Novel & Cerita Thoughts About Life

Nalulungkot ang nanghihina niyang mga mata. "Things happen when you least expect them. You shouldn't be regretting your life choices. Instead, cherish them. Either they were the worst or the best. There's no more point of regretting. Move on from the past and look forward to the future. That's the best you can do to enjoy your remaining days," I said. He then looked at me and smiled. "Seems like you know a lot about life." "I am no expert. I just know how you feel with your situation right now. I knew the feeling of something about to end and you can't just do something about it. All you can do is to live everyday and wait until your last breath comes."

O ewan. Sa ngayon ay masasabi ko na rin naman na nasanay na rin akong mabuhay ng ganito kahit papaano. Nag aalala pa rin ako paminsan minsan, oo. Especially everytime that I am having thoughts about my job, my family, and my friends. Maisip ko pa lang kung gaano sila posibleng nag aalala sa akin ay napapabuntung hininga na lang ako. Iyon lang naman kasi ang pwede kong magawa sa ngayon.

Kailangan ba talagang masaktan para may matutunan? We are suffering a lot because we only think about how unfair life is, we ask a lot, and we complain a lot. Hindi natin nabibigyan ng halaga kung gaano tayo ka swerte sa mga maliliit na bagay. Ang buhay ay napaka komplikado, akala natin sumasang ayon na sa atin ang pagkakataon ngunit dahil lang sa isang pangyayari biglang mababago na lamang ang lahat. We need to cherish every triumph and happy moment we have with each other. We need to make memories every passing day just to remind ourselves that we are so blessed and grateful.

Malaya akong magmahal, magbigay ng tawad, magbigay ng inspirasyon, at lahat-lahat para mai-offer ko sa buong mundo ang layunin kong dapat na gawin. Despite the hard times in our lives, we seldomly forget to see the good things. I know it's too blurry to see how to survive but isn't always about merely surviving. It's all about living. It's all about how you are existing at the moment, if we only die once? Then live now. I'm not saying that it will be easy, but take your time, after all this isn't a race, it's about championing your own path in the pursuit of your victory.

It’s tiring to overthink about a lot of things. And maybe I was thinking that my life right now is not really the life I expect it to be. “What are you doing?” tanong ng isang malamig na tinig na galing sa labas.

Lahat naman talaga may pagpipilan, siguro malas lang natin dahil kadalasan, yung choices na pinili natin ay hindi maganda ang dulot sa buhay natin. Yes, it made us happy and satisfied at first. Pero, sabi nga, ang buhay kagaya lang din ng pagkain, kapag hindi kinain ng ilang araw, pa-panis rin. "But there's uncertainties in life that will leave us no other option to choose but to grab the only choice available." Aniya, which is correct. For sure, may malaki siyang buhat na problema. But because of his fierceness, ay hindi napapansin.

“’Di mo ba ako jino-joke lang? Ibig bang sabihin niyan payag ka na sa relasyon namin ng mama mo?” “Hihihi… oo, payag na ako, Tito. Sa lahat ng nangyari sa buhay natin, napag-isip-isip ko na life is short. Hindi natin alam kung ano ang mangyayari sa atin bukas o sa susunod na araw, kaya mas piliin nating maging masaya. At gusto ko, masaya ang mama ko.” “Totoo ba ’yan, Paulette?” parang hindi pa rin ito makapaniwala.

Pero sabi ko kahit para nalang sa sarili niya. Babalik pa kaya siya? O dun na siya sa America magsstay for good? Damn it! Why would I think about him? When I already have someone else? Paglingon ko sa may pader nandoon nanaman yung quotes na "Life is like a camera. Focus on what's important and you'll capture it perfectly." Napanguso nalang ako sa nabasa. Siniko ako ni Khyla dahilan para mapalingon ako sakanya.

#MTDC70: Final Chapter Pt. 1 “Life is the most precious gift our Almighty has ever given to us. We should treasure every single minute of our lives for our time only happens once. We should cherish whatever life has to offer us. Not all people can be given a second chance…”

Hindi kasi natin alam kung ano ang mga puwedeng mangyari sa hinaharap. If we’re going to overthink about it, it will only stress us out. It’s depressing. Kaya nga siguro sinasabi nila madalas na… live your life to the fullest. I mean, maybe it’s true. But it’s hard to do it often times. Hindi kasi natin maiwasan na mag-isip patungkol sa mga bagay bagay. “That’s why we should make the most out of it,” malambing na bulong niya at mas lalong hinigpitan ang pagkakayakap niya sa akin.