This Is Not Goodbye Novels & Stories

Gusto ko marinig niya ng mabuti at maintindihan ang mga sasabihin ko. "Look Ms. Anderson, you seem normal and obviously educated but I think you have difficulty understanding. I told you before that I'm not interested in you and that I already have a girlfriend. No doubt that you can easily find someone else to play with. I understand that it's not easy to accept that you won't get what you want this time. That mindset is not applicable in all cases because sometimes there are things that you don't get because you just want them. Just accept the fact that no matter what you do there's no chance between us. So, unless it's about business there is no reason for us to meet or talk," pormal na s

Isang paalala na hindi pa ito ang wakas. Na may bukas pa. Kahit wala nang Calvin. Kahit wala nang kasal. Kahit ako na lang.

At hindi ko din puwedeng baguhin ang aking pananaw para sa kaniya. So, maybe we are not really meant to be. This is the sign that I have been asking. Nagkatitigan kami ng ilang minuto. "Goodbye, Kai," sambit ko. I really like this guy. But I know he's not the one for me. And I am not the right one for him. Niyakap niya ako. "Goodbye, Izabella." Nahihimigan ko ang lungkot sa kaniyang boses.

Charot. "Ok, that's all for tonight. Leaders, maiwan kayo. May ipagagawa ako sa inyo," as he bid his goodbye. "OMG!" tili ko nang makalabas. "Kalma, may susunod pa." "Callie, kinikilig ako!" "Alam namin pero kumalma ka." "Belle, saan ka pupunta?" taong ni Joy. "Tawag ka ni Kris." "Ha? Bakit?" nagtataka kong tanong dahil wala naman kaming business.

It hurts, but I had to let him go. Maybe we are meant for a happy ending in another world and in another life. But not here, not this time. So, this is it! This is the end of my string. I won’t bother you ever again, David!

Parang tinanggalan ng hininga. Lumayo ako. Diretso sa pinto. Walang lingon. Pagbukas ko ng pinto, tumigil ako saglit at nagsalita nang hindi humaharap: “Goodbye, Geg.” Hindi “see you soon.” Hindi “next time.” Hindi “sana maging okay ka.” Goodbye — ang tunay na katapusan. At nang maramdaman kong wala na siyang sinabi, lumakad na ako palabas, dala ang ngiti ng isang babaeng hindi na kailanman babalik sa anino ng nakaraan.

Too late. ~*~

I love you, goodbye I hope someday you can Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you I don't really wanna go But deep in my heart, I know This is the kindest thing to do You need someone Who'll be the one that I could never be Who'll give you something better Than the love you'll find with me Oh, I could say that I'll be all you need But that would be a crime I know I'd only hurt you, I know I'd only make you cry I'm not the one you're needing I love you goodbye Leaving someone when you love someone is the hardest thing to do When you love someone as much as I love you Oh, I don't wanna leave you Baby, it tears me up inside But I'll never be the one you're needing I love you go

My phone was stolen, I still don't have cash because I gave the change earlier. "Aish! I hate my life!"