Whether You Want It Or Not นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Ngayon, kailangan kong isipin kung itutuloy ko pa ba itong nararamdaman ko o hindi na. ×××

“What do you want, Ai?” Pero hindi ko pa rin alam kung paano sabihin. “I…” I want you. But with no strings attached. How can I ever say that? “Ai?” Am I being crazy? “Like what I told you, you can use me all you want, Ai,” he whispered. Damn it.

reklamo nito sa akin. "So you don't want it?" tanong ko dito. "Hindi naman sa gano'n Tita, but I want something new po." "So you don't appreciate it?" Pangalawang tanong ko dito. "Medyo po." Nakakunot pa rin ang noo nito sa akin.

Nakangiting aniya. “Oh. Iniisip ko ba kung hahayaan ko ang sarili ko na gawin ang gusto nito o ano.” “Will it make you happy though?” Magiging masaya ba ako kung hahayaan ko na lang ang nararamdaman ko kay Nico? Gagaan ba ang loob ko kung hindi ko ito pipigilan? “Sa tingin ko ay oo.” “Then let your heart feel what it wants to feel. Hindi iyong dine-deny mo.”

"Don't you find it exhausting?" "Which one?" "This entire thing. This whole thing you want to do with me. You know that I am available right?" "I know. Which would also mean, it can be taken against me. So either you keep it a secret, or you don't have anything with me at all. That's the deal."

Tahimik lang siya, nakikinig. “Do you want to stay?” tanong niya, diretso pero walang pilit. Hindi ako agad sumagot. “I don’t know.” Ngumiti siya. “Then don’t decide tonight.” Tiningnan ko siya, parang gusto ko ng permission na magpakatotoo. “What if I want to?” Hindi siya nagdalawang-isip. “Then we’ll figure it out.” Medyo kinabahan ako, medyo kinilig. “You’re not going to ask me to come home?”

Paano niya ito matotolerate? "Do you really want to get this annulment or not?" Sobrang talas ng tono nito, at halatang masama ang timpla ng mukha. Walang pag-aalinlangang sumagot si Amanda, "Of course I want to, it's just that..."

"Aalis na kami at bukas mo na dalhin ang gamit mo dito." "Maari ba akong sumama sa inyo?" tanong ni Jona. Kung noon ay hindi na siya nagtatabong, ngayon ay kailangang baguhin niya ang sariling ugali.

To seduce him. Wait! What? Is she being insane again? Hindi kasali sa choices iyong huli, that's absurd! But then, kung paaakit then great! "WELL, IF YOU'RE going to ask me about it. . . I don't like it, I really don't."

Ang buhay mo? "Hindi ako interesado diyan..."