Feeling Loved 소설 & 이야기

I am still in love with you I got carried away by his warmth that I did not realize I had fallen asleep. The feeling was unfathomable. I feel like no one could ever lay a finger on us anymore. I feel like there is a strong and great shield built around us that no one could ever break in.

"Until you'll feel that it's already controlling you and you can't imagine your life without that person. Ganoon yung naramdaman ko kay Ariston noon, despite his past. Despite all the bad things he said about himself." "That's love. It can sneak up on you, changing everything in ways you never expected, even though you know that person will only inflict pain. You will still give it a try, lalo na pag huli na, and that person has already turned your world upside down and made you feel things you didn't know you were capable of feeling." "Kahit mali sa isipan mo, may parte mo na sinasabing tama pa rin ang nararamdaman mo, at 'yon ay ang puso mo."

Pero bat nalilito ako? I feel something weird if Im with my Felix but--- why did I feel the same way when Im with my Bestfriend, Rence? Can somebody tell me? WHAT IS TRUE LOVE? Ano tong narar amdaman ko? ************************************ Define love? Love is parang pag-iigib. Sa huli lang ang sakit at pagod. VOTE AND COMMENT

That's what I guess made me do the thing I will forever regret forever, ending my life. I don't know what love is. And when it's time that I feel the strange feeling inside my heart I don't know how to handle it. Same with happiness, I don't know what it is. But as time passed by, I realized that happiness and love are like perfume. Yeah, a good smelling perfume that you can't pour unto others without getting few drops for yourself. That I should feel it first, smell the scent of it and experience what it is before I can offer it to everyone.

Ganun ka lakas, mabuti nalang din gamay na gamay ko na ang paglilinis kaya mabilis akong matatapos. Nang makapasok ako dito sa trabaho, parang unti unti ko nang nalimutan ang galit at sakit sa puso ko. Marunong na akong i control ang feelings ko. Di na ako madaling maiyak. Mas masakit pala yung pag galing sa pamilya 'yong cause kung bakit ka nasasaktan. Love from a family is for forever, kaya ganon nalang kasakit pag nag-aaway away kayo.

Pero hindi ko rin sigurado kung love naba itong nararamdaman ko o paghanga lang. “Hindi ko alam eh. Ano ba ang pakiramdam ng in-love? Paano mo ba malalaman kung love naba iyon?” sagot ko “Siguro pag naramdaman mong special na sya para sayo. Yung unang kita mo palang may special kanang naramdaman para sa kanya. Yung masaya ka kapang nakikita mo sya at nakakasama. Yung hindi mo namamalayan na parang nasasaktan ka kapag may nakita kang kasama siyang iba. Para sa akin, yun nayun.”

Nang makapasok sa kwarto ay humiga sya sa tabi ng nobyong mahimbing paring natutulog sa kama nya. Siniksik nya ang mukha sa dibdib ng nobyo at niyakap ang kamay nya sa beywang ntoi. Awtomatikong niyakap rin sya nang naramdaman ang presensya nya. "I love you baby.. " rinig nya na bulong nito sa uluhan nya.

Marahan na naglapat ang aming labi, at sa sandaling paglalapat na 'yon ay naramdaman ko ka-agad ang walang sawang pagmamahal ni Johan para sa akin. We've started into friendship, and I think that's the cutest for the couple to start with. Kung ano ano na ang napagsamahan namin, but yet here were are, both or us are now happy with each other's arms. And I wish, we stay like this, until the very end.

Siguro ganiyan iyong mga naririnig niya tungkol sa love. "Alam mo Luke may naririnig ako minsan tungkol sa love. Ang love daw ay dumarating kapag hindi mo inaasahan. Bigla mo na lamang daw mararamdaman at masasa na ay ganito pala ang pag ibig ang sarap sa feeling?" tila kinikilig na saad ni Trisha." Kailan ko kaya mararanasan iyon?" saad ni Trisha na tila ba nangangarap habang nakangiti.

"Yes, Jammie," "Love to live and live to love." "Okay, thank you. So, what does that mean? It means loving someone will give you a meaning to your life, you would want to live for the person, which gives strength from within." Basa ko. "Gaya na lang sa mga may boyfriend at girlfriend na ngayon, hindi ba at ganiyan ang nararamdaman niyo? Mas mabibigyan ng meaning ang buhay niyo kapag kasama niyo ang mga taong mahal niyo." Naghiyawan naman sila.