Cruelness の小説・ストーリー

And this is fucking bad! All this time, torturing and killing without mercy became second nature to me and the work I learned to love. Pinahirapan ko kung nasaan ako ngayon. It earned me respect from my associates and fear from my enemies. I thought it was enough, but I feel empty and not content with everything. Parang may kulang.

"Fudge.... fudge!" Paulit-ulit akong nagmura sa utak ko. I'm not really the kind of person who curses a lot. But if something like this happens, what else can I do other than murmur unpleasant words to express my unpleasant feelings? Kaya pala nakaka-intimidate siya. Kaya pala naiilang ako kanina. Kaya pala. But he just looks so young kaya inakala kong kaklase ko lang siya!

Masyadong maselan. Iminulat ko ang akin mata at nakita kong magkadikit ang mga labi namin. Kita ko na nakapikit si Anus at hindi gumagalaw. Muli ay pumikit ako at hindi ko alam sa'kin sarili bakit ako mismo ang magsisimulang halikan siya kahit na unang karanasan ko lang sa bagay na ito. Lumaban din siya sa mga halik ko at nararamdaman ko ang kamay niya ay kung saan-saan humahawak sa kung ano man parte ng katawan ko. Para akong nakaramdam ng init at kilit sa kaloob looban ko. Magkadikit pa rin ang mga labi namin hahang naglalaban at para bang may hinahanap. Maya-maya pa ay bumaba ang kaniyang halik sa'kin leeg na lalong nakapag-painit sa'kin nararamdaman. Nakaramdam na rin ako ng kaba, dahil

They love to hurt and control you. Narcs are sadistic. Your soul is reacting to their soullessness and evil. That's why you deeply need to get away.

Hindi naman pwedeng sumulpot na lang ako bigla sa harapan nito ay yakapin ito na para bang walang nangyari. "You torture yourself." Di ko siya nilingon. Alam ko ang ginawa ko sa sarili ko. "Kung ito ang paraan para malayo siya sa akin piligro ay gagawin ko ito ng paulit-ulit at walang pagdadalawang-isip." "Pareho ninyong sinasaktan ang isa't-isa!" madiin nitong sigaw sa akin. Napaluha ako, dahil sa sitwasyon naming dalawa ngayon ni Clyde.

Son of a bitch! Michael didn't seem to be able to wait any longer. He was so enraged as his face turned into crimson red, he couldn't keep his composure any longer. Not anymore, and certainly not for another fucking minute! He tightened his teeth and clenched his fists in rage. With the wrath storming inside his chest, Michael could probably be capable of killing them all with his bare hands.

Nakakaramdam na rin siya ng uhaw at mukhang ito ang magiging dahilan ng kanyang pagkamatay. “Am I cruel?” Mahina itong natawa. “I took care of your stupid twins even knowing they are my worst enemy’s children. I took care of you when you got into that stupid accident that wasn’t meant for you in the first place. And you still call me cruel? Be thankful I didn’t slit that child’s throat when I have the chance to do so.”

Deep inside she was tormented and in excruciating pain specially her heart, kinaya niya lahat hanggang matugunan ko ang aking ninanais na kasiyahan ang pasakitan siya dahil sadista ako, marahas, at walang puso. I need to that to redeem myself sa aking madilim na pagkain.Ginawa kong pain si Jayda upang palayain ang aking sarili.This is my wild sadism that any woman whom I fall in love with, will have to go this cruel process in order to pass my evil whims.