Tidak selalu berjalan baik-baik saja, rasa bosan yang sempat melanda membuatnya menjadi hilang arah. Meragukan rasa yang ada, dan menghancurkannya perlahan. Akan tetapi semuanya terhapus saat kekosongan datang. Kekosongan membentur keras diri, membuatnya tersadar akan satu hal. Ada yang hilang seperti kepingan puzzle yang tidak ada pada tempatnya.
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I sat in my room staring at the ceiling. Liam has refused me from doing anything and I'm bored already.
I looked at the time it was still ten in the morning. I had gone to his meeting earlier this morning to cause some drama.
I mean it's not my fault that there's nothing for me to do.
I smile as I remember the look of horror on those losers' faces when I threw my knife at Santino. He had it coming though so I can't say it's my fault.
My laptop was still playing the movie I'd chosen earlier. N*****x wasn't even helping me at this point.
I paused the movie and decided to have a shower. I walked into the bathroom and stared at myself in the mirror.
My eyes no longer had the usual bags under them. I looked better than before and I was grateful for that.
These past few weeks have been the most chaotic week in my life. Nothing prepared me for what I faced but I went through it anyway.
Ever since the attack, Liam has been overprotective concerning my health and it's beginning to get on my nerves because I'm not allowed to do anything.
I entered the bathtub and did my normal routine. When I was done, I dried myself and walked into the closet.
I stared at the array of clothes in front of me and an idea came to my mind.
Picking up a red lingerie, I put it on and walked towards my vanity. Sat down, picked up my favorite lotion, and moisturized my skin. I blow-dried my hair and sprayed my perfume.
Satisfied with my look, I smirked devilishly at the idea brewing in my head. I picked up my phone and messaged Liam quickly.
Pulling out my knife from the drawer I walked towards the window staring at the beautiful view ahead of me.
The sun was out today but not harsh. It was at the perfect temperature, not too hot.
I looked outside and saw different guards on duty standing in position. I rolled my eyes at this because this was all Liam's doing.
"What is it?" Liam asked as he opened the door looking all over me. I could see the emotion that ran down his face when he saw me.
Smirking, I walked towards him still twirling my knife in my hands. "Alice." He said putting his hands in his pocket. "What?" I asked innocently, running my knife through the length of his arm.
"You said there's an emergency, what is it?" He asked impatiently.
I could tell that he was still mad at me for the stunt I pulled earlier, but do I even care? I just wanted to ease the tension.
I dropped the knife and ran my hands through his arms, moving down past his stomach, heading to my favorite destination, but he grabbed my wrists, stopping me.
"Alice, you almost killed Santino and you made me look stupid in front of everyone." He said.
"Well, he deserved it." I shrugged and walked away out of his grip. "He should be lucky that I didn't slit his throat. Lord knows I won't miss such an opportunity next time." I scowled.
Suddenly, I felt Liam grab me from behind and pushed me against the wall. He slammed the door shut quickly with his foot and spoke.
"You think I was going to just let him go? You of all people know me too well because I was going to take him to the basement and deal with him.
But you just had to piss me off Alice." I looked into his eyes as he poured out his anger. I didn't even bother to struggle against his grasp.
"And what will you do about it, Liam?" I saw his eyes darken and he quickly pinned my hands above my head, using his other hand he trailed a finger from my lips, to my neck, and down to my breast.
"All sorts of things you could ever think of." He replied huskily. I smiled because this was what I wanted.
I moved my face closer to his, taking my time before finally capturing his lips. Our tongues clashed both trying to dominate but at the same time moving in sync.
We kept going till I won and that earned me a growl from him. He grabbed my ass and lifted me.
I wrapped my legs around him and he carried me to the bed, squeezing my ass and kissing my neck. Such a focused man.
He pushed me onto the bed and started removing his suit. I stared at him, lustfully biting my lips and touching myself. I was already dripping and becoming impatient.
He tugged off his suit while watching me. "Fuck Alice." He growled, before walking out of the room and slamming the door.
WHAT THE HELL??
I stared at the door in shock, trying to understand what just happened. But not too long he came back into the room.
"Why did you leave?" I frowned. "I had to tell them to leave." He smirked, walking over to me. "So where were we again?"
I smiled and pulled him down to my level. I kissed him ferociously and at the same time used my hands to pull his clothes off.
He worked on the buckle of his belt while I tore his shirt. Who has time to unbutton a stupid shirt?
We kept kissing, unable to get enough of each other. His hands traveled to my back unhooking my bra.
Once my breasts were out he grabbed them and started sucking on each of them.
"Fuck." I moaned. I ran my hands through his hair enjoying the things he was doing to me. His touch was rough but at the same time gentle.
He removed his tangled trousers and pulled his boxers too. Lord have mercy.
"Come on Liam, don't make me wait," I said, impatiently. "You need to learn to be patient." He said, smirking evilly.
"Fuck you, Liam," I muttered. "Of course, you'll be doing that soon." He chuckled. I grabbed him and started rubbing him which shut him up immediately.
Without wasting much time, he placed his tip at my entrance and thrust into me.
We both moaned at the same time as our bodies were warm and everything was perfect.
"Look into my eyes love, I want to see your face!" Those were the words he spoke to me as we both rode on our high.
His face held a promise to never leave me. He stared into my eyes like he was staring into my soul. This was what I have always longed for. Love.
"Fuck." He whispered as we both reached our ends. He collapsed on me and I lay still trying to breathe slowly. I felt satisfied and it was just pure bliss for me. We lay together and he kept rubbing my back.
Not even up to five minutes later he stood up. "Where are you going?" I asked. "I still have a meeting to attend to love." He said, heading towards the shower.
When he came out, picked a new suit from the closet and wore it. I stared at him shamelessly as he dressed up. He's got a nice ass.
He was about to walk out of the room when he turned and looked at me saying, "only call me for real emergencies, Alice."
I just stared at him innocently but then he gave me a serious look which made me chuckle and nod my head.
"Fucking naughty." I heard him mutter before stepping out.
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