Dear Future Self Letter 소설 & 이야기

Your Future Love, T.E.F ... Hi Love, I decided to give you my letters. Kaya lang napakarami mo namang tagahanga sa school. Hindi na magkasya ang sobre ko sa locker mo kasi marami silang palihim na naglalagay. Kaya isa-isa ko silang ilalagay bawat araw. Special paper ang ginamit ko rito, para na rin mapansin mo. Your Future Love,

Inunahan na naman ako ng luha ko. “Pwede kang lumapit sa akin noon. Noon pa man, alam ko nang may future kang bata ka. Matalino, mabait at alam mo kung anong direksyon ang patutunguhan mo. May pangarap ang mga mata mo.”

Goodbye means forever and forever is a long time. Ano pa ba? Take care of Zach and your baby, you're a damn lucky family. Zach is your one and true love. Trust me, he loves you more than anything. And Ivan, I almost forgot about him. Please, thank him of what he did for us. Even though he's such a cocky pervert human being, he's still a good guy for me. So.. I think I need to search first how to end this freaking sister letter. Instead of saying goodbye, I'll tell you. See you again in the future. I will always be proud of you. Ego Semper Amabo Te.

I wished I could tell her everything. Every single detail. Every morning I forced myself out of bed because I couldn't afford to stop living. Because my parents no longer had the chance to. I swallowed those words. Especially because what I was saying wasn't only for myself anymore. It was also for her. "That no matter how bad your past is, you can still move on from it if you're willing to replace it with something better. Sometimes it's good to let go and create new memories that you can cherish in the future."

Saka yung aspeto na na-enjoy mo ba yung pagkadalaga mo. Sa may mga Jowa. Hayaan mo munang makapag-ipon si Jowa ng maayos para nga sa future. At kapag di nakapag-ipon, breakan na yan. Hahaha. Joke lang. Motivate him kung ano nga ba ang naghihintay sa future niyong dalawa. Si Jeff masipag, kahit may tricks pa ngang nalalaman. Atleast kumikilos.

I regretted every word that i say. Lahat naman siguro tayo hahantong sa ganito, but mine was really messed up at wala ako sa hwisyo habang sinasabi ko ang mga iyon. Nag-sisi man ako but, that taught a lot of lessons, lessons i could apply in my future. Maybe, i'll be better person tomorrow. I can be a better person everyday for my tomorrow.

* Dear Jony, I know this is not the last entry na isusulat ko. Pero sa tingin ko, ito ang pinakamaganda sa lahat nang naisulat ko dahil dito ko isusulat ang aking gusto sabihin sa ’yo na nahihiya akong sabihin sa ’yo ng harapan. Jon, I want you to understand me. I want you to keep this letter. I want you to keep your promise. Jon, I know you love me so much and so do I. Alam kong darating iyong araw na maramdaman nating hindi na natin mahal ang isa’t isa. Darating iyong araw na magkaroon tayo ng problema na sa tingin natin ay ang paghihiwalay na ang sulosyon niyon. Alam kong darating iyong araw na magagalit ka ng sobra sa akin at ganoon ako sa ’yo. Darating iyon araw na magkakasala ka sa aki

I was more than surprised that he had childhood letters for me, too. I dried my eyes and continued reading. Mahal na mahal na mahal kita, Fia. Sobrang mahal na mahal na wala akong ibang naiisip araw-araw kundi ang buhay na kasama ka. I do not wish to be apart from you. And I have no other dream right now than having to spend the rest of my life with you and our future kids. I look forward to our days sleeping and waking into each other's arms. I look forward to more mind-blowing lovemaking and wet kisses from you. I look forward to growing old with you and raising our kids with the home that we both dreamt of sharing. I look forward to living our lives together through the good and the bad.

"Anyone else in the class who's not interested in my lesson just like her? You can get out of my class; I don't waste my time teaching someone who's not into learning. It's like forcing a dog to read." Tumawa sila sa huli niyang sinabi. Hindi ako nagsalita, kahit gusto ko siyang sagutin. Baka ibagsak niya si Soledad kapag binara ko siya ngayon. I know him; he's capable of ruining someone's future. Itinago ko ang dalawa kong kamay sa ilalim ng desk at kumuyom para pigilan ang sarili ko. Halos mapunit ang paldang suot ko sa sobrang higpit ng hawak ko do'n. "Don't be confident that your parents can support all your needs and caprices because, at the end of the day, life is about you. You should

bulong ni Gerald habang binubuhat niya ang kanyang past self at nakangiti. Ang plano niya ay ang itago ng mabuti ang kanyang past self at pagkatapos nito, buburahin niya ang mga alaala ni Gerald tungkol sa pangyayari upang maipagpatuloy niya ang kanyang buhay makalipas ang isang linggo. Kapag nagawa na iyon, ang future Gerald ay mawawalan ng isang problema na hindi na niya kailangang alalahanin pa. Makalipas ang halos kalahating oras, nakapagpalit na ng damit si future Gerald suot ang kanyang dating damit at hindi na niya hawak ang snakeskin bag.