Novel & Cerita God Fearing Meaning

Especially if he discovered my deception, my manipulation, my plan for revenge? Fear gnawed at me, a cold, relentless dread that threatened to consume me. The carefully constructed facade, the calculated confidence, the unwavering resolve— they all crumbled in the face of this raw, visceral fear. My safety, my well-being— they were suddenly precarious, uncertain, threatened. The escape, the revengpe— they seemed increasingly distant, increasingly elusive.

His tone is laced with mockery and threat. Tumalim ang tingin ko kay Agamemnon dahil sa kanyang mga sinabi. Fear enveloped me dahil hindi malayong gagawin niya iyon. But I still wish that he is just threatening and he will not do it. Kahit yung pagkakaton na lang na nakasama namin siya ay kaawaan niya si Aiden at huwag ng galawin pa. But he's a devil himself.

Dahan-dahang pinakawalan ang hangin sa mga baga ko. They say my husband-to-be is a hellhound. That he can figure out your deepest fear in minutes and use it against you. I guess it becomes easy to detect fear—become well-acquainted with it, even—when so many people are afraid of you. But I’m not one of them. I’m not afraid of him. And I think he knows it, too. Right from the very beginning, my fear was never for myself. It was for the people I cared about. It’s why I stepped in front of Papa and Atticus that day at the engagement, and it’s why I stepped in front of Beny today.

Never kong in-expect na manggagaling mismo sa bibig niya ang ganong mga salita, ang magtiwala sa Diyos. Pero ngayon… ngayon na nakatali sa kaba ang puso ko, hindi ko magawang magbiro. Hindi ko magawang kontrahin pa. Kasi totoo, sobra ang takot ko para kay Mommy. At totoo rin na kahit anong gawin ng tao, may mga bagay na si Lord lang ang makakagawa.

Takot lang talaga. The kind of fear na nananatili sa katawan kahit tapos na ang danger. Naputol thoughts ko nang biglang sumigaw si Deya. “AUNTIE LORA!” “Hm?” “Dion said frogs don’t have feelings!” Napalingon ako agad kay Dion. “Excuse me?” “They’re frogs,” depensa niya agad. Tumayo ako dramatically. “Children,” sabi ko habang nakapatong kamay ko sa dibdib ko, “all creatures deserve emotional respect.”

Takot to lose this person, takot to make this person mad and sad. Before he met her, fear was just a word. Hindi niya kilala ang takot dahil siya mismo ang nilalang na magdadala at magbibigay takot sa kung sinumang humarang o umepal sa daraanan niya. Dahil simula no'ng makilala niya si Mia, he wished nothing but all the best for her. Gusto niyang parati itong masaya at ngumingiti, pero may mga pagkakataon talaga na hindi niya kayang iwasan na mangyari. Which makes his life journey more entertaining and challenging, yet very dangerous and scary.

I shrugged. "My point is. I know what I am getting into, Lev. Alam kong baliw ka, masungit. Mya OCD. Germophobic. May haphephobia. Mafia boss with a killer body to go along with the bad boy image. My ultimate bonus, if I may add. Plus you have this huge, Breephobia." "Stop terrorizing words. Walang Breephobia." "Meron na. Hindi mo nabasa sa diyaryo or na-watch sa news." I feigned innocence. Enjoying Lev's calm and bright face.

bulong niya. "It's tempting, Jewel. And it feels good," bulong ni Gideon. "But the downside of it is that... it will lead you to your own death." Bumuntong-hinga ito. "It's normal to have fear. But there is this kind of fear that is good. And this fear is the fear of God. It keeps you from sinning against God."

Sobrang higpit. Parang kung luluwagan niya iyon, tuluyan siyang babagsak. Natigilan si Theo, saka marahang yumakap pabalik. Isinubsob niya ang mukha sa dibdib nito. “Fiona, you’re scaring me.” Pumikit siya. “Good. Dapat matakot ka. Dahil ako, Theo, takot na takot na,” aniya sa isip.