Broken-hearted Meaning Novels & Stories

singhal niya saka pumasok na sa banyo. Sa totoo lang, bukod sa kanyang hangover ay masakit din ang kanyang puso. Three months na siyang brokenhearted. Hindi pa rin niya matanggap na iniwan siya ni Paulette ng gano’n gano’n lang.

Tumango lang si Enrico at hinayaan na siyang umalis. Taas baba ang dibdib niya, pilit na pinapakalma ang sarili. He won't know how much her heart hurts. It was as if someone had grabbed an axe and ripped open her chest, severing her heart into two pieces and leaving her body damaged. Her heart was filled with blood. She gripped the broken heart in her hands, writhing in agony as she noticed that each petal was still actively flowing. “Enrico..." nulong ni Carmina sa kanyang puso, “We are a good couple, how can we just divorce?”

CHAPTER 90 – “Then Break With Me” “If he ruined me on purpose, then why did losing him feel worse than betrayal?” Tahimik ang mundo, pero sa loob ko—parang sumasabog lahat. Hindi dahil sa lakas ng tunog. Kundi dahil sa katahimikan pagkatapos ng katotohanan.

Dapat ba tayong magbigay ng space sa sarili natin para mag-enjoy ng solitude? Naga-stagger na ako. Sobrang whiskey na inom ko ng walang control. Pathetic na ata ako ngayon at hindi ko na alam ano susundin. Parang naliligaw na ako. Ganito ba kasakit yung heartbreak? Baka totoo nga sinabi ni Bri; sobrang bilis ko mag-decide tungkol kay Kay. Lahat ng ginawa ko, dahil siguro sa effect ng heartbreak.

Pero habang hinahabol ko ang hininga ko ay maas lalonngn tumitindi ang sakit na nararamdaman ng puso ko. "Hindi na mababago ang nangyari. Just like how the aftermath cannot be undone. You broke me and it crushed me into a million pieces. Pinagsisisihan kong minahal kita, " kalmado ngunit puno ng diin niyang bigkas. His words hits me more like insults adding more pain to my injured heart. I closed my eyes and slowly, without thinking much, I kneeled on the floor.

“Sasha, I’m sorry. But I already made this clear to Red. Sinabi ko na sa kaniya na wala na talagang pag-asa pa para sa amin. I already let him go years ago. Ilang beses ko na rin siyang tinutulak palayo, but… but h-he’s so stubborn that he won’t listen to me--” “Because your actions speaks the otherwise! Sinasabi mong pinapalayo mo siya sa ‘yo, but you’re doing the opposite! Your actions are inviting his broken heart to come back to you. Kaya paano ka niya tuluyang makakalimutan kung palagi siyang umaasa sa mga kilos mo?” Napahilot ako sa sentido. Indeed, a broken heart is a stubborn heart. A broken heart refuses to believe the reality and chooses what it wanted to believe.

"You know I could get used to this feeling, Karina. I could get used to everything about you again. It was heartbreaking for me when you left so I could not afford for another one. That might not be so masculine to say but it's the truth there. You might become my habit again and I will not dare break another one again. It's leaving me useless." Nag-uulap na ang mga mata ko kaya hindi na ako sumagot. I let the silence fill the void because what else can I say? That if he was heartbroken then what about me? Was I shattered? Or was I just simply dead inside? I can't feel for years for trying to find the will to forgive. I can't smile genuinely because there's nothing real to me. I was drained

The pain of waiting for him, hoping against hope, had taken its toll on me. "Kung siguro nasusukat lang ang heartache siguro andun na ako sa maximum level," I continued, tears streaming down my face. It felt like my heart had reached its breaking point, unable to bear the weight of unrequited love any longer. I had been holding on for so long, hoping that things would change, but it seemed like I had reached my limit.

P'wede ba 'yon? "Hindi naman sa lahat ng bagay pakikipagbreak up ang madalas ng heartbreak no. Na-broken hearted na rin ako. 'Yun iyong hindi ako tinuturing na normal na tao ng lahat. Bakit ikaw alam mo rin ba? Ni wala ka ngang maalala eh." Nawala ang ngiti at tawa niya sa sinabi ko, para siyang tinamaan. Ngumisi siya bago napayuko, ilang segundo rin kaming natahimik. Nailang ako dahil hindi naman siya talaga tahimik na tao. I cleared my throat. "Okay move on na. So iyon na nga broken hearted ka. Sige sabihin mo sa akin ang mararamdaman ng broken hearted."

Napatawa tuloy ako, panira talaga ito ng moment. "Grabeh ka ha, hindi naman ako umiiyak noh,” natatawa kong sabi. Paano naman ako naging mas malubha pa sa isang broken hearted? Hindi naman ako umiiyak o kaya nag-oover react. Napakamalisyosya niya talaga, nag-eemote lang naman `yong tao. Gusto ko lang naman mafeel `yong pain, joke lang ayoko kayang masaktan.