Novel & Cerita Love Is A Poison

Aniya bago nakakuyom ang kamao na lumakad paalis Napailing naman ako tsaka umalis sa pagkakasandal sa gilid ng locker Mabuti naman at natapos na ang kadramahan nila konti nalang pang-MMK na eh tsk. Loving someone is like being poison, then the only cure is the love of the person you like. But if they don't love you back, you won't be cure and that will makes you suffer from the poison or unmeasurable pain of being ignored and unloved. Nakapamulsa akong naglakad papunta sa Parking lot at sumakay sa motor ko ng makitang lumabas ng university ang kotse ni Nathan.

Napatigil siya nang makita ang isang tangkay ng rosas na may kasama pang love letter. "Besh galing ba 'yan kay Mark?" tanong ng useserang si Lyka at sumilip na rin sa locker nito. Nagtatakang kinuha niya ang rosas at ang may di kalakihang pulang sobre. Tinignan niya ang likod ng pulang envelop pero walang nakasulat na pangalan rito.

Masakit pa din. "Pa-Paano ang kasal niyo?" "Hindi na matutuloy. I don't love her, Diamond." Nawalan na siya ng imik. I don't love her? Hindi ba niya ito minahal? Kahit noon? Kahit kaunti? Kasinungalingan! "Hindi kami para sa isa't isa." Gustong matawa ni Precious sa sinabi nito. He's an unbelievable jerk. Hinawakan ng lalake ang kaniyang kamay kaya napatingin siya dito.

"Naiintindihan mo siguro ang ibig kong sabihin." Morgan gave a curt nod. "What happened?...if you don't mind." There was loneliness on his voice. Hindi niya lang mawari kung para iyon saan. She shrugged, saka muling dumungaw sa labas. "As with famous love stories, I, too, have my own. `Yon nga lang ay malungkot iyon," sambit niya sa mahinang tinig. "I fell in love with a man who's not worthy to be loved. Iniwan niya ako matapos na makuha ang gusto niya. Hindi niya pinanagutan ang ipinagbubuntis ko. He's the worst man I have ever known!" Muli ay bumulusok ang poot niya para sa lalaking katabi. Hindi man sa kanya iyon nangyari, ngunit ramdam niya ang pait at sakit na dulot niyon para sa pinaka

Nakatulog ito sa pagud sa pag-iyak. 'Forgive me for what I have done. In brings you more pain. Oh how I wish to take all of that for you to be free. You are so fragile and innocent. You deserve to be loved and to take care my dear. You don't even know how much I love you since the first time I saw you.' mga salitang binabanggit ng kanyang puso at isip habang tinitignan ang maganda at maamong mukha ni Rox.

Nakipagsukatan siya ng tingin sa nasabing lalaki habang hawak pa rin ang bandang dibdib kung nasaan ang kaniyang puso ay mabilis pa rin ang ginagawang pagtibok. "Please stay calm my heart. Alam ko na medyo pogi s'ya ng slight, pero hindi naman yata tama na gan'yan agad kabilis ang tibok mo. Ano 'to love at first sight?" Pagkastigo niya sa kaniyang sarili.

Hindi ba dapat ipaglaban niya ako kahit papaano? But there are still questions that I need to find an answer too. Tulad nalang din ng kay Vince, hindi ba. Those three words 'I love you'. He loves me, pero paano? Bakit? He loves me but we are best friends, how did he love me? We have our promise, that whatever happened we will not fall. Bakit ba nangyayari 'to? Hindi pa tapos ‘yong kay daddy. Mr. Villanueva said that he would take care of it. He had informed me earlier through phone. Gusto n’ya raw na mabawasan ang mga iniisip ko.

naguguluhan kong tanong. “The day your lover went out from your door step, it’s the worst feeling ever. It’s suffocating. The jealousy you felt is something like you badly want to kill someone. The pain when you found your lover being happy with other person than you.” He took a deep breath and puts down the bottle he’s holding on the sand. “Love is confusing, and love is something you don’t want to enter.” Napangiti ako dito nang ngumiti ito. I drank my soju ‘til the very last drop and drops the bottle on the sand.

“That I will love you genuinely despite what you did?” Parang tinutusok ng milyon-milyong karayom ang puso ni Anastasia dahil sa mga rebelasyong narinig niya sa kaniyang sariling asawa. Nasasaktan siya sa katotohanan na ang lahat ng masasayang ala-ala na kanilang pinagsaluhan noon ay parte lang pala ng pagpapanggap at tila ang lahat ay walang katotohanan. “Sure, I lied to you and your family. But I loved you truly, Fred, and it wasn't a lie at all!”

I composed myself and calmed my mind. “Love is more than just an emotion. It is like an imprisonment that jails you into darkness and misery. It drives you into insanity and makes you dumbfounded. It hurts you. It breaks you. It will only put you into pain. In the game of love, no one will win nor loose. All is fair in love. More than that, love is meaningless to me,” I said with grief and bitterness. Everyone are in awe right now. Some look shocked and the others look amazed.