Truth Hurts Meaning Mga Nobela at Kwento

Mahinahon niyang tinapik at hinaplos ang likod ko. "I can't help it," hikbi ko. "Everytime I close my eyes, nakikita ko si Gerald na tinututukan ng baril ang Mommy mo. Nakikita ko ang Daddy mo na sumasalo ng bala para sa kaniya. Nakikita ko si Kimberly na bumabagsak sa sahig. Nakikita ko lahat. Paulit-ulit." "That's trauma. That's not the truth. Ang totoo, buhay tayo. Buhay tayong lahat. Dad is fighting. Kim is healing. Mom is strong. Malalampasan natin ito."

Kahit ba ilang ulit ko pang i*****k sa aking isipan na, nakalimutan ko na ang lahat. But it's a lie. Truth only hit my head into realization, and that freakin' truth, hurts so much than Hans' punches and kicks the last time I remembered him violently torturing me. It may seems like a vague memory of the past, but it's a lie if I deny it.

You think material things can replace how you made me feel? "Zarah, hindi ito tungkol sa nakaraan. I need someone I can trust, and I trust you. Please, just consider it," he pleaded. Pagak siyang tumawa sa harap nito. "Consider it? Luke, hindi mo ba naiintindihan? It’s not just about trust. It's about how you treated me, how you made me feel worthless." "I’m sorry for that, Zarah. Pero matagal na yon at gusto kong bumawi."

Itinakip ko ang kamay ko sa bibig para pigilan ang malakas kong hikbi. You can't fix everything between us. Gideon, If I myself wasn't fixed. You can't turn back time. I lost everything. I lost everything, including my trust and feelings. I don't know how to get it back because I also lost myself. Hindi madaling magpatawad. Yung puso ko nagsusumigaw na paniwalaan at patawarin kita dahil alam kong hanggang ngayon, isang salita mo lang, bumibigay ako. Pero paano kita papatawarin agad kung malaking trauma ang naibigay saakin ng nakaraan? I was not selfish nor self-centered. My decisions always include my past. I lost everything.

The sharp pain made my vision blur. “I swear, Dan... If anything happens to Haven again, you won’t be able to get near her ever again,” Hari warned, his voice cold and dangerous. His expression was a mix of anger and desperation, as if he was barely containing his rage. He turned his back to me, but not before shooting me one last venomous glare. “Congrats, you triggered her trauma.” Trauma? What does he mean? Hari’s words echoed in my head as he turned his back and began to walk away. I tried to piece together what he had said, but the pain from the punch and the swirling confusion made it difficult.

But love doesn't require age to know the meaning of it. "Maybe he thought that whenever he pushes me away, I'm not hurting. Siguro iniisip niya na ayos lang sa akin ang ginagawa niyang pagtulak. But the truth is, I'm hurting deep inside. It breaks my heart. And I'm aware that I am a fool for love because even if my heart breaks into pieces, it's okay, as long as it's him who will break it." I chuckled a little. Humawak ako sa dibdib ko na hanggang ngayon ay nasasaktan.

Everything would change, even the person you wouldn't expect to change, once their trust in you falls into bits. So, I think I should begin to be honest... and I will start unfolding the truth to the person who would possibly absorb the massive damage my lies could give her. Ngayon pa lang, humihingi na ako ng gabay sa Diyos na sana sa oras na mangyari na 'yon... magkaroon sana ng malawak ng pang-unawa si Kris tungkol sa dahilan kung bakit ako napilitan na makisiksik sa pamilya niya.

It was ten times harder than how Diane pushed me away a few months ago. I didn’t want to be bitter, but the word ‘hurt’ truly holds a lot more meaning than its usual definition. Pakiramdam ko ay isa iyong kutsilyong kung saan ang talim ay sinunog para lang unti-unting isaksak sa puso ko.

Truly, the truth hurts. Oh God, it hurts so much! Muli siyang napahikbi. Tapos na ang misyon ng pag-uwi niya. Alam na niya ngayon ang totoo. Now she has to live with that bitter truth no matter how hard it maybe. She was about to turn and walk away nang mapalingon sa direksyon niya si Rob. Agad itong humakbang palapit sa kanya ngunit mas mabilis siyang umalis sa kinalalagyan niya.

I told myself that once she came back I will accept everything kahit pa pahirapan nya ako, kahit pa ibalik niya lahat saakin ang sakit na ginawa ko sa kanya noon at kahit pa ipagmukha niya akong gago sa buong mundo tatanggapin ko. Tatanggapin ko ang kahit anong klaseng sakit ang ibigay niya sakin pero putangina! Hindi naman sana sa ganitong paraan. "Dude, give up." Sinamaan ko ng tingin si Trustin na mukhang lasing na ata. He looks so pathetic, pareho kaming problemado pero para sakin mas problemado ako, knowing his problem mas madali kumpara saakin. "Don't look at me like that, dude. Hindi pa ako lasing."