This World Shall Know Pain นิยาย & เรื่องราว

CHAPTER ONE THE RAYS of the sun is perfectly hitting my tanned skin. The breeze of the morning air sways my dark brown hair alongside with the dancing of the trees. Perfect scenery, yet a painful memory to remember. This will be the time that I will leave my current life behind. Malayo sa buhay na kinagisnan, malayo sa buhay na naghahanap ng kalulugaran at higit sa lahat, malayo kay papà. "Are you ready?"

Mahinahon ang bawat bitaw nito sa mga katagang iyan upang matiyak na malinaw niyang maintindihan. Hindi siya nagsalita pero unti-unting namuo ang luha sa kaniyang mga mata habang nananatiling nakatitig dito. Napailing ito, manipis at mapait na napangiti. "That's so painful, you know? I've endured all the pain from the moment na una niyang buksan ang kaniyang mga mata sa mundo..." Gumaralgal na nang tuluyan ang boses nito. Napabuntong-hininga ito upang hamigin ang sarili at magawang magsalita muli.

I am fighting alone, and no one can help me except for myself. Marahan kong inuuntog ang ulo ko sa counter top upang mawala ang mga boses at imaheng nakikita at naririnig ko. Pero hindi pa rin talaga mawala, pakiramdam ko nga ay mas lalong lumalakas. "Pain," I whispered and then look around me. "I need pain."

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Voices that keep whispering words that make me sunk more into a deep hole where I can't find any escape. "Four types of humans but they all the same though." I quietly uttered. Same... All of us are kind at first. Who cared and have affection for others but when pain strikes our system. It is like cancer that slowly crawling into our life. Giving us defect. We'll be going to be afraid of what we are facing. And until that pain will ruin us to be opposite of what we are before. Turned into a monster. And the last phase when that pain completely destroys us we will become a person who doesn't give a f*ck in life because we had enough in this life. Mahigpit ang hawak ko sa papel na hawak ko. I

Sumisigaw na ako sa sobrang sakit at umiiyak dahil hindi ko alam anong gagawin para mawala 'yong sakit. I just wanna stop this pain, I can't take it anymore. ---------- Read.Vote.Comment © michiekelss

hiyaw nitong humahagolgol. “Yeah, maybe you're right. I don't know anything about how painful you're are in this situation but are you saying that your pain is more than the others? Cierra, hindi lang ikaw ang nasaktan. Hindi lang ikaw ang nagdurusa, umiiyak, nagpapakatatag sa mundo. Hindi lang ikaw ang patuloy nabubuhay. We have a different pace, events in our journey. Hindi mo puwedeng sabihin na you're pain is more than for us. We have different scenarios to be walked through. Don't be selfish by just putting all your in pain you're own glasses without knowing how others might go with their own journey too,” hindi niya napigil na hiyaw.

Tila umulan ng itim at pulang apoy sa buon academy at sa iilang parte ng Oakland. Napuno ng hiyaw at daing ang paligid galing sa mga mamamayan at maging sa mga alagad ng aking ama kasabay ng pagkabalot ng buong paligid ng apoy. "Listen to their scream! Listen to their agony! That is what we are made of. We are born to cause pain, agony, and chaos! We are the children of the God of Havoc!"

"I'm here for you. I know it hurts, but you’ll get through this." Sa yakap niyang iyon, pakiramdam ko'y naaalis ang isang maliit na bahagi ng sakit, ngunit hindi pa rin ganoon kadali. Gusto ko sanang sabihin sa kanya na hindi ko kayang magpatuloy, na parang ang mundo ko ay natapos na—pero hindi ko magawa. Ang sakit ay masyadong malalim at hindi ko pa alam kung paano gagaling.

Wala akong nakitang mga tagapagsilbe ngunit malinis na malinis na ang paligid. Naglakad ako na tila wala ako sa aking sarili. Tumigil na ang luha ko dahil sa mga nangyari, ngunit halo-halo ang nararamdaman ko. Pakiramdam ko ay pasan pasan ko ang buong mundo dahil sa bigat ng nararamdaman ko. Pati mismo ang paghinga ay nakakaramdam ako ng pagod. Why is it that every time you feel too much pain, you feel the temptation to give up? I don't want to feel this pain but there is no cure or medicine that I can take to take away this pain. Pero kailangan kong magpakatatag dahil napakakomplikado ng lahat.