Because I Could Not Stop For Death 소설 & 이야기

Now I can say that this will be my end. *******

Kung pwedeng lang tutuhanin ang pag kamatay malamang pati ako ay dinadalaw na ang puntod niya at sasabihin na "Buti naman at nag pahinga ka na wag kang mag alala hindi ko pababayaan ang asawa ko" Nag lalakad ako ngayon patungong bahay dahil nasira ang sasakyan ko parang may gago kasing gumalaw yun napatigil ako ng may biglang humila nalang sakin at mabilis akong sinuntok. Tang ina namang lalaking to gago talaga kahit kailan susugod na sana ako dito ng mabilis niyang tadyakan ang sikmura ko.

It looked like a pale scar, almost white against my skin, shaped so neatly na parang may nag-ukit nito habang tulog ako. Twenty-seven. I pressed my thumb over it. Mas lalong uminit. “Okay,” I breathed out. “Okay. So definitely not a dream.” Great. Amazing. Very comforting. I had twenty-seven days to stop a boy I barely knew from dying, and Death’s grand instruction was basically, say hi. Ang helpful. Ten out of ten. “Lyra!” tawag ulit ni Mama. “Gising na po!” I shouted, voice cracking.

Hinayaan ko na lamang ito at piniling mas gumilid pa dahil baka nahaharangan ko ang daanan nito, ngunit hindi naman ito umibis palagpas sa akin, kundi ay nag-dahan dahan lamang din ito ng galaw kaya hinayaan ko na lamang. Nang makalabas sa malawak na parking lot ay lumakas naman ako patawid. Huminto lamang ako at inantay na mag-red ang stop light. Huminga ako ng malalim saka tumingala. I feel so exhausted.

I hate waiting. *******

Hindi naka ligtas sa paningin ko ang pag tulo ng luha niya. 'Cause you are, you are The reason why I'm still hanging on 'Cause you are, you are The reason why my head is still above water Agad kong binasa ang naiisip niya. "Van.... Bakit wala ka ngayun dito? Nandito si Aphrodite pero wala ka." And if I could, I'd get you the moon And give it to you And if death was coming for you I'd give my life for you

This letter isn’t an ending. It’s not a goodbye. It’s simply an acknowledgment. Of the pause. Of the silence. Of the space where a story should have continued. And maybe, someday, it will. Maybe their story isn’t over, just waiting. Waiting for the right moment. The right words. The right version of me to finally tell it the way it deserves. Until then… Thank you for being part of their journey, even if it stopped too soon. And once again I’m truly sorry.

Ang bigat bigat nang loob ko pero kailangan kong maging matatag. Habang nakaupo sa harap nang bintana, nilalanghap ang malamig na simoy nang hangin, at walang ibang naririnig kung hindi ang mahinang tiktak ng orasan, at paalala na bawat segundo, lalo lang akong nalulunod sa kasunduang ito at sa mundong pinasok ko. Every second solidified my commitment to the deal. Nagbasa nalang ako nang libro upang mahimasmasan, nang bigla akong napahinto. Isang linya ang tumatak sa aking isip: "Every ending is just a beginning in disguise." —Craig D. Lounsbrough.

Why am i even here in the first place? I can't even find my own answer because of the messy beat of my heart.I hurtfully hold my breath and try hard to act as if i was asleep when the deepest silence suddenly falls.It was as if the clock stops ticking and the clacking of the boots stops right infront of my door.THEY'RE ALREADY HERE.

You don't own it. You don't finish it. You just keep finding your way through it—together—until even the darkest nights start making sense because someone is there beside you, pointing at the same stars, saying: "Look. We're still here." Imagine yourself beneath a vast, silent sky, holding the timeless wisdom of Socrates—urging you to truly examine your soul. Feel the gentle encouragement of Confucius' words: "It does not matter how slowly you go, as long as you do not stop." These truths invite you to start your own journey of discovery, patience, and resilience. No matter how slow your steps seem, each one brings you closer to understanding what truly matters. So, are you ready to take tha