This Is Not Goodbye Novels & Stories

Na para bang isa akong basahan na pagkatapos gamitin, goodbye na? Kaya nga dapat talaga umpisa pa lang, huwag na akong pumayag eh. Lalo na at wala sa bokabularyo ko ang magpagamit sa kahit na kanino. Kahit na sabihin pang nakasalalay ang kinabukasan ng buo naming pamilya, still, ayaw ko pa rin.

The boy I love. When I finally step closer, he looks up. And just from his eyes, alam ko na. This isn’t a misunderstanding. This isn’t a simple “let’s talk.” This isn’t a small bump sa relationship. This is goodbye. “Hey,” he says softly. “Hi,” I whisper. I sit beside him, leaving a small space between us. He notices. He sighs. a long one. “Diane… thank you for coming.” “Of course,” I say. “You said we need to talk.”

Ang dali lang na iwan ako. Pagod na rin akong maghabol. Pagod na rin akong patunayan ang sarili ko. I’m tired of pleading. I’m tired with all this s**t! I closed my eyes. I can see Ria’s image fading away. Is this goodbye? Maybe… But if this is goodbye, I can’t do anything. I drifted to sleep but my heart is still crying.

Ang luhang kanina ko pa pinipigilan ay tuluyan ng tumulo. I just want these feelings to go away. I don't want this. ------

wala charriz. SEE YOU GUYS NEXTWEEK FOR THE LAST MONTH UPDATE 🔥

sagot muli ni Kate at nagtataka siya kung bakit hindi yata nabanggit ni Aiden ang tungkol sa annulment papers na iniwan niya kay Manang Siony Hindi pa kaya niya ito nabasa? “Saan ba kasi kayo nagbakasyon at mukhang out of coverage area kayo?” dagdag pa ni Kate sa mahinahon na paraan kaya ito namang si Aiden ang hindi makapaniwala Bakit parang wala lang kag Kate ang pag-alis niya. “Never mind! Huwag mo ng sagutin! Ang mahalaga, nag-enjoy si Pauleen, lalo ka na, tama?” mapanghamon na saad ni Kate at hindi ito napaghandaan ni Aiden

He nodded, eyes still not meeting mine. “Why now?” “Because you’ve lost enough,” he said quietly. “And because maybe… so have I.” My lips parted, but no words came. I should go. I want to go. But why does it feel like this ending is too simple for everything we’ve been through? I swallowed hard. "I guess this is goodbye then".

Mabuti nga at nagising din ako dahil bangungot pala ang nangyayari sa akin. "Hindi ko alam kung may maitutulong ba ako sa inyo, pero ang masasabi ko lang... kung ayaw ninyo nang bigyan pa ng chance ang isa't isa, well... ang kailangan ninyo siguro ay closure. Sabi nga sa kanta, 'there's no starting over, without finding closure'," suhestiyon nito.

"Nandito ako. I may not be the bravest person in the world, but I won't let anyone hurt you." Supposedly, dapat kiligin ako di ba? But hearing those words kinda made me sad in a sense that it reminds me of Nicolas and the fact that we will always be just friends we'll never cross the line, ever. "Are you okay?" it's Justin's voice and tbe loud music that pulled me from my trance. Sunod-sunod ang pagtango ko.