Novel & Cerita Dear Future Self Letter

We all deserved to rise from the ashes of the past and be the better version of ourselves for the present and in the future. THE END

Just do not give up and keep going. As much as I wanted to tell you everything using this letter, I just couldn’t. I have no enough time. We have no enough time. I know time will come and you will know the truth. The truth about yourself, and your family. Your father and I are very sorry because we are not by your side while knowing everything and I am hoping that you will accept it. Everything is ready, the truth is only waiting for you. I love you, baby. Your Mama and Papa love you so much. We know that you will grow a beautiful, kind, sweet, and nice woman and will be a great leader someday. We love you always.

Hindi ko kayang makita siyang masaktan nang dahil sa akin. Kinabukasan, habang nasa business meeting si Wilbert, kinuha ko ang maliit kong bag. Inayos ko ang lahat ng gamit ko sa condo. May iniwan akong maliit na sulat sa lamesa. Dear Wilbert, Thank you for everything. But you deserve someone who can give you a future I can't promise. I'm sorry for leaving without saying goodbye.

Thank you sa lahat. I won't delete our messages kasi feeling ko babalikan ko rin 'to whenever I need to or feel it. So ayun? Sana sa future makilala kita personally kahit as a friend. If ever magkita tayo, kwentuhan mo ko sa magiging lovelife and career mo ha? Fighting palagi! Study hard and I hope you'll have a great future ahead! I won't forget you and your fast replies. You'll always be the 6'3 cutie bebi that I met on the internet. Hart hart! Sincerely,

Hanggang sa umabot na yung microphone dito at ako na yung magsasalita tinanggap ko naman yung mic. "Para sa akin ang bagay na nagrerepresent sa akin is Clock or kaya anything na related sa time. Kasi I consider myself na parang takot ako na dumating ang future. You know something like chronophobic or what. Although nilolook forward ko yung future pero still, hindi ko maiwasan mag doubt. Like kung saan ba ako dadalhin ng future? Anong gagawin ko? May mararating kaya ako? Somehow medyo naiingit ako sa iba sa inyo kasi parang you are all sure kung anong path itetake niyo, nafifigure out niyo na yung plans niyo, yung goals niyo tapos sa akin unclear pa. Hanggang ngayon di parin ako sure sa kukun

Kailangan kong isipin na ikaw at ako hanggang sa huli. Paalam. Lagi kang nasa puso ko, ngayon at magpakakailanpaman. I want you to know I wish you all the best. You have a lot of great qualities that will serve you well in the future. Let's try to remember the good times, let go of our present miseries, and have the common sense to move on. Always be your baby, Jinx

“Nawawala ang anak natin. Do you think our future selves won’t be worried? Nag iisip na siguro sila ng paraan para maibalik siya sa hinaharap.” “Uhm.” naipilig ko ang aking ulo na napaisip na naman ng malalim. “Baka hindi.” Napatingin ulit siya sa akin kunot ang noo na nausisa sa nasabi ko. “Anong ibig mong sabihin?” “Malamang sinadya ng sarili natin sa hinaharap na ipadala siya dito sa atin sa kasalukuyan.” “Bakit naman natin iyon gagawin? They’re so incredibly irresponsible.” taas ang boses na sabi niya.

Hindi niya daw ako masikmura. "Hah..." matabang akong tumawa sa aking sarili. "Darating din ang araw na kakainin mo lahat ng sinabi mo sa akin. That I promise." For now, ito munang exam ang pagkakaablahan ko. I have a bright future ahead of me. It's better na maaga ko itong na experience atleast next time I can rely more on myself. I know better how to read the signs. "Agnes, napatawag ka? Kamusta? Naka unli call ka ba?"

Kung nandito lang sana si Max. Andito ako ngayon sa kwarto para gumawa ng Letter bilang regalo ko kay Jaxxon. Nasa kanya na ang lahat kaya naisipan kong Letter nalang at surprise na rin. 'I will always be the girl who will always stay with you at your lowest, the only girl who will only stay with or without money. Will stay without asking you for luxurious things. And the only girl that you can count on anytime.' ' Y E S '

"Bye po. Una na ako" Dali-dali akong nakipagsiksikan sa ibang pasahero at walang lingon sa kanila. Bastos man pero aanhin ko yan kung hindi ako makakarating sa destinasyon ko sa tamang oras? Future ko ang nakasalalay dito. Hindi ko alam kung nasa Upper Class ba ang future ako o nasa Lower Class pa rin. Dapat before mag-end ang year, may trabaho na ako. That's my goal. Aja!