Novel & Cerita Traumatizing Quotes

It hurts so damn much. -x

“Sa tingin mo ba kaya kong matulog pagkatapos ng nangyari kanina? Nawalan ka ng malay at ako ang nakasalo sa’yo. You don’t know how nervous I was. Hanggang ngayon, may takot pa rin akong nararamdaman dito sa puso ko. Wala akong pakialam kung sabihin mong nag-o over react ako pero iyon ang nararamdaman ko.” He shushed me. Hinawakan niya ang isa sa mga kamay ko at dinala iyon sa kaniyang labi para halikan. “You’re not over reacting. It’s normal to get worried. I’m sorry, pinag-alala kita.” I bit my lower lip and faced him. "Bakit nangyari iyon sa’yo? Nag-brownout lang, bigla kang nawalan ng malay.” Yumuko siya. “Trauma. The night my Mom died, it was too dark and I can’t see anything.”

Siya yung taong nanakit sa kanya noon, siya yung dahilan kung bakit siya na-trauma at nakalimot. At syempre, ang gagawin nitong si Damien? Natatakot. "Time is the Ultimate truth teller, Damien! tandaan mo yan!" Nakikita ko kung paano siya manginig kapag tinatanaw ko siya. Nakikita ko kung paano siya kabahan kapag nag-vibrate ang phone niya at pangalan ko ang nakalagay. Takot na takot siya. Hawak ko siya sa leeg.

Chase I shoved him hard. Pinaghahampas ko ang kanyang dibdib—furious, trembling, eyes wild with everything I've held in for far too long. Again. Again. Fists colliding with his chest like maybe I could shake the memories loose—maybe I could punish him enough to silence the echo of his name in my head. "Fuck you!" "I fucking hate you!" "You're so full of yourself, you son of a bitch!" "You traumatized me! You fucking ruined me! I loathe you—I loathe you to death!"

"Because I ordered her to speak ill to someone I thought was the bad influence on our family, without knowing I'm making one out of myself." Naestatwa ako at lalong hindi nakakibo. Nalipat ang buong atensiyon ko kay Senyorita at nang nagtama ang aming paningin ay mabilis din siyang umilag. Hindi dahil sa galit o poot, kundi malinaw dahil sa takot. It hurt like a punch for me. That's the truth. But I realized it will take some time to heal our hearts from traumas. And maybe... I am one in her eyes.

“Tahan na, hija. Magpahinga ka.” Pumikit ako nang mariin at saka sunod-sunod na umiling. “Wala na akong mapupuntahan. Mag-isa na lang ako,” garagal kong sabi. “Kapag iniwan ko siya, wala na akong babalikan.” “Isasama kita. Tahan na. Sige na.” Pero hindi ako matigil-tigil sa pag-iyak. I was just so in pain. I was traumatized. I was tired. I blamed myself for all the things that happened.

Itinakip ko ang kamay ko sa bibig para pigilan ang malakas kong hikbi. You can't fix everything between us. Gideon, If I myself wasn't fixed. You can't turn back time. I lost everything. I lost everything, including my trust and feelings. I don't know how to get it back because I also lost myself. Hindi madaling magpatawad. Yung puso ko nagsusumigaw na paniwalaan at patawarin kita dahil alam kong hanggang ngayon, isang salita mo lang, bumibigay ako. Pero paano kita papatawarin agad kung malaking trauma ang naibigay saakin ng nakaraan? I was not selfish nor self-centered. My decisions always include my past. I lost everything.

Iniisip na baka duda pa rin ito sa totoong naganap sa kanila ni Zylah. “I’m not saying anything negative, Austin…” Napangiti ng malungkot si Belinda. “Naisip ko lang na minsan kasi being harsh is the only way para matapos agad ang trauma ng isang tao. Like the possibility na mapipilitan na lang siyang tanggapin ang lahat dahil tapos na at hindi na maibabalik pa. And then… all she can do is to move on.”

"Being abducted by the person you started to trust again isn't really easy. It can traumatize a person as hell. Pero sa nakikita ko ngayon, masasabi kong hindi trauma ang rason kung bakit ka ganiyan ngayon, hija. It seems like... you're hurting a lot. Hurt that is caused by... too much longing." Damang-dama ko ang pagbaon sa akin ng mga sinabing iyon ni Tita Carmen. It hit me right in the heart, and in the gut. Doon pa lang ay masasabi ko na agad at hindi ko an maipagkakaila na ang sinabi niya ay posibleng totoo. Especially assessing my mind and emotions as of now... Gosh.