Thoughts About Life Romane & Geschichten

hindi na niya natiis na tanong. Marahan itong umiling. "Recently, I've been thinking about my life. And how I take time, love and my relationships for granted." umpisa nito. "And everytime I think of all the relationships I had that didn't work, I'm convinced that I'm a real jerk and an asshole." Napangiti ito. Bahagya naman siyang natawa.

Para akong naglalakbay papunta sa malayo at hindi sa totoong patutunguhan ko. Paano ko ba masasabing deserving ako sa buhay na mayroon ako ngayon? At paano ko haharapin ang mga susunod na mangyayari sa buhay ko? O mas tama bang sabihin na... paano ko tatanggapin ang isang bagay na sa simula pa lang ay sarado na ang utak ko para tanggapin ang katotohanang iyon? People lived their whole lives without really living at all. They actually lived to waste their time. And I guessed, people lived their lives discerning a whole pack of lies... then they would die without even correcting those lies.

Protect yourself. Bakit kailangan iyung opinion mo ay dapat ma-apply din sa akin? Bakit kailangan same tayo ng pananaw sa buhay? Iba-iba tayo ng background, environment, and different how we raise. We all not same. I’m happy that social media is promoting having a peaceful life. Trust me, it’s different to live a private and peaceful life - no one can harm you, and ruin your plans. Silent is the killer. The world is not happy with your achievements that’s why it ruins your happiness.

she muttered and kissed me on the cheek. Napangiti ako sa sobrang saya. I feel so contented. Wala talagang pinipiling oras ang mga masasaya at mga malulungkot na karanasan sa buhay. Life is not all about pains and sufferings. It's not all about joy and excitement. It's not only about love or sex or failures. Because life makes this world balanced. Life makes us attain our own equilibrium to be stronger than before. Every situation comes and goes. But if we take courage and stay strong, we'll always win every battle and fight.

We don’t know what will happen in the future so I guess what we can do for now is live in the present and not think about the future a lot. Natawa ako dahil sa naisip ko. Nagsalita na naman ako na minsan ay hindi makatulog dahil sa pag-iisip kung ano ang magiging buhay ko sa future. Kung matutupad ko ba ang mga pangarap ko o hindi. Kung masusunod ba ang mga planong ginagawa ko ngayon o hindi. Pagdating ko sa bahay ay nakakapagtaka na wala parehas sina mama at papa. Baka may pinuntahan lang siguro at si Chance lang ang naabutan ko sa sala na abala sa panonood sa cellphone niya.

sabi naman ni Rafael. Wow Pare! Yes you're right, she was your life when she was still alive but now she shouldn't be your life because Angela has been dead for a long time so accept that she is no longer your life.” Paliwanag ni Daniel kay Rafael. “ Kahit anong gawin ko, Kahit saan ako tumingin at lumingon, si Angela ang nakikita ko, hindi ko pwede kalimutan si Angela kasi siya yun buhay ko, siya yun bumuo sa akin, sa pagkatao ko, Hindi ko kaya na maghanap ng iba at kalimutan na lamang siya kasi sa kanya lang umiikot ang buhay ko, sa kanya lang ako naging masaya.” sabi ng sumisigaw ng si Rafael.

Na kahit sarili kong paa ay kayang maglakad ng kusa patungo sa kaniya. Life... What is life? What is the real meaning of life? Is it all about our dreams? Or stuggles and pain? I don’t really know what’s the real meaning of it but there’s one thing I’m sure of. We are living but we do not know how to live.

Baka sumabog na ang utak ko sa halu-halong bagay ang tumatakbo sa isip ko. -AndyThoughts-

Gusto niya na rin ng tahimik na buhay at magkaroon ng sariling pamilya. Gusto niya na ring maranasan na walang problemang iniisip, gusto niya ng payapa ang isip niya pero hindi niya maiwasan na hindi isipin minsan kung mararanasan pa ba niya yun o kung ito na ang buhay na nakatadhana para sa kaniya.

"In what way?" "I used to think that everything was about business, about success," tugon niya, tila malalim ang iniisip. "But you... you've reminded me that there's more to life than just work. You’ve been a constant presence in my life, and I’ve grown to rely on you in ways I didn’t expect."