Because I Could Not Stop For Death Novels & Stories

Or without letting me change my mind? I didn’t think. I grabbed my keys. The drive felt endless. Traffic lights felt personal. Red. Red. Red. “Move,” I muttered under my breath. My hands were shaking on the steering wheel. What am I even going to say? Stay? Don’t go? I choose you? Do I? The question hit hard. I gripped the wheel tighter. I don’t know what I choose. But I know I don’t want him leaving like this. Not blocked. Not silenced. Not erased quietly.

“ Why is it everytime you tell me you loved me, my heart just stop for a second. I think you’ll be the death of me.” “ Stop it!” Saway niya dito,sasabihan na sana na tumingin sa daan . Pero pagharap niya ay siyang panlalaki ng mga mata niya,napasigaw siya kasabay ng malakas niyang pagsinghap. ” Aki!” A sixteen wheeler truck is in the middle of the road,instead of driving on the side road. Sumalubong ‘yon sa kanila,nawalan na ito ng balanse.

Huminga siya ng malalim. “And it kills me that I’m the reason.”

I saw Father go to me with Izaac walking aimlessly with his grandfather's support. "STOP THEM! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!" I-It hurts! I can't bear the pain! It---kills me! It was like my heart was being sliced. And squeezed. Needles in my heart. I couldn't breathe. It's so excruciating! And with the last pound, my breathing stops and so the beating of my heart. I stared to the white marble tiles.

Chapter 42 In life, you really have to accept that something happened because it is destined to happened, and you can't do anything about it. But for you to able to fix yourself is to accept and move on from what happened yesterday. Face tomorrow with a smile on your face and overcome your problem with a courage in your heart. The key of moving on: Acceptance. Without acceptance, we cannot find perfect composure. No words can express how much his death hurt me, No words can express how much I hate them, and No words can express how much I want to kill them.

Is this about my parents' death case? Bumuga ako ng hangin bago pinikit ang aking mata. I should not thinking about that. Yeah. Sa halip ay inalala ko na lamang si Azazel. He can do it. I know that. Sadyang kinakabahan lang talaga ako para sa kaniya. Iminulat ko ang aking mata ng maramdaman ko ang pagtigil ng sasakyan. Tumigil kami sa isang coffee shop. El Galde?

Bumuga ako ng marahas na hangin tsaka tinapik tapik ang pisnge ko. I can still drive right? END OF CHAPTER 55

“We will be together always, to infinity and beyond, until forever.” Hindi na napigilan ng luha kong tumulo. Tumango-tango ako sa kanya. Tama nga ako, he is hurt because of me. All he is wanted is to be with me but I was the one who kept on pushing him away every time I saw a vision of his death, I didn’t notice that he is also hurt that I was the one who is killing him inside.

I have faith on him. I just want to die but my body doesn't wants the idea of it, gusto ko nang mamahinga dahil hindi ko na talaga kaya ang susunod pa nilang mga atake sapalagay ko may mga bali na akong buto sa katawan ko. Nang hahayaan ko na silang lumpuhin ako ay siya namang pagkarinig ko sa sunod sunod na mga putok ng baril. *****

I waited. I waited for it to hit me but damn this car! It stopped! Patuloy pa rin sa pagtulo ang luha ko nang tumayo at pinaghahampas ang harap ng sasakyan. “Just fucking kill me!” I continue to hit it even though I’m already hurting my own hands. “Kill me now!” “Fev!” “Kill me!” “Fevianna!” I was stopped when I heard that familiar voice. It was dark already but when he got near me, that was the time I almost lost my energy.