Novel & Cerita My Strange Addiction Lyrics

Habang ako heto at naka-stock pa rin sa huling araw na nakita at nakausap ko ang lalaking iyon. I could still remember how his deep blue eyes darkened when staring at me and his serious voice that gives chills all over my body. “Damn!” I am so fucked up with his memories in my mind. And to think na wala naman kaming kung anong special connections, hindi ko rin siya ex-lover or what, ni halos apat na beses lang naman kaming nagkaharap eh. Pero para siyang ecstacy na nakaka-addict. Yes! I am addicted to his stares, manly unique scent, and his voice! And the worst thing is I am craving to be with him. Is this still normal of me? I am getting crazy all over him.

At nang humiwalay siya ay saka ko nalang muli nakita ang tila nagliliyab niyang mga mata hindi sa galit ngunit isang kakaibang emosyon na hindi ko maipaliwanag. "You shouldn't be used on drinking human's blood, it's like drugs, it's addicting one day you taste undescribable pleasure and the next you can't live without it." Hindi ko alam kung bakit pagkasabi ko nun ay agad kong tinawid ang distansiya namin at mariin siyang hinalikan. "I won't, cause I know where I am addicted to." And surely from now on I can't live without it.

malambing niyang tawag sa'kin. Hindi ko siya pinansin dahil naiinis pa ako sa kanya. "Even if we just met, you make me float like I'm on millions of bubbles. Everything seems so bright when I'm with you and you bring out the best in me. You know, my life was so fucked up. I only do work and I even forgot myself sometimes. That's why when I met you I found myself getting addicted to your scent. Believe me when I say you fucking hypnotized me that I want you always here by my side to light up my day," litanya niya sa malamyos na boses.

And although I wouldn’t be able to get the valedictorian title, I knew I was still winning the fight because of her — because I have her. H ow many times do I have to tell you You’re already crying but you’re still beautiful Even if the whole world is against us I’m not going to surrender because it’s you that I have You’re my downfall, you’re my love My worst distraction I can’t live without I won’t stop singing every night If it’s with you that I’m going to spend the rest of my life With your love, I’m drowning But at the same time, I’m breathing fine You’re crazy and I think, I’m already out of my mind

I just strumps the guitar and close my eyes to feel the presence of the song And I need you And I miss you And now I wonder If I could fall into the sky Do you think time would pass me by? 'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles If I could just see you tonight It's always times like these when I think of you And I wonder if you ever think of me 'Cause everything's so wrong and I don't belong Living in your precious memory~~~ I open my eyes and strumming my guitar like a pro 'Cause I'll need you And I'll miss you And now I wonder If I could fall into the sky Do you think time would pass me by? Oh 'cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles If I could just see you tonight~~

He really did changed, huh? Kitang kita ang tikas niya. "Loosen up. Let's dance." bulong ko. "Iuuwi na kita!" "After this," inilapit ko ang aking noo sa kanyang noo. "Just one..dance." Ramdam ko ang kanyang hininga. A mix of cigarette and mint of alcohol. I suddenly got addicted. Iminulat ko ang aking mata at naabutan ang masama niyang titig.

Sa pagpapatuloy ng kanta ay pilit kong pinipigilan ang pagtulo ng luha ko na kanina pa nagbabadyang kumawala. --- He respects my space and never makes me wait And he calls exactly when he says he will He’s close to my mother, talks business with my father He’s charming and endearing and I’m comfortable But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain And it’s 2:00 am and I’m cursing your name So in love that you act insane And that’s the way I loved you Breakin’ down and coming undone It’s a roller coaster kinda rush And I never knew I could feel that much

“Shhh… don’t cry, baby. I’ve been in love with you too since… since… you know… noong wala pa tayong matinong usapan at puro kantut*n lang” Bahagya itong natawa bago muling nagsalita. “Umalis ako noon dahil natakot ako sa nararamdaman ko. Akala ko addiction lang iyon, pero noong nasa malayo na ako, doon ko na-realize kung gaano kita ka-miss.” Huminga ito nang malalim.

If I ask you to hold me tight Through a cold, dark night 'Cause there maybe a cloudy day in sight And I need to let you know that I might be needing your love Oh oh, woah woah, woah woah And what I'm tryin' to say isn't really new It's just the things that happen to me When I'm reminded of you Like when I hear your name Or see a place that you've been Or see a picture of your grin Or pass a house that you've been in one time or another It sets off something in me, I can't explain

Ngayon? Kapag hindi ko iyon nararamdaman... parang may mali. Tangina. Ganito pala magsimula ang addiction. Hindi mo namamalayan. Hanggang sa isang araw— hindi ka na marunong huminga nang wala iyon. Makalipas ang ilang araw, nasa library ako. Tahimik. Malamig. Punong-puno ng lumang libro.