Please Don't Break My Heart นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Masakit man na hindi siya ang pinili ko, pero 'yon lang ang paraan upang makabawi manlang ako ng utang na loob ko sa kanila. God... I hope, you will heal my broken heart... Heal me, God. Heal me fast...

Ang bawat paghikbi ko ay walang tunog, pero ang sakit nito ay sagad hanggang buto. Niro said he wanted to fix everything. He cried and begged on his knees. But truth without trust is just a delayed heartbreak. Lumapit ako muli sa kama ni Niorr at humalik sa kaniyang pisnging basang-basa ng aking sariling luha. “I'm sorry, baby,” I whispered to the empty air, hoping my son wouldn't hear my broken promise. “Mommy is so sorry... but some broken things can never be put back together.”

At mas lalo na dumadagundong ang puso ko sa lambing ng tinig niya sa akin ngayon. Pilit ko na pinapakalma ang paghuhurumentado ng kalooban ko nang maramdaman ko ang pagpulupot ng mga braso niya sa beywang ko. And once again, I am slowly losing all the control and will that I have. "Kenji, please don’t do this. Don’t complicate both of our lives. Nakiki-usap na ako sa’yo, huwag ako, please. I am too broken, para patuloy mo pa ako na basagin pa."

Siguro may gising ngunit nagsi-cellphone naman. “Hindi naman po siguro. Baka titibok na lang bigla puso natin. Teaching your heart to love someone is hard especially when you're still broken.” Kusang lumabas ang mga salitang ito sa bibig ko na para bang mayroon akong pinaghuhugutan.

And he’s breaking. “I know all of it, Haven... Pero hindi ko magawang lapitan ka. Baka... Baka kasi may gawin na naman akong masama sa’yo, baka hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili ko... Pero please... Don’t let go hmm?”

“Hindi kita iiwan. You’re the one I love. Ikaw lang.” “S-Shane…” “Ikaw ang uuwian ko. Hindi si Miranda. Hindi kahit sino kundi sa’yo lang.” Rinig ko ‘yung pag-iyak niya na may halong relief. “Please don’t break my heart…” “Never. Hindi ko kaya.” Pero habang sinasabi ko ‘yun, bigla akong nakarinig ng mahinang tunog mula sa loob. Pinihit ng pinto.

Tinanggap nila ang lahat ng nangyari, nagbigay ng kapatawaran at binigyan ang mva sarili ng pagkakataon na magmahal at makaramdam ulit ng pagmamahal. Ang sugat sa puso ay maghihilom. Nasa iyo lamang bilang taong sugatan kung sa paanong paraan mo ito gustong maghilom. How to heal a broken heart? Learn to accept things no matter how painful they are, forgive and move on. END.....

It's no secret that the both of us are running out of time So hello from the other side (Other side) I must've called a thousand times (Thousand times) To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done But when I call, you never seem to be home Hello from the outside (Outside) At least I can say that I've tried (I've tried) To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart But it don't matter, it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore Ooh-ooh, anymore Ooh-ooh-ooh, anymore

But you stay on my mind so believe me ‘Cause you have my heart, don't break it (Oh, no don't break it girl) 'Cause when times get tough, don't hate me (Oh) And it all adds up, we gon' make it (Gotta make it) 'Cause when you mad, I know you can't fake it (Oh) And baby, sometimes I can tell just by your face This part of us been gone for so long (So long) And I know there's no replacing What we had going on for so long~

Come stop your crying It will be alright Just take my hand Hold it tight I will protect you From all around you I will be here Don′t you cry For one so small You seem so strong My arms will hold you Keep you safe and warm This bond between us Can't be broken I will be here, don′t you cry 'Cause you'll be in my heart Yes, you′ll be in my heart From this day on Now and forever more You′ll be in my heart No matter what they say You'll be here in my heart Always Why can′t they understand