Smiling Through The Pain Mga Nobela at Kwento

Pekeng ngumiti si Trick at siya ang tiningnan nito. “That’s because if the world will know about it. Who will come to me to get treated for their sickness when they’ll think that I’m not capable of treating them because I can’t even treat myself and can’t understand and feel their pain?” he said it in the most saddest tone. Straight but soft and breakable voice.

"I have an exciting and pleasurable idea that will help you forget the pain that you felt... All you have to do is to moan my name and I do the rest." *****

Baka masama ang loob niya dahil naistorbo ko sila kaya uuwi na ako. Muli akong humarap sa kaniya. Isang masayang ngiti ang iginawad ko. I smiled like I didn't heard those heartbreaking words from him. I will never show my vulnerable side to anyone. Ipapakita kong malakas ako para tanggapin ang masasakit na salita mula sa kaniya.

Minsan kailangan din nating maisip at ipagpahinga ang ating utak. Pain is the only thing that's telling me im alive. Someday this pain will be useful for me. Diko namalayan na umiiyak na pala ako. every silent cry i been all this years The loud shout that no one can hear. The ears was covered because of fear And the eyes that was blurred because of tears. A facade that you have been wearing Guess you forgot why you're hurting You just smile through the pain But you're having a hard time to keep yourself sane

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Tila pinoproseso pa rin ang narinig. I was left speechless. Kumikirot ang puso ko at tila parang gusto ko na lang umalis doon, tumakbo o magpakalayo layo just to ease the pain. It was too much, but why couldn't I? Kasi ayokong sirain ang masayang sandali nila. I chose to smile to show that I was also happy for them, kahit hindi nila ako napapansin. "F-Fuck, i-is that true?"

"Sabi nila, the best solution to ease the pain is to cry. Eh, bakit hindi ka umiiyak?" Tumingin ako kay Ella. "Pain isn't always shown through tears." "Alam mo cuz, kung ako ikaw at nakita ko s'yang may hinalikan sa harap ng maraming tao at especially sa harap ko pa? Baka nag freak-out na ako sa harap n'ya at until now baka umiiyak pa rin ako." Tumawa ako ng pilit sa sinabi n'ya, 'if you only know my pain"

"Thankyou for being here with me." "You always have me. Everything will be fine, believe me. Pain makes you even tougher," saad ko haplos ang buhok niya. Naiiyak na rin ako. "Hindi ko alam ang gagawin kung wala ka," usal niya. "Listen, when time comes the pain inside you will comes to an end and you'll be happy because without pain, happiness won't exist." "But there is too much pain inside me now." "I feel that pain too."

My muscles are giving me agonising pain. “Please bear with it, Crim. After shifting, the pain will go away. I promise you.”

Dahan-dahan ko na iniangat ang kamay niya at yumuko ako para masalubong ko 'yon ng halik. I closed my eyes tightly as I pictured her smiling face looking at me. That face... the one I always want to see. I’m used to seeing her smile and hear her call my name cheerfully. But just watching her struggle earlier was painful. I felt a pang in my chest as I heard her having trouble breathing from crying so hard.