Quotes About Forgiving Yourself の小説・ストーリー

Ang yakap na ito Ang matagal ko nang gustong maramdaman. “Mommy, forgive yourself. Love yourself as much how I love you. Do it...” kumalas naman siya sa pag kakayakap Sakin at tiningnan ako ng nakangiti. “Do it, not just for you but for us ni Daddy. Maybe after that you gotta learn to forgive everyone na Akala mo ay sinaktan ka. Mom, we hurt them first”

“I told you, I won’t leave you. Kahit ilang beses mo pa akong ipagtulakan, murahin, o saktan, hindi kita iiwan hanggang hindi mo napapatawad ang sarili mo.” “I forgive myself. I forgive myself.” “Nice try.” “Sinabi ko na nga di ba? Pinapatawad ko na ang sarili ko. Now, umalis ka na.” “Not gonna happen,” iling nito at kumuha ng kupas na pantalon. Hinuli nito ang tingin niya habang nagbibihis, hinahanap ang reaksyon niya sa pagbalandra ng katawan sa harap niya. Bumuntong-hininga ito nang nanatili pa ring walang emosyon ang kanyang mukha hanggang sa matapos itong magbihis.

Gumaralgal ang tinig nito sa huling mga kataga. Nagsisimula nang manikip ang kaniyang dibdib at uminit ang bawat sulok ng kaniyang mga mata. “Pero ilang taon na ang nakalipas, it’s time to forgive yourself, Stefan. Kung ang pagpapatawad sa sarili ay hindi mo magawa, paano mo mapatawad ang ibang taong nagkasala sa ‘yo? Natatakot ka sa sarili mong anino, why not embrace your fair and fight with pain?” payo niya.

At mas lalo akong napahagulgol nang hinigit niya ako palapit sa kaniya at niyakap. “But more than anything else, you need to forgive yourself, Seanne. Habang pinagmamasdan kita at habang nakikinig ako sa mga sinasabi mo, I know na hindi mo pa napapatawad ang sarili mo sa nangyari. More than us blaming you, you are also blaming yourself. And you need to set yourself free. Dahil inuulit ko, hindi mo kasalanan.”

“You know what? I saw your determination to change, Jax. You wanted to be a better person for your son and for Bree, but something’s stopping you from doing it. It’s your guilt. You don’t want to move forward because you felt like you don’t deserve it. Nananatili ka sa nakaraan dahil naiisip mong kailangan mong parusahan ang sarili mo para makabawi ka sa mag-ina mo. You bestowed that punishment to yourself just so you could feel the pain, and soothe your conscience. Pero hindi ganoon iyon, Jackson. You’re not helping yourself, you're punishing yourself instead of forgiving. At hindi ka mamaalis dyan sa kinasasadlakan mo kung hindi mo magagawang patawin ang sarili mo.” “How can I forgive myse

he added. I nodded and hugged him again. Hindi ko alam ang dapat kong maramdaman. Sari-saring emosyon ang nasa loob ko na hindi ko na kaya pang dalhin. "Y-You have to forgive your mom and yourself fist para buo kang makahingi ng kapatawaran ko. W-We both need to forgive ourselves individually to grow." He nodded and pressed a kiss on the side of my lips. "I know, and I'm willing to wait, kahit matagal, just to have you in my life agin."

Gusto ko nang makawala sa kadenang ako rin mismo ang may gawa. Pagkalipas ng ilang oras ay tumila na rin ang ulan hudyat na kailangan ko nang umalis. Mabigat man ang dibdib dahil sa gagawing pag-alis pero kinumbinsi ko ang sarili na para ito sa ikabubuti ng lahat. It's for Zen's peace of mind. It's for Cholo's reputation. And it's for my own sake. I need to heal. I need to find myself. I need to be whole again. I need to learn to forgive myself for being weak. I need this to move on.

He said pain doesn't vanish; it just changes its shape. Sometimes I catch myself smiling at things that used to hurt the same songs, the same streets. Maybe that's what healing looks like, not erasing, but learning how to look at the same scars differently. KJ told me once, "You don't forget someone by replacing them; you forget them by remembering who you were before them." I didn't understand then, but now I do. Maybe this is the halfway point not the end of grief, but the start of forgiving myself for feeling it.)

I suddenly felt the urge to hold her and say it's okay but I felt stiffened because I want to know more. "The company, mansion and the island is not ours anymore. Achilles didn't helped us, but I truly understand them. Nagkamali ako eh, I am truly bitch 6 years ago but I did change... for the better." Pumikit siya ng mariin bago hinawakan ang dalawa kong kamay. "But if I didn't let you meet him maybe you're still working as slave right now. Kahit papaano ay may naging maganda na kinalabasan sa pagsisinungaling natin, I forgive myself for doing it. I hope you forgive me, and forgive yourself too." Makahulugan niyang saad. I smirked, she's still the Clarisse that I knew.

Pero ngayon lang niya napagtanto, na hindi magiging successful ang isang pagsasama kung hindi kayang magbigay ng isa. "Bakit mo sinasabi sa akin ang mga iyan, Hellios?" Nang tumingin ako rito ay nag-iwas ito naman ang nag-iwas ng tingin sa akin. Alam ko sa sarili ko na may puwang pa rin si Hellios sa puso ko. Ngunit matagal ko ng tinanggap na hindi kami ang para sa isa't-isa. Tapos na ako sa point ng buhay ko na minahal ko siya. Gusto ko na nang closure sa amin dalawa. Gusto ko nang kalimutan ang mga bangungot ng nakaraan noong mga panahon na nakasama ko siya. I'm not forgiving him because he asked for it. I'm forgiving him for myself. I want to love myself by giving myself the peace of mind