Traumatizing Quotes Novels & Stories

Sulat ko sa board at muling ipinakita sa kanya. Ilang segundo kaming natahimik. Akala ko ay matatapos na pero may sinabi na naman siya. Why would people always bring up the things that might trigger someone's trauma? Hindi ba sila nag-iisip? Iba naman ang pinag-uusapan namin, malayo pero pilit niyang ipapasok 'yon. "How would they react when they found out you were a criminal?"

Chase I shoved him hard. Pinaghahampas ko ang kanyang dibdib—furious, trembling, eyes wild with everything I've held in for far too long. Again. Again. Fists colliding with his chest like maybe I could shake the memories loose—maybe I could punish him enough to silence the echo of his name in my head. "Fuck you!" "I fucking hate you!" "You're so full of yourself, you son of a bitch!" "You traumatized me! You fucking ruined me! I loathe you—I loathe you to death!"

"Because I ordered her to speak ill to someone I thought was the bad influence on our family, without knowing I'm making one out of myself." Naestatwa ako at lalong hindi nakakibo. Nalipat ang buong atensiyon ko kay Senyorita at nang nagtama ang aming paningin ay mabilis din siyang umilag. Hindi dahil sa galit o poot, kundi malinaw dahil sa takot. It hurt like a punch for me. That's the truth. But I realized it will take some time to heal our hearts from traumas. And maybe... I am one in her eyes.

“Tahan na, hija. Magpahinga ka.” Pumikit ako nang mariin at saka sunod-sunod na umiling. “Wala na akong mapupuntahan. Mag-isa na lang ako,” garagal kong sabi. “Kapag iniwan ko siya, wala na akong babalikan.” “Isasama kita. Tahan na. Sige na.” Pero hindi ako matigil-tigil sa pag-iyak. I was just so in pain. I was traumatized. I was tired. I blamed myself for all the things that happened.

Itinakip ko ang kamay ko sa bibig para pigilan ang malakas kong hikbi. You can't fix everything between us. Gideon, If I myself wasn't fixed. You can't turn back time. I lost everything. I lost everything, including my trust and feelings. I don't know how to get it back because I also lost myself. Hindi madaling magpatawad. Yung puso ko nagsusumigaw na paniwalaan at patawarin kita dahil alam kong hanggang ngayon, isang salita mo lang, bumibigay ako. Pero paano kita papatawarin agad kung malaking trauma ang naibigay saakin ng nakaraan? I was not selfish nor self-centered. My decisions always include my past. I lost everything.

Iniisip na baka duda pa rin ito sa totoong naganap sa kanila ni Zylah. “I’m not saying anything negative, Austin…” Napangiti ng malungkot si Belinda. “Naisip ko lang na minsan kasi being harsh is the only way para matapos agad ang trauma ng isang tao. Like the possibility na mapipilitan na lang siyang tanggapin ang lahat dahil tapos na at hindi na maibabalik pa. And then… all she can do is to move on.”

Karapat-dapat pa nga bang gamitin iyon para sa amin ni Damien gayong ganito na kalaki ang gusot sa pagitan namin? Nagpakawala ako ng malalim na hininga. "Being abducted by the person you started to trust again isn't really easy. It can traumatize a person as hell. Pero sa nakikita ko ngayon, masasabi kong hindi trauma ang rason kung bakit ka ganiyan ngayon, hija. It seems like... you're hurting a lot. Hurt that is caused by... too much longing."

Ayuko namang saka lang ikakasal kapag lumubo na ang tiyan ko. Sana lang wala ng problema pa at sana bumalik na ang alala ko. ______________ a/n: hi guys! Please take time to read my reminder: Huwag sana kayong masyadong magalit kay Celistine, kasi she was suffering too and just a victim of the cruelty of the world. I want you to be aware that there are people who's suffering what she's suffering right now because of trauma and afraid of being alone. So please don't hate her too much!

Nakagat ko ang ibabang labi dahil humahangos na ako sa galit sa sarili. "Crizel, hindi! Kundi yung binigay kong trauma sa tao, 'yon yung hindi ko makakaya! Yung mahirapan yung isang tao dahil sa akin, yung sisihin ng tao yung sarili niya dahil sa akin!" Humikbi ako nang maalala ko ang hitsura ni Laze ng mga pahanon na 'yon.

ramdam ko ang pag iwas niyang banggitin ang salitang birthday. Agad na nag tubig ang mga mata ko sa sinabi nita, Bahagyang kumirot ang dibdib ko. “I hope this doesn’t trigger your trauma, Tassy” napapaos niyang sambit sa akin. Tila takot na takot siyang isuot sa leeg ko ang kwintas na hawak niya. “I-it doesn’t trigger my traumas, Rocco” i assured him. Hindi ko man kita pero ramdam o na tumango siya bago niya sinuot sa akin ang kuwintas.