Novel & Cerita Can't Let You Go

“And I'm still, willing to wait for you because I know--” “You can't wait for my love anymore but you can wait for the true love with someone...” Malungkot niyang sabi. Fuck! My heart is breaking apart! Again and again! “Just let me go. I don't want seeing you like this anymore.” He continued said. I blinked and tears fell from my eyes. L-let go?! “No! No! Don't be like this, I know there's cure just please don't give up. If I let you go what about you?” Umiiyak na tanong ko sakanya.

napataas ako ng kilay dahil sa haba ng silence na iyon ay heto lang ang sasabit niya. "Then just let this one slide because i am saying no"sarcastic kong bulong na narinig niya pala. "Not this one,Clayton.You know this one is a good deal"yeah i know.Of course ,alam kong kahit anong hilingin ko sa Reyna ay kaya na niyang ibigay. "There are certain people you just can't be with and sometimes to make yourself be better you gotta let them go.As much as you wanted to keep them ,maybe they wanted to fled away"okay ? Why is he being so dramatic.

Parang pinipiga ang puso ko sa sobrang sakit na nararamdaman ko. "i am so sorry but you have to let me go.....Let me go Caitlin and please be happy" i bit my lower lip harder. Naramdaman ko ang daham dahang pagluwag ng mga braso niya sa akin. Nalasahan ko ang kalawang na nagmumula sa aking dumudugo nang labi. Damn it, why it is so hard to breath? Bakit ba ang sakit sakit pakawalan siya? i can't.. I just can't!

Panandaliang katahimikan ang namayani. "This is why I can't get married yet."

Gusto kong makita niya na pinagsisisihan ko ang lahat ng 'yon. Masakit man, pero... Unti-unti kong tinatanggap sa sarili ko na wala ng pag-asa. Na hindi ako ang makakabuo sa kaniya kahit ako ang sumira sa kaniya noon. And I admit, it's painful as hell! How painful that you need to let go of the person you really want to stay. That, you don't have any choice but to let go of her in order to make her happy. It's painful to see her, holding by someone else...

It’s too impossible. It’s hard to let you go, but it all ends here. I’m ending everything between the two of us now, for real… and I mean it. Hanggang dito na lang talaga tayo. I’m sorry for writing all of these in a letter, I guess I just don’t have the courage to face you anymore. I hope I’ve made myself clear. Huwag na nating ipilit ang mga bagay na malabo nang mangyari. Please, for the sake of my happiness… huwag ka nang lalapit pa ulit sa akin!

Kaya nakapagpasya na ako. It's time to let go... Goodbye, my first love...

"You have one week to make me hate you. That's the only way I can let you go." "So please, fucking hurt me my wife"

"But you need him more than you love him." I licked my lower lip. "I'm going to give dad, Guzman, and Kuya Stan the pain they deserve." Umiling siya at hinawakan ang kamay ko. "Hija, sometimes you just have to let it go." Let it go? Gusto kong matawa.

damn it. "Are you in pain?" Galit ko syang tiningnan, gusto ko syang bulyawan at suntukin sa panga pero di ko magawa masayado nang masakit ang nasa pagitan ng hita ko. "Let go of me," "I won't let you go, you're already here in my house and I'm not planning of letting you go."