Hated By Life Itself Lyrics Novels & Stories

I know sometimes I can be very boring selfish and headstrong I am not impressive I am not perfect I know I can not give you much I am not wealthy I am still struggling to build a life But all I want is to cherish you To be your shelter and your home To share the joy and the blessing To spend my lifetime loving you For you are my Queen Your smile healed my wounded heart Your sincerity shone through my darkest days Your kindness changed my mistaken path

See it's very divine, You one of a kind. But you mush up my mind, You walk to get declined. Oh Lord... My baby is driving me crazy. You're way too beautiful girl. That's why it'll never work. You'll have me suicidal, suicidal. When you say it's over. Damn all these beautiful girls. They only wanna do your dirt. They'll have you suicidal, suicidal. When they say it's over....

I wonder, wouldn't it be nice To live inside a world that isn't black and white? I wonder what it's like to be my friends Hope that they don't think I forget about them I wonder, I wonder Right before I close my eyes The only thing that's on my mind Been dreaming that you feel it, too I wonder what it's like to be loved by you, yeah I wonder what it's like I wonder what it's like to be loved by I wonder why I'm so afraid Of saying something wrong, I never said I was a saint I wonder, when I cry into my hands

Akhirnya gw ambil gitar dari kamar, duduk menghadap Anna dan mulai bernyanyi sambil menghafal lirik yang hampir gw lupa. Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes Come on and come to me now Don't be ashamed to cry Let me see you through 'cause I've seen the dark side too When the night falls on you You don't know what to do Nothing you confess Could make me love you less I'll stand by you I'll stand by you Won't let nobody hurt you I'll stand by you So if you're mad, get mad Don't hold it all inside Come on and talk to me now

For all the times I felt cheated, I complained You know how I love to complain For all the wrongs I repeated, though I was to blame I still cursed that rain I didn't have a prayer, didn't have a clue Then out of the blue God gave me you to show me what's real There's more to life with just how I feel And all that I'm worth is right before my eyes And all that I live for though I didn't know why Now I do, 'cause God gave me you For all the times I wore my self pity like a favorite shirt

“Du du du du du du du du du Understand the things I say Don't turn away from me 'Cause I've spent half my life out there You wouldn't disagree Do you see me? Do you see? Do you like me? Do you like me standing there? Do you notice? Do you know? Do you see me? Do you see me? Does anyone care? Unhappiness Where's when I was young And we didn't give a damn 'Cause we were raised To see life as fun And take it if we can My mother, my mom She hold me, she hold me When I was out there? My father, my fathe He liked me, oh, he liked me Does anyone care? Understand what I've become It wasn't my design And people everywhere think something Better than I am But I miss you, I miss 'Cause I liked it 'Caus

Segala penyesalan dan ketakutan yang bergolak saat dia berada di ambang hidup dan mati, kini menghancurkan seluruh logika dan harga dirinya. "Aku dulu bajingan! Mata dan hatiku buta! Pikiranku sudah tertutup rapat oleh kebodohan! Aku nggak seharusnya memperlakukanmu seperti itu. Aku nggak seharusnya memercayai Helen. Aku nggak seharusnya membiarkanmu menderita. Aku nggak seharusnya mencampakkanmu. Aku pantas mati! Aku benar-benar pantas mati!"

Aqsal bisa menyakiti diri sendiri dan orang lain dari halusinasinya. “Aku ingin bersamamu selamanya, Sayang.” “I-iya. Mas, aku juga ingin begitu. Tapi tidak begini caranya. Ki-kita lawan dua manusia licik itu dengan berani, bukan dengan jadi pengecut yang mengakhiri hidup seperti ini.” “Aku tidak berdaya, Sayang. Aku tidak berdaya! Aku malu pada dunia! Aku benci dengan kehidupan ini! Aku kotor!”

sahut Irma. "Bunda jangan marah, dong! Sekar hanya ingin membalas mereka. Mereka bukan hanya membuat hidup kita sulit dan menderita, tapi mereka juga penyebab hancurnya hidupku. Aku tidak akan berhenti sampai mereka benar-benar menderita," sahut Sekar. "Terserah! Satu pesan Bunda, hati-hati! Udah, sana mandi dulu!"

Dia pergi, Guys. Setelah semua yang udah kami persiapkan. Semua yang udah gue harapkan, pernikahan impian dengan cewek yang gue cintai yang mau nggak mau harus gue kubur. Berat, sih, tapi gue tau, hidup harus terus berjalan. Gue akan menjalani hari-hari gue tanpa seorang pacar. Gue harus menjalani hidup. Yok, bisa, yok! Semangat!”