Till My Heartaches นิยาย & เรื่องราว

There goes my heart beating 'Cause you are the reason I'm losing my sleep Please come back now I saw my husband's shocked faced as soon as he heard the music. And there goes my mind racing And you are the reason That I'm still breathing I'm hopeless now Then suddenly his eyes were filled with tears. He is like a lost boy crying and I was crying too. I'd climb every mountain And swim every ocean Just to be with you And fix what I've broken Oh, 'cause I need you to see That you are the reason

Naghahalo ang satisfaction at inis sa sarili ko. Satisfaction because everything went according to plan. At inis na kailangan kong saktan ang damdamin ni Avajell. And God help me, I wanted to walk back inside, wipe her tears, pull her into my arms, and tell her I was sorry for what I said.

Pagkatapos ng pangyayari na 'yon ay hindi pa rin siya tumitigil na suyuin ako at humingi ng tawad, palagi pa rin siyang gumagawa ng paraan para makausap ako, minsan pumupunta siya sa bahay pero hindi ko siya hinaharap. Ilang araw kung iniyak ang nangyari. Halos mawalan ako ng ulirat. Masyadong masakit para sa akin ang ginawa niya. Hanggang sa nagkaroon ako ng depresyon to the point na nagawa kung mag commit ng suicide pero hindi niya iyon alam. I love him so much that's why I'm hurting.

May hinanakit nitong saad kaya mas lalo akong napaluha. "P-Paano naman ako?! Paano naman itong sakit na nandito sa puso ko?!" Sigaw ko at tuluyan s'yang napatulala. "Noong ginamit n'yo ako, noong mga panahong sinaktan n'yo ako, sa tingin n'yo ay ganoon lang iyon kadali? Nahirapan rin ako! Nadurog ako ng paulit-ulit dahil sa sakit na idinulot n'yo sa akin!" Sigaw ko rito at napailing na lamang ito. How could you Tucker!

Ngunit dahil sa kalasingan ay parang napakabigat ng katawan ko at nanlalambot sa paggalaw. I felt a sting of pain on my heart, like it was being pinched again and again. Kinakapos na rin ako sa hininga. I'd climb every mountain And swim every ocean Just to be with you And fix what I've broken 'Cause I need you to see That you are the reason

Napabuga ako sa hangin. I touched my chest, it was so throbbing. Why heart?

Darn it! Their giggles and laughters hit my heart like thousand stabs of knives, shattering it into millions of pieces. My feet stumbled back, tears fell from my eyes. My heart squeezed so hard that I had to clutch my chest. A sob escape my lips, tinakpan ko ang aking bibig at pinigilan iyon, making sure na di nila ako marinig.

My hands are on my face, trying to stop myself from crying, but how can I do that when all the heartaches are coming their way out of me? Patuloy ang pagtulo ng mga luha ko pati na rin ang mga hikbi ko'y lumalakas. Naririnig sa buong kwarto. Sana lang may nakakarinig nito kasi nagmamakaawa ako, someone help me out from this mess that I made.

CHAPTER 44: Hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupunta. Hindi ko na din alam kung anong daan na ba 'tong tinatahak ko... Dahil ang pinaka rumerehistro lang sakin sa mga oras na 'to ay yung sakit sa puso ko. It's like my world has collapsed and my heart has been ripped out.

I have learned to live my life beside you Maybe I'll just dream of you tonight And if into my dream you come and touch me once again I'll just keep on dreaming 'Til my heartaches end Whoa, oh Oh, yeah I was afraid this time would come I wasn't prepared to face this kind of hurting from within I have learned to live my life beside you Maybe I'll just dream of you tonight And if into my dream you come and touch me once again I'll just keep on dreaming 'Til my heartaches end Keep on dreaming 'Til my heartaches end Bakit hindi maturuan ang puso't isipan na maging manhid at hindi madala ng emosyon.Sa pakikinig lamang ng musika ay agad ding umaantig ang diwa ko. Hindi ko mapigilang tumulo ang luha