Lest We Forget Novels & Stories

Pero tapos na 'yon, kailangan na naming mag move forward. Kahit gaano pa kabigat, kahit gaano pa kasakit, kailangan nating magpatawad. Hindi naman 'to para sa kanila e' kung hindi para 'to sa ikatatahimik at ikaluluwag ng puso natin. And I think it's better. Let us all move forward, Let's forget about the past and Let's forgive those persons who hurt us. Huwag nang magdala ng extra baggage! Sometimes we need to let go burdens, for us to walk lightly.

Sa lahat ng taong kilala niya ay ako pa ang nakalimutan niya, ako pa ang rason ng pananakit ng ulo niya. "Masyadong delikado ang case niya. Kung ipipilit nating makaalala siya, may mga memoryang maaring mawala ng tuluyan at hindi na niya maalala. Hindi pa ako nakaka encounter ng ganitong case, but based on our study, we need to give him time to bring back his memories. Huwag madaliin. Huwag pilitin. That was also the suggestion of one doctor a while ago. I don't want to say this, Lalo na at dinadala mo ang anak ng lalakeng iyon, but you need to stay away from him for a while. Based on what happened a while ago, isa ka sa nag ti-trigger sa kanya dahil isa ka sa nakalimutan niya." "I just can'

Mabagal akong tumango bilang pagsang-ayon. "Tell me, what do you want to forget?" Pang-uusisa niya habang may ngiti sa labi. Saglit akong pumikit at inisip ang bagay na sana ay hindi ko nalang nalaman. "Gusto kong kalimutan ang pagkamatay ng kapatid ko," ani ko at saka nagmulat. She smirked and showed the thing she's holding in front of me. "Stare at it and I will make you forget..."

"Yes. You might forget our clauses if I continue that attitude." Isang mahinang tawa ang kumawala sa labi ni Nate. "Don't worry, Mrs.Stavros, I won't forget the clauses and will continue being clingy. I'm a multitasker in case you want to know." Siya naman ngayon ang natawa nang marinig ang pamilyar at paborito nitong linya. "Okay. That's good to hear." "Pero pwede ko rin namang kalimutan kung gusto mo."

"Kung si lilith man ang makakaharap mo, advantage sa iyo yon dahil agad kang maiinis sakanya pero paano kung hindi si lilith ang nakaharap mo?" "Tangina Master ang talino mo don! so, ano gagawin ko?" "Ngayon, emotionally distracted ka sa isang babae...gusto kong kalimutan mo siya ng tuluyan" "Promise sinubukan ko na yon! Sinubukan ko na nga din burahin yung alaala ko sakanya pero may kasabihan nga na, what the mind forgets" sabay turo ko sa aking sintido "the heart remembers..." sabay turo ko naman sa aking puso

He was dependent to me that he was affected with my sudden disappearance. I nodded as a response and eyed him back. He was waiting for me to answer him. Even when he already confirmed that he can't reciprocate what I feel towards him, I still need this closure that we're having. At least, he's still honest and straight forward about what he feels towards me. “I forgive you,” I uttered. “let us forget what happened before. Let's make a new beginning for us. What happened before should be buried within our hearts.” Because it's the memories that matters the most. Even how good or bad it may seem to be. It molded us to what we are right now.

But I remained sane in the end after being buried every night in my sleep. And... Forgive and forget they say. Ngunit hindi naman iyon kadaling gawin. Dahil hindi ko rin masasabing napatawad ko na ang mga taong dahilan kung bakit ako ngayon patuloy paring nasasaktan sa kabila nang panunumbalik nang aking mga ngiti sa labi. I couldn't because I couldn't forget. I remembered how it was the last time that I held my heart closed for a year.

Tinapon ko ang cellphone ko sa galit at tiningnan siyang muli. Forget him. Forget his name. Forget your fcking bestfriend. Forget his face. Forget his laugh. Forget his smile. Forget the way he held your hands. Forget the way he held you tight. Forget the way he looked at you. Forget the way he talked to you. Forget his walk. Forget the memories you made with him. Forget how close you two were. Forget his promise that he'll never leave you. Forget all about him just forget him, everything about him and remember you have me. I will never ever ever leave you no matter what happen.

And it really helps me a lot, but maybe it's vague to happen again? Malabo ng mangyari ang lahat-lahat na nakasanayan namin noon. Making a good memories is easy but forgetting and moving on to from that memories is really hard, you can't easily forget everything especially when it's special and a treasure for you. Maybe I'll try to move on? But it doesn't mean I'll forget everything we created together. Magmomove-on lang ako pero hindi ko kakalimutan ang mga memories na napagdaanan na namin. I treasure's it all.

But how? How can I forget the person I love until now? We used to be fuck buddy. No string attached. Pero wala akong nagawa. Ako 'tong nag-bigay ng rule noon, pero ako rin ang sumira. I badly want to forget you, Kier. But how? Please, teach me how to forget you that fast.