Till My Heartaches Novels & Stories

Hindi siya papadala sa tukso at bugso ng damdamin. Once was enough, she'll never allow Nick to hurt her again. ANG mga anak lang niya marahil ang tuwang-tuwa at nabalot ng kasiyahan dahil sa pagpasok ni Nick sa kanilang buhay. Tanging paghihirap ng damdamin ang dinulot nang pagsulpot nito sa kanya. Nahihirapan siyang makita ang binata kasama ang kanyang mga anak. Seeing him every day only caused her torment, he was making her lose her sanity.

Taas noo at tila walang iniinda ko iyon ginawa ngunit paglalabas ko at sarado ng pinto, I fell into the ground and cover my mouth with my hand when my tears fall like a fucking river. Ang sakit. Sobrang sakit ng ginawa niya sa akin. Hindi ko alam na may ganitong klase pala ng sakit kapag umibig, iyong tipong biglang binagsak sa lupa ng walang sasalong malambot na bagay, maski tela. Pain demands to be felt when it comes to love. But fuck this pain, it's killing me. This day will never be forgotten, the day where I felt my heart fell literally and crashed into tiny pieces.

hard and deep. Bumagsak ang balikat ko at napaupo ako sa p’westo ko. Nasa likod pa rin ako ng column at hindi ko alam kung ilang minuto o oras na ang nakalipas pero nanatili ako roon. Because I can’t move. My head is aching and so is my heart. My heart is breaking and I know I deserve that. This is exactly what I deserve. Afraid that someone might notice me crying here, I wipe my tears.

Tumutulo na naman ang aking mga luha. I didn’t see this pain coming. I was blind by his embrace. I was blind to the point that I forgot the fact that everything was wrong. It was too late when I realized it. Simoun Alexander Hord, you are my most terrible mistake.

A girl who gave. A Touch on my Heart.

I failed my parents. I failed myself. And, I just let them down Now,I'm in pain. My heart turn into shattered peices. I don't know what am I gonna do. I had the Elysium's treasure yet she had my weakness. Because,I fell inlove and trusted that man.

Para akong naiihi na iwan sa hindi ko maipaliwanag na pakiramdam. Tatakbo na ba ako palabas? 'Di kaya ako magmumukhang katawa-tawa? Sh*t.. Biglang sumakit ang ulo ko. Kaagad akong napahawak doon at marahang hinilot ang aking sentido. Nalintikan na talaga, masasapak kita ng wala sa oras Luigi ka! I'll never break your heart (I'll never, I'll never, I'll never, I'll never)

Hindi naman ako ganon katanga. Tulala siya habang pinapanood akong maglakad palayo. Pagdating ko sa bahay ay kaagad akong napahagulgol dahil sa sobrang sakit. Pagsara ko ko pa lang ng pinto ay napaluhod na ako dahil sa sobrang panghihina. Ito na ba ang tinatawag nilang heartbreak? Ang sabi nila puso lang ang sasakit. Pero bakit parang buong katawan ko ang nanghihina? Parang ayaw tanggapin ng katawan ko ang hangin at maging ang paghinga sa akin ay mahirap.

My heart is hurting so much and I can't do anything to stop this pain. Dahan-dahan na akong tumalikod sa kotse. Ramdam ko ang pagbasag ng puso ko na parang basong crystal. I wanted to cry in pain. I wanted to shed a lot of tears right here right now. Kita ko ang pagmamasid sa akin ni Dan pero wala na akong pakialam. Is he thinks that iI am heart broken then I don't care because I think I am.

Napaatras ako, pero kaagad niyang nahuli ang likod ko, bago niya ako hilain papalapit sa kanya. “You’re crying,” his voice soft and gentle. Napapikit ako ng mariin kung paano ako naapektuhan sa pananalita niya. My heart aches for him. I might tell my brain to stop, that this is right. That I am hurting them, destroying them—but how? When my heart tells me otherwise. Am I crazy? Siguro oo nga, I’m selfish. I’m pathetic. I’m a whore—and I can’t deny it anymore.