Taking A Chance On Me นิยาย & เรื่องราว

"It's alright, I'm not expecting you to trust me that easily. After the pain that I made you suffer, I'm sorry, Cali." A tear fell down to my checks. Kaagad akong napatakip ng bibig para matigilan ang paghikbi ko at itinago ang sarili sa kumot na dala niya as soon as I recline the seat backwards. I want him. I really want him back in my life. I really want to continue our love story and see how it goes... But what's stopping me? Is it because of my fears? Should I take a risk?

Hindi ako nakagalaw nang marinig ko ang pabulong niyang boses. “I’ll beg for a chance, I’ll make it right this time.” Sobra akong kinakabahan ngunit hindi ko siya binugaw o ano. Should I spare another chance? Or should I just love myself? He sighed, “No, I’ll make you give me that chance, not forcely tho.” Bumuntong hininga ako at inalis ang kamay niya tsaka ko siya hinarap. “Show me then, because I haven't had any expectations from you ever since that day.” Seryosong sabi ko tsaka ko inubos ang laman ng baso ay masungit siyang tinignan.

she confesses quietly. I couldn’t utter a word. It’s really scary to put yourself out there, especially when you’re not sure how things will turn out. “Natatakot akong masaktan kaming dalawa, Ate. And I’m most afraid of ruining him if things don’t work out.” “But what if it’s worth the risk?” I suggested gently. “What if Azai feels the same way you do, but he’s just waiting for you to take the leap of faith?”

Turning his back from Alexus, it means, tinalikuran niya na rin ang bilugang pagkakaibigan na meron sila. "If you were not just fvcking ambitious in regards to damn power, you musn't be in your situation right now. Ang kaso, napaka-bobo mo pa rin at nagpadala ka sa chilchood fantasy mo. Ayan tuloy. Very sayang." dumating din si Chance na animo'y aliw na aliw kaka-camera niya to the point he's taking a video of Thomas na convicted while stating his facts.

Yung simpleng pag-aalala niya, kahit practical lang, parang enough na para isipin kong… baka may chance. At kung wala man? Edi okay. At least, kahit isang segundo, ramdam kong leading lady ako.

"But how do we know that this is what’s best for both of us?" Liam ay lumapit at hinawakan ang kanyang mga kamay, ang kanyang mga mata ay puno ng pag-asa. "I know it’s scary. But sometimes, the best things in life are the ones we have to take a risk for. I’m willing to take that risk with you, Kairah." ---

Bago ako nag decide na umuwi that day kasama si Chance. I wished everything would be fine. I'm always praying for that, and hoping that god will grace me.

Nang magdesisyon akong mahalin ko na sya, dapat hinanda ko na ang sarili ko sa pagpapatawad. Pagpapatawad sa mga taong nakagawa sa akin ng kasalanan. Maliit man o malaki. Ito na ang kasalukuyan ko. Kung anuman ang nangyari sa nakaraan ko, mananatili na iyon doon. At sana, sa pagkakataong ito, sana maging masaya na ako. Giving second chances is too risky. It comes with too many risks, pero kung sa kanya ko lang din naman ilalaan, bakit hindi?

Isa pa, I can feel his love for me. Sabi nga, ’di ba? If you love the person, don’t hesitate to take the risk. Walang magandang mangyayari kung uunahin ang takot at pangamba. At saka, ganoon naman talaga, ’di ba? Isinasawalang bahala ang katotohanan para sa panandaliang kaligayahan. Siguro ito na yung tamang panahon na hinihintay ko. I’m done finding my way home because the moment his dark eyes met mine for the first time, I already found it.

Im physically and emotionally sad right now, hindi narin ako pumasok dahil feeling ko ay iiyak lang ako. “Its okay, Im here. I won’t leave your side.” Why are you like this Chance, Im afraid that I might fall for your damn sweet gestures to me. Its so wrong. Alam kong kailangan kong umiwas, pero pano?