiku merasa senang. Tak lupa suara khasku mengikuti lirik lagu yang diucapkan secara bergantian oleh Camilla Cabelo dan Shawn Mendez.

I feel fine and I feel good I feel like I never should Whenever I get this way I just don't know what to say Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday I'm not sure what this could mean I don't think you're what you seem I do admit to myself That if I hurt someone else Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for the final moment You'll say the words that I can't say. Baik Sasha maupun Raga sama-sama terdiam, meresapi lirik lagu yang cukup mengena di hati mereka masing-masing.